latly, alot has been on my mind. and i feel so empty inside. so i feel like talking here.

i had a lot of fun last night with amanda, mike, elise, and matt. my brother is really paranoid sometimes. like these dudes were passin a blunt and we were standing right next to them and he's like flipping because he was like " OMG if the cops come, we're going to be arrested with association " and i'm like stfu. it'll be okay. so he said it like 8 other times and i'm like wtf, let's just leave. so me and amanda kinda skipped in the pouring rain and sang to the auditorium. then i went back for mike tauro. we were all soaked when we got to the auditourm. then julz's dad drove us all to eat - n - park. and i couldn't breath because mike was laying on me and i was laughin the whole time. (: lmao. so we got to eat - n - park and there was a fight. my brother was paraniod about that shit too. he was like OMG im not getting out of the car !! we're going to get arrested ! so he made us walk to vinnie pies. wtf ever. i didn't get to talk to drewboo or nothin. ugh. so i felt like i was going to throw up. and me and my crunk bitch [aka] amanda walked to eat - n - park again then walked back. ugh, then my brother was being a bitch. but thanks elise, for everyhing. iloveyouskankho<3 so my brother called my dad and my dad drove everyone home. i sat alone in my room thinking about stuff til like 2. then i was knocked out.

homecoming is in like 20 some days ? gosh. me+myskankho [aka] elise are going dress shopping tomorrow @ the mills. i can't wait. homecoming should be fun if everything works out. i have a feeling it won't just because it's messed up already. ugh. i'm not even going to go there right now. i'll end up punching something. how can something seem so prefect turn into something like hell ? i don't get it. at all.

i need to cheer up.

this made me laugh <3
have i mentioned i love my dog ?