Look at me being a sheep...stole this from Evan mwahaha

B A S I C Q U E S T I O N S
[ my name is ] Tiffany
[ my nicknames are ] I have many!!! Tiff, Tiffie, Tiffy, Tiffster, pig(thanks a bunch Troy), padong padong(from my omma)
[ all i need is ] sleep...oh and food too mwahaha Really, all I need to God and the people I love  (that includes Bi and Tony Ahn mwahaha)
[ love is ] what God gives to all of us no matter what

S E X . . .
[ what do u notice first? ] Eyes 
[ last person u danced with ] uh...*thinks*  

W H O . . .
[ makes u laugh the most? ] Evan, Mr. Fox, Connie, Harrison, Franklin, Dustin, Boyuan
[ makes you smile ] Everyone makes me smile  But I guess during times when I'm down, Evan, Andrew Fox and Franklin make me smile
[ gives u a funny feeling when u see them ] What kind of funny feeling...? lol
[ has a crush on u? ] I dunno...I don't know these things.

L A S T P E R S O N . . .
[ you touched? ] Uh...myself...? I just touched my hair lol 
[ you talked to? ] in person...Franklin
[ you hugged? ] Franklin (FREE HUGS!!!) 
[ you instant messaged? ] JEng, Tony and Franklin(boy, Franklin, you're popping up a lot here...lol) 
[ you yelled at? ] I don't recall yelling at anyone...O_o
[ you laughed with ] in person, Franklin...tossing the butt?? what? lol that was hilarious hahahahha XD and online, Connie, Evan, Franklin and Kay

M O R E Q U E S T i O N S . . .
[ i want ] to make people happy because it makes me happy
[ i love ] God and everyone
[ i miss ] my first dog and some of my close guy friends from HS
[ i fear ] being alone(you know, being left by everyone)
[ i hear ] w-inds singing on my computer lol

L A S T . . .
[ movie you rented ] I haven't rented a movie in a long time...lol
[ movie you bought ] I think LOTR: The Two Towers...but my mom bought that lol
[ movie you saw at the theatres ] LOTR: Return of the King, and on campus, Hidalgo
[ song you listened to ] "Night Flight" by w-inds
[ song you had stuck in your head ] "My Romance" by Lee Ji Hoon
[ song you've downloaded ] Bi's second album..lol
[ tv show you've watched ] I don't really watch TV so I dunno..
[ person you thought of ] Franklin...cause I suddenly thought about us trying to play Big Booty last night and him saying we were tossing the butt around lol hilarious hahaha omg

D O Y O U . . .
[ have a bf or gf ] ani yo (for non-Korean people, that means no mwahaha)
[ have a crush on someone ] maybe...but I'm not telling
[ like being corny ] ...
[ go for looks or personality ] I go for both, obviously, but the guy has to have a good personality or else I won't even consider him.
[ wish you could live somewhere else ] maybe after I finish all my school..
[ think about suicide ] I used to...but that's a long depressing story
[ believe in online dating ] No...I don't get the point in online dating, you never really see the person!!
[ want (more) piercings ] Eh...I think I'm pretty content with what I have.
[ want (more) tattoos ] I have to have one to get more.
[ drink ] ani yo
[ do drugs ] ani!!! ~_~
[ write in cursive or print ] combo of both

F O R O R A G A I N S T . . .
[ long distance relationships ] Against...unless the two are able to work it out just fine
[ using someone ] Against (cause people always use me T_T)
[ suicide ] Against
[ killing people ] Against
[ teenage smoking ] Against
[ doing drugs ] Against
[ driving drunk ] Against (there was a girl that was a senior in my HS when I was a sophomore that was killed by a drunk driver during the Thanksgiving holiday..it was really sad)
[ gay/lesbian relationships ] Like, Evan, I'm indifferent about this.

