And I'm bummed, but not at the same time. I was really bummed when I found out, crying and stuff and calling my mom and Nate. I feel a little more peace now. Life has so many options open to me, that I can't get disappointed about one that doesn't work out. I'm still blessed. And I still have to study for a pathophysiology test tomorrow, which is kind of lame because it's a prereq for that nursing program, but my mom convinced me that I may need to use it at some other point in my life. She's so smart my mommy. So, since I'm bummed and bored, I'm going to do a survey. Those always cheer me up.
Survey!
1. I've come to realize that my boobs:
Wow. Awkward question. Um, that they exist?! Well, and I wish they were bigger.
2. I've come to realize that when I drive:
I feel extremely relaxed. I don't have a car in Rexburg and I miss driving sooo much! It really gives me a sense of freedom and indepedance.
3. I've come to realize that, when I love someone:
I pretty much will do anything for them. I love to do whatever will make them happy.
4. I've come to realize that I need:
chill out more. And have more balance in all the aspects of my life. That's a hard thing to accomplish sometimes.
5. I've come to realize that I lost:
little compared to what I gained when I joined the church.
6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
People don't turn my laptop off after using it. My roommates all have permission to use my laptop, but when they don't turn it off and it overheats, that's just not cool.
7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
Well, seeing as I haven't been drunk for 4 or so years, I think when I was drunk, I was trying to escape from my life.
8. I've come to realize that money:
is stressful, but necassary. I also realize I hardly have any.
9. I've come to realize that people:
for the most part are trying to do what's right. We all have burdens to bear.
10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
loved by my family :)
11. I've come to realize that I drink alot of:
orange juice. I just can't get enough of that stuff.
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:
A few hours ago when I got my rejection letter from the University of Utah school of nursing.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone is:
my clock, my alarm, my life-line. That's all pretty sad.
14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning:
I felt ready to have a productive day. And it has been!
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night :
I have a hard time falling to sleep right away. I always have too many things coursing through my mind.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
how I have a test tomorrow that I dont want to study for. But I'm super excited because I get to see Nate!
17. I've come to realize that babies:
are a lot of work. But I'm sure when they are your own, they feel worth it.
18. I've come to realize that when I get on Myspace:
i feel like I'm wasting my time.
19. I've come to realize that today I :
can get over disappointments and still feel good about my future.
20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
probably be too excited to sleep. I get to see Nate tomorrow!
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
take my test, pack, drive down to SLC and spend the evening with Naters at Temple Square!
22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
Study abroad or do something really fun that involves traveling!
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