﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>hallworks's Xanga</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks</link><description>Latest Xanga weblog from hallworks</description><language>en-us</language><ttl>60</ttl><image><title>The Weblog Community</title><url>http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gif</url><link>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks</link></image><item><title>Posting</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/661182627/posting.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/661182627/posting.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 11 Jun 2008 22:33:05 GMT</pubDate><description>I promise to post soon. Don't delete my blog Xanga!&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/661182627/posting.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Wednesday, June 11, 2008</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/661182459/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/661182459/item.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 11 Jun 2008 22:31:36 GMT</pubDate><description>I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/661182459/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Jive Turkey</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/629742982/jive-turkey.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/629742982/jive-turkey.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 29 Nov 2007 23:47:47 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/57a5e160202601/photo.html"&gt;  &lt;br&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: right; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/57a5e160202601/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="jive_turkey_dancing_lg_clr" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x57.xanga.com/a5eb316728606160202601/z13290572.gif" align="right" height="169"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt; Thanksgiving is, by far, my favorite holiday of the year. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;My family doesn't do much for Christmas, and during that time, we are often scattered all over the place. &lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Thanksgiving is the one time where my entire six-sibling family has the same goal in mind -- food and family fe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;llowship.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;They especially like the food part.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;My
mother is the only person in my life, right now, who appreciates the
value of sweet cornbread, not this crackling cornbread that they try to
push on you on the Southside.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br&gt;I have the good fortune of having
brothers, sisters, cousins, aunts, uncles, and parents who can cook
extremely well. Whenever we all get together for a meal, I am usually
treated to heaping portions of mouth-watering desserts, tantalizing
sides, and savory meats.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;The variety of meats is always a sight
to behold. At least a dozen creatures of the land and sea usually meet their fate at our dinner table. Of all the meats I look forward to,
however, turkey is at the bottom of the list.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Since the
inception of Thanksgiving, turkey has been an obligatory food, much
like bitter herbs at Passover. Nobody likes the bitter herbs, but they
eat them every year, nonetheless.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br&gt;The same goes for turkey. I've
met plenty of people who say they like cornbread, mashed potatoes,
yams, and even cranberry sauce, but I've never met anyone who blathers
on about how great turkey is.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;First of all, turkey is about the
most inconvenient bird to prepare, next to cooking an ostrich whole.
Turkeys can weigh up to 25 pounds, take almost an entire day to
prepare, and take up your entire oven in the process.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Turkey is so big, that there is no way humanly possible for even a large family to eat a whole turkey in a single sitting.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;On
day one, the turkey starts off as single entity. When it's warm and out
the oven, it's okay, but not as good as ham, chicken, or ribs. By the
second day, the turkey has had about 12 hours to sit in the
refrigerator. It's colder and a little drier than the first day, but
still fit for human consumption.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;By the third day, the gravy and
juices that once marinated the turkey have congealed to the sides of
the pan. At this time, the turkey has most likely fallen pray to
younger cousins and siblings who don't know how to properly operate a
carving knife.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt; The hacked-up appear&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;ance of the turkey by day
four is not visually appealing and by now, the gravy-Jell-O that has to
be scooped on top of it to make it palatable isn't too pleasing, either.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;By
day five, if the turkey legs have not been eaten, the turkey is no
longer something that can be sliced, but ra&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;ther, a mass of crumbly
turkey pieces that has to be harvested onto your plate.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;By day
six, people are no longer eating the turkey, but using it in
turkey-based by-products, such as turkey salad, turkey soup, and turkey
stuffing.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;
&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;By the seventh day, the turkey is unrecognizable and you start to question whether you were really eating turkey at all.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;If
they could find a way to genetically shrink turkeys to the size of
chickens -- which I believe are much tastier fowl -- I think I would
enjoy turkey more. Turkey, however, is more of a holiday drudgery
rather than a delicacy.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Furthermore, in the 250 years that
Americans have been eating turkey at Thanksgiving, we really haven't