F A V O R I T E . . .
[ food ] Korean food yuuuum
[ song ] Too many...right now it's "Enter the Dragon" and "Without Your Love" by JTL
[ color ] Blue!!!
[ thing to do ] doing something to keep me active or busy, read, listen to Korean music kekeke
[ sports ] Baseball!! Atlanta Braves!!! w00t!!
[ drinks ] water, orange juice
[ clothes ] uh...
[ movies ] All 3 LOTR movies!! Legolas!!!
[ artist ] um...I dunno...
[ author ] Tolkien <---I agree with you Evan!!
[ bands/groups ] Click-B, Shinhwa
[ season ] Hmm...spring and fall...cause that's when everything around changes...nature is so pretty  *NERD*
[ holiday ] Anything I can get a holiday off school mwahaha
[ car ] Anything that gets me places

H A V E Y O U E V E R . . .
[ been in love? ] yes ~_~
[ been in lust? ] Maybe
[ been used? ] One too many times
[ been in a long distant relationship ] Nope
[ cried over a girl/ boy ] sadly
[ cried out of happiness ] Yep...forgot when lol
[ done something you regret? ] Hasn't everyone?
[ lied to someone ] Hasn't almost everyone done this too?
[ watched porn ] NO!!!!!!  
[ walked in on people ] uh, no...though I did walk by yesterday when my oppas just finished changing in a another hallway lol that was close...ahahah they were all laughing and going,"Whoooooa" lol

N U M B E R . . .
[ of boy/girlfriends you've had ] None w00t!!!
[ of times I have had my heart broken ] I dunno...twice?
[ of hearts I have broken ] I dunno..
[ of boys I have kissed ] None
[ of girls I have kissed? ] None, unless you include my mom,  but I only kiss her on the cheek
[ of drugs taken illegally ] None
[ of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? ] Like...almost none ~_~
[ of scars ] physically or emotionally? A bit physically and a lot emotionally
[ of things in my past that I regret ] There's a lot, but there's no point in talking about that now, right? 

C U R R E N T . . .
[ Clothes ] Blue Nike shirt and light blue PJ pants...with baby chickens!! kekeke so cute
[ Shoes ] None..I don't like wearing shoes in my room on the carpet...it's a habit I brought from home cause I don't wear shoes in the house...weird American families always wearing shoes in the house..
[ Mood ] Okie I guess...? Frustrated some still..
[ Taste ] Orange Juice..
[ Hair ] Uh...? It's down and looks normal?
[ Piercings ] both ears double pierced
[ Smell ] I smell nothing
[ Thing you ought to be doing ] Finishing my CPR
[ Desktop Picture ] Oh Jong Hyuk!!! What a good-looking boy...kekeke...then again, his last name is Oh...mwahahhaa
[ Refreshment ] ...
[ Crush ] For me to know and you to find out. Or not.

Such a busy day it was yesterday...two practices!!! But man, it was fun and relieved so much stress. Thanks, Franklin, for that link, it was so funny and cute.  Thanks for the free hug, too, lol. Free hugs are good...now, if I were to charge for each hug...lol jk I wouldn't do that. Kekeke. Me and Kay went to international buffet!!! It was sooooo good, mmm, finally no American food to eat!! I'm so sick of eating American food. >o< Yum, Korean food...bulgogi and kyung dan. Yum. So good. I actually tried sushi again...it was actually pretty good. Basically, we got food from KSA, JSA and CSA...it was great hahaha So wonderful...no American food!!! Korean food is soooo good. I ended up burning most of the food off during dragon dance practice and on my run back from the rec to the dorms. Amazingly, I was still full of energy when we got back and I wasn't extremely tired. Odd. I haven't run like that in so long, you'd think I'd pass out. Must be all that food...lol Thanks for calling me Jeng and waking me up.

So today, there is another dress parade practice. I'm so excited!!! We finally got hanbok today!! They're so pretty...I love the color of mine. If you could all just see it...it's so pretty. I love it. And I just happened to get the one for girls just getting married...I was like,"Uh..." lol seriously, I'm so far from marriage it isn't even funny. I'm almost 19 and I've never dated yet still mwahahaha omg I'm so proud of myself I made it to almost 19 years of singleness!!! Wait, I never had to try. lol *dumb* oh well.

