It's hard to look in
the mirror these
days; when everyone
is everything you'd
[ rather be ]
we were best friends for as long as i could remember.
you were like my sister
but not the sister that i looked up too, the sister who made fun of me for saying stupid things.
the sister who bossed me around.
and i was the sister who cried after all of it.*
you still look at me the way you used to,
that must mean something...right?
you think you want to die, but in reality,
you just want to be saved
she painted on a smile
and learned how to pretend
I want to hate you half as much as I hate myself...
I miss having you in my life. I’m realizing that you could still be here if I wanted you to, but obviously not as the way we were…but we can still be friends, and then I wouldn’t totally be losing u. But I have to find a way to move on. How can I move on if I still want you? Still want us to talk? Still tell each other things?…Like we use too…you know? How can I still want all that and know deep inside that I cannot have you to myself. Being friends? I’ll have to forget you exist and start all over again before that can even become an option...
You will never forget your first love. That's what makes it so special. You love so hard, so deeply, and so intensely because you don’t know any different. It's the best until it is over. Then you hurt like you've never been hurt before. Eventually you love again, but you love [ differently ]. You will love more *carefully and more *cautiously, continually comparing that person to your first love
i guess i spoke too soon when i said "nothing else could go wrong"
i don`t wanna fall for him again.. i don`t think i can take the pain.. i don`t wanna have these feelings if he doesn`t feel the same. i don`t want my heart to [ jump ] when i haven`t talked to him for a while. i don`t wanna see him grin if i`m not the one who`s makin him smile. i don`t wanna try to explain if he`ll never understand. i don`t want tears in my eyes [ everytime ] i see his face.i don`t want my heart to be empty if he`s the only one who can fill the space. i don`t want to have to smile at him when i really wanna cry.i don`t want him to wave hello if he really means [ goodbye ]. i don`t wanna tell him or let my feelings show.i don`t wanna get played as a result of his little [ game ]. but all he has to do to get me back is simply --» [ say my name ]
got a problem with me ? [solve it]
think i'm tripping? [untie my shoes]
can't stand me? [sit down]
can't face me? [turn the fuck around]
’ll miss you now, I’ll miss you then,
I’ll miss you f o r e v e r
you will always be my best friend
when she cries, the makeup runs from
her eyes & she spills the truth about
how she feels inside
I close my eyes and see your face... I opened them and see you staring at hers.
when your wit your friends..*go on act sLicK* but do me a favor n call me when you actully * GrOw A dIcK*
the Only thing .wOrse. than a broken heart is
knOwin that u'd dO it all Over again... just fOr him
We spend our whole lives searching for
all the things we think we want
and never really knowing what we have
You can always close your eyes to the things you
don't wanna see...but you can't close your heart to the things you
don't wanna feel.
its funny how you can grow away from your friends when just a few years ago they were the most important people in your life
if tears made you beautiful
____i'd be gorgeous*____
nothing lasts f.o.r.e.v.e.r
so make is worthwhile*
we travel through this emotional rollercoaster called life and we have our ups and downs...just keep in mind when you hit rock bottom, there aint nowhere to go but up...
--ludacris | 
