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Today was the day for my class here in madison, class of '06, to walk and graduate. Not to mention it was a very long day hehe. I am glad that I am finally done with high school. I really have no regrets leaving that place. Sure I could change a few things but as Elissa, valid victorian (if that is spelled right), said "The past is irrelevent, It's what you do today that changes your future"(or something in that nature). Which is right it is what we do from here on that tells us what we will do with our lives. I wasn't alone though...I took a piece of my hometowns tradtion with me across that stage.
                  

(Cristina you should remember this nut...think back to 8th grade english. That and I look crazy ) I had it in my pocket but it helped me remember the long journey I had made these past 4 years and I walked knowing that my friends back home would cheered me on. I end today however with all anger, hate, disappiontment purged from my heart and plan to begin anew for college. I hope if I had hurt anyone these past 4 years you can forgive me (just call me hardheaded if it makes you feel better). So with these last words its time for the class of 06' to walk the new journey into adult life. Good Luck class of 06' and to my friends back home who graduate this Saturday this nut is for you .

Well in my current condition I hope I'll live. Ok this past weekend was fun and long and was glad it was over. Ok Monday(yesterday) I gave blood in the blood drive at school. I got there at 10am and didn't leave till 12pm. It took forever to get the blood out but there is a small problem. After I left till all the way till now I am light headed, tired, and my arm and heart ache  and or numb. The place where the neddle was is brused badly. I mean I maybe internally bleeding but I don't want to go that far and say that. It is not getting better so I wanted to post this final thing just in case I go while I sleep or something (which I don't want to but I feel its nessacary). I have had a good life no regrets I would not change a thing about it. I have good friends. I told the person I like how I feel and got no response but I am not worried. If I am to go I wish everyone luck with their lives. Thats all well as I said this is a worst case senario but I am not giving up so easly. I will fight to get better till the end. So I must go rest and take care of myself becuase I can't do anything now. So till my nest post (I hope)........ cya around...............