Hey, me having a blond moment!!!
cowboy yunsuk: i'm so dumb too
cowboy yunsuk: i turned the lights off cause my roomie was sleeping
cowboy yunsuk: and then...i just stood in the middle of the room, spinning around asking,"i can't see!!! where are my glasses?!"
cowboy yunsuk: omg that is a big blond moment

Franklin's response:
KnightSushi: hahaha but the blond moment was awesome

Can't wait for dress parade on Friday!!!  It'll be so awesome...and you KNOW the Koreans will pwn it!!! Mwahahaha.

Tuesday = busy day. Physics lecture, Anthro lecture...nap taking in between physisc and anthro. Waiting for phone call which NEVER CAME. Not you,Franklin lol Time to start looking for another job now. =_= This sucks. So frustrated...But it seems like the best time to call me is when I'm sleeping. It's hilarious really, because it happened twice in one day!! Neat haha. I think? Hullabaloo for dinner...read anthro earlier today, go me. Chilled in room doing dumb chem lab. Went to AAA meeting with Boyuan for awhile and then went to Read to play IM Bball. We lost. It's cause of YOU, Dustin!!! Because we had no one 92375897983758943 feet tall to compete against the other tall people!! T_T That one girl was huge and i was wondering what did she friggin EAT?! ~_~ Man. We only had three girls two. Sucks. It was hard to sub in, too. At least I got a workout still. Irritated how Harrison somehow keeps getting poked in the eye, and how both him AND Jackie get poked in the eye at the same time ~_~ Messed up. At least they're okie...but I mean, how can you keep stabbing someone in the eye with your finger?!?!? >o< Came back to dorm with Kay and Boyuan and talked to Dustin on the phone. I ran out across the street as a truck was coming. I had time to cross mwahaha I ran. Hence enough time. Though Jeng would've been eating me alive had he saw that. Mwahaha. My mom called me earlier after she got off work.

Mom: Oops, I meant to call daddy.
Me: T_T

lol. Today is going to be another full and busy day. Chem lab at 8, chem lecture, psyc lecture, hurry back to dorm and get ready to go to dress parade practice at 610, go eat dinner, go to rec and workout, then dragon dance practice at rec at 10pm. Which ends at...midnight? Man. Busy day indeed. I don't recall ever being so busy...lol Ah well. At least it's not exam week. It still keeps me busy.

Still quite frustrated with some things...being busy helps keep my mind off things. It's at night when I'm thinking about it, because I'm not super occupied like earlier in the day. ~_~

http://naver619.naver.com/keypage/image/marketing/entoi/number_song.swf

Mixed reactions to that.
Mom: how cute
jon    E1183: yikes. ppl could get nightmares from those thing
jon    E1183: sure, they're cute, but imagine legions of them
coney0001: i'm gonna have nightmares
coney0001: ;aldskjf ;alk
coney0001: eeeeeeEEk
m1ghtym0nkey: holy smokes....i've never seen anything that fing stupid in my life
m1ghtym0nkey: it's like....target practice
Boy Baka: it's awesome
stRyder514: im... terrified

last two stolen from the convo Evan sent me hahaha It's cute, foo'!!! Kay and Franklin and Linda think it's cute!! Mwahahaha.

Working out at the rec is fun. Waiting on laundry isn't. And that's just what I'm doing right now.  However, this is the only time no one is using the machines. Otherwise I'd have to fight over them. *sigh* Well, my inner thighs are SORE. Those machines...kill lol Cause it's not like we use those muscles on a regular basis...they hurt so. Kills to walk. I have the urge to just waddle lol Then I'd look weird so I just don't...yeah. =_=

Well, I've been kinda frustrated lately. And the frustration leads me to thinking a lot. A lot about myself. I keep wanting to say that I'm no good, but I resist because to God, I am good. But I don't think I am...otherwise, I wouldn't be frustrated in the first place. I'm frustrated about a lot of things. And it drives me crazy. And I think so much about myself and how I am...and sometimes, I don't know what good I am. I'm trying to keep myself in a good, upbeat and happy mood, though inside, I feel down and trying to figure myself out and what to do. I dunno...I'm full of mixed emotions right now.