found too many ways to spice it up. &lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;
&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I've seen fried turkey,
b&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;aked turke&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;y, and those slices of lunch meat that people call turkey,
but that's it. I've eaten about 50 different va&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;riations on chicken which were all tasty and interesting in their own way.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Maybe
it's untraditional, maybe it's even un-American, but until turkey gets
a little more exciting, I'm going straight for the ham at Thanksgiving
time.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/0dcb0160202811/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="KramerTurkey" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x0d.xanga.com/cb08307525db9160202811/b118191024.jpg" width="320"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;
Perhaps the biggest Jive Turkey of them all&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/div&gt;  
&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/57a5e160202601/photo.html"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/a&gt;  &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/0dcb0160202811/photo.html"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/a&gt;     </description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/629742982/jive-turkey.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>The other side of the mountain</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628346214/the-other-side-of-the-mountain.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628346214/the-other-side-of-the-mountain.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2007 18:36:16 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&amp;nbsp;  &lt;br&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/3b990158764497/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="9964001Dahlonega---lumpkin-county" style="border: 3px solid rgb(51, 51, 51);" src="http://x3b.xanga.com/990c255633535158764497/s119240015.jpg" align="left" width="300"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;  I've
noticed that a lot of my columns are about travel. I guess part of the
reason is because traveling to exotic places is one of the things that
I miss the most about the life I had before working at a daily
newspaper.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Don't get me wrong, working in Clayton County
definitely takes you off the beaten path. During the course of my
reporting, I've visited a goat farm, followed around Civil War
re-enactors, installed insulation into walls, tailed politicians on a
golf cart around Lake Spivey, dodged lunchtime traffic in Riverdale to
interview picketers, and visited just about every church in the county.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;My
weekends aren't always as exciting, though. The crazy stuff I am asked
to do in the middle of the week usually leaves me completely drained by
the weekend, and sometimes I have a tendency to shut down.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;When
I lived in Japan for two years as a wage slave, my
weekdays were stressful, too. To combat this, on the weekends, I would
often pack three pairs of socks, three pairs of clean underwear, two
shirts, and just take off wherever my economy-sized Japanese car would
take me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Sometimes, I would go to the ocean. Sometimes, I would
look up in the mountains and see a plume of chimney smoke and follow it
to the source. Sometimes, I would just get lost and find my way back.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I
don't do that too often anymore. Gas is expensive, the mountains aren't
so close, and there are a lot of places in Atlanta where you don't want
to get lost. However, I got a chance to see some mountains again last
weekend in Dahlonega, Ga.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Coming from Virginia Beach, Va., where
everything is as flat as a pancake, and the highest peak around is a
100-foot-high mountain of trash (ingeniously named Mt. Trashmore), I
always appreciate the mountains whenever I am near them.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt; Until last weekend, I had no idea that Dahlonega existed, but it really is a gold mine, literally and figuratively.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Only
about an hour north of Atlanta on Georgia Highway 400, Dahlonega is
actually the site of the first American gold rush, predating the 1849
gold rush in California. This quaint little mountain town sits atop a
rich vein of gold, which is still being mined today.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I had no
idea what to expect when I got there, but I fell in love with the town
as soon as I crossed the bend and saw the Appalachian Mountains. I was
starving by the time I got there, so the first thing I went to look for
was food.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I stumbled upon the Smith House, an old fashioned inn,
sitting on top of what was once a gold mine. In the far wing of the
house, a glass barrier stands between you and the bottomless pit in
which the miners once explored for gold ore.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;On the bottom floor
of the inn, the Smith House offered a smorgasbord of Southern-fried
delicacies. For about $20, you are seated at a long oak table with
complete strangers and offered mountains of fried chicken, ham, and pot
roast, alongside mounds of creamed corn, mash potatoes, fried okra, and
collard greens.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Passing around baskets of buttered rolls and
cornbread, I felt camaraderie with the man across the table adjusting
his pants and praying to make it through dessert.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;After about
two hours of food and conversation, I realized the day was quickly
escaping me. As I waddled into the town square, I saw many people,
young and old, shopping, eating, and enjoying life in this picturesque
mountain village.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;In a short distance, I was able to find all
the things I crave when I am in Clayton County. An antique book store,