Now that I think about it, I am no good. Because I sin, like everyone else. I'm not all that worthy to God...it's amazing how He still loves us no matter what. The thing is to love the things that I can't stand about myself...which is the hard part. I'm back to thinking again..*sigh*

Another long and adventerous day!!! Uh, I dunno if I'm spelling things right or if I make sense...if not, just remember I'm still tired and I have the habit of sounding very fobbish in this state lol

So Sunday...(seeing how it's monday now) was fun!!! Dragon dance practice!! Drove in the rain, interesting. We got there ok, though Jamie and her boyfriend couldn't make it cause they had spun out on the road. Luckily, there were ok, and they didn't spin out into the middle of oncoming traffic. We didn't know it was them until we had gone a ways off, but I feel bad that we didn't turn around to get them. :( I'm glad they're ok though, that was scary. But other than that, everything went well, tried new food for lunch!! Yum. It was kinda weird at first, but after awhile, i started to accomodate with the taste and it was fine. Mmm...I want to eat Korean food sooooo bad!!! That's what Wednesday is for!! :) Bulgogi! Yuuuum.  Also...me in an Asian like mall is like WHOA!!! All the Mashimaro and Pucca goodies!! I was like,"OMG!!!" hahaha it was so awesome. I must've looked so dumb in there cause I was getting all excited and those people were prolly like,"omg run away!! *run away from Tiff*" lol Came back...and friggin' omg, we were stuck waiting to get into college station for almost an HOUR!!! I was like, OOOOOOMG. I had to pee so bad lol(i'm sure you wanted to know kekkee) But seirously...I had to go so bad...and it was takign forever. We were barely getting anywhere and so I called my dad to see if he knew another way into CS. And he said he didn't and I was like,"I have to go pee!!" and he told me to go in the bushes lol I was like,"NOOOOO!!!!" hahaha So funy. So we turn around and go back, find...2154...? lol I dunno it led us to Wellborn, though it took awhile since EVERYONE was using that way lol But there was a HUGE accident preventing us from getting anywhere...seriously, there were like, 6 lights flashing from different emergency vehicles. Massive mess. :/ Stopped at a gas station to relieve myself...po' Shaun got stuck waiting to use the restroom cause some guy went in and like...omg, didn't come out?! 10 minutes!!! Shaun was like,"He must've fell asleep" lol Man. So we left...came across another gas station. Filled up car with fas, Shaun used bathroom, and we were off again. Made back to CS  yaaay. Parked and came back to dorm and went to SLEEP. Naps are so nice keke. But yeah...woke up, did nothing for about an hour and went to rec with Kay. :) Talked to Franklin on phone on the way and hahaha...omg...Franklin, this is for you:

KITTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahahaha yeah, only Franklin will get this lol And Kay. Hahaha hilarious. Met Randy outside tunnel to give him his cellphone. Watched as Randy insulted and massacred Franklin's backpack(lol I'm kidding)...then went to rec!! Whew...man, must work out to keep from getting FLABBY!!! And thanks Dustin and Franklin, for saying I was just fine lol  Just remember...we girls are self conscious lol

cowboy yunsuk: i don't understand myself sometimes lol
cowboy yunsuk: all my weird mood swings
cowboy yunsuk: though i'm happy 99% of the time lol
DustinTown: i kno!
DustinTown: wheneer i c u
DustinTown: ur like happy!
DustinTown: thast good!
DustinTown: i like that
cowboy yunsuk: even in the 1% of non-happiness, i act happy lol
cowboy yunsuk: LOL
cowboy yunsuk:
cowboy yunsuk: i like being happy
DustinTown:
DustinTown: hehe
cowboy yunsuk: if i'm happy i can make everyone happy keke
DustinTown: lol....
cowboy yunsuk: lighten the mood keke
DustinTown: so true!

Hahahah thanks Dustin. So nice...when you're not beating me up and warning me!!! lol You is coo'. I will see you...Tuesday...for IM bball!!! We will pwn this team!!! Know how I know?? Cause I is getting so in shape!!! Kekeke, whateeever. lol All righty, I is out!