a privately-owned coffee shop with an open mic night, a small private
theater company, and a independent instrument store with sheet music,
blues harmonicas, and just about every string instrument worth buying.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I
was really amazed that all of these treasures existed only an hour
away. It's easy to stargaze and dream of far off places, but going to
Dahlonega reminded me that there are still adventures in my own
backyard.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628346214/the-other-side-of-the-mountain.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Bonking gracefully</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628345676/bonking-gracefully.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628345676/bonking-gracefully.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2007 18:25:54 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-decoration: none;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/d5862158764278/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="charlie-chaplin" style="border: 3px solid rgb(51, 51, 51);" src="http://xd5.xanga.com/86285472252a0158764278/b27066180.jpg" align="left" height="338"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;My
palms we&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/d5862158764278/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;re sweaty, my mouth was dry, and my '92 Grand Marquis was
running low on the $3-a-gallon gas that I had pumped into it that
morning.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt; My mind was adjusting to the ending of daylight-saving
time, and my body was coasting on a six-pack of mini-donuts and a
bottle of orange juice, the only thing resembling food that I could
purchase at the BP gas station on my way to Suwanee.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;A few
months earlier, I had scored a huge opportunity -- a chance to perform
on the upcoming CD of an internationally-known, Atlanta-based jazz
artist. Last Sunday morning, I drove up to a Suwanee recording studio
for what would be an ill-fated session.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's not like I didn't
prepare. The week before, I had gone to the studio's web site, recorded
the address, Google-mapped the coordinates,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/de403158764007/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt; and left a half an hour
earlier than the estimated driving time suggested.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;The studio
was on Buford Highway, which I now know is named Buford Highway because
it goes all the way to Buford, Ga., north of Suwanee. The web site did
not specify on which side of the expansive highway the studio was
located, and I found m&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/d5862158764278/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;yself on Buford Highway northeast rather than
northwest, where I was supposed to be.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;After getting minimal
help from the studio engineer over the phone, I was able to make my way
to the correct side of Buford Highway, and into the studio about 15
minutes late. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;That was just the beginning of everything that went wrong.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;When
I entered the studio, I was expecting to see cigarette smoking,
shade-wearing jazz musicians banging away at notes, anxiously awaiting
my presence to begin the session. Instead, I was alone. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;In the
empty recording room, a thick sheet of soundproof glass was all that
separated me from the artist, and the sound engineer on the other side.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Rather
than a jam session, it was a "me" session. Under absolute scrutiny, my
part was to be patched into the pre-recorded soundtracks, which I would
have to listen to over headphones. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It was something I wasn't made aware of ahead of time.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I
had recorded in the past, so while caught off guard, the idea of being
patched in didn't bother me. However, when I opened up my violin case,
my bow -- my $500, perfectly balanced, handcrafted, Brazilian
Pernambuco wood bow that I bought when I decided to t&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/de403158764007/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;ake music
seriously -- was not in my case.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;A large knot gathered in my
stomach. I realized that I had left the bow on a piano in a practice
room back in Clayton County, while practicing the night before.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/d5862158764278/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;swallowed my screams. My thoughts strayed from my music to the idea of
some jerk walking away with something precious to me that I couldn't
easily replace.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I had two other bows to choose from in my case;
the bow I used in elementary school, which was missing half the hair
and chipped from sword fights in music class -- and a cheap, completely
unused bow that came with an electric violin I had bought in Japan.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I
had no choice, but to use the bow with hair. However, it was new,
synthetic hair that wouldn't take to the rosin (hardened tree sap)
required to keep the bow from sliding on the surface of the strings. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;My
violin was essentially strangled. I tried my best to play what I had
rehearsed, but the artist wasn't satisfied. After playing the same four
bars twenty times in twenty different ways, I was asked to pack up my
case and go home.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Defeated, unpaid, and driving on fumes, I
returned to Clayton County. I went to Best Buy and played Guitar Hero 3
for about an hour, so I could feel like a star and reflected on my
missed opportunity to make it to the big time.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I felt like one
of the many artists who have been booed off the stage at the Apollo.
However, that same stage has produced Stevie Wonder, James Brown,
Michael Jackson, and many of the artists whom people consider great.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Perhaps,
it was a learning experience, a sign that I need to practice more, or
just a terrible, random chain of events. However, some of the best
artists are th&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/de403158764007/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;e ones who can bounce back.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I'll redouble my
efforts and be ready whe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/de403158764007/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;n the next big opportunity comes along. In the
meantime, I'll content myself with being a rock star on the Xbox 360.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/de403158764007/photo.html"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/de403158764007/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/de403158764007/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/de403158764007/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/de403158764007/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/de403158764007/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/d5862158764278/photo.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; </description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628345676/bonking-gracefully.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>An old friend</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628345080/an-old-friend.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628345080/an-old-friend.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2007 18:14:43 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-decoration: none;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/56929158763280/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="violin01" style="border: 3px solid rgb(51, 51, 51);" src="http://x56.xanga.com/929c065524d30158763280/z119239112.jpg" align="left" width="375"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;  Music
has always enhanced my life. It did in elementary school, when I got to
leave school for half the day twice a week for a special music program
in another county.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt; It enhanced my life in high school, when I
got to perform with the Southeast Virginia Youth Symphony and meet one
of my musical idols, Yo-Yo Ma.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;In college, it gave me a lot more
to talk about than the average student who spends his or her weekend
drinking. Instead, I performed with Latin pop bands at Plaza Fiesta off
Buford Highway and at high society dinner parties at sprawling mansions
on Peachtree Battle.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;When I left college and took an English
teaching position in Japan, locals immediately took notice of my
musical talents, putting me on stage in front of 1,000 people to
perform a concerto with the school's music teacher -- only weeks after
arriving there.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;A few months later, I met a mandolin player from
Alabama (who just happened to live in Japan with his Japanese wife) as
well as a dobro player from Boston who worked at a Japanese technology
company. We formed a bluegrass band called the Iide Mountain Boys.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Pronounced
"ee-dey," Iide is the largest mountain in the Ou Mountain Range of
Yamagata Prefecture, the snow-filled bowl that I lived in for two
years. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;In addition to playing at local senior homes, community
centers, and a Japanese County Music Festival filled with
ten-gallon-hat-wearing, Confederate-flag-waving Japanese people, I was
also asked to play an outside concert during a fierce blizzard on a
stage made of ice.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;While playing music has thrown me into some
awkward and odd situations, it has also opened up a lot of doors for me
and introduced me to a lot of interesting people. It has also provided
a source of balance in my life.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Usually, a good way to tell when
my life is off balance is when it is devoid of music. Confronted by the
gargantuan task of balance my job at the newspaper and having a life, I
was starting to feel off balance until a recent opportunity came along.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;About
two months ago, without ever hearing me play, a local jazz artist asked
me to play violin on several tracks on an upcoming jazz CD. This
opportunity came about purely on the recommendation of a friend who is
a backup drummer for the band.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I was honored that this
sought-after jazz artist wanted me to be on the CD, but about a week
after I said yes, I was terrified, because I was terribly out of
practice. My violin case, a constant companion that defended me from
bully attacks in my childhood and took me halfway around the world, had
been sitting in my closet, practically unused for almost a year.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;This
was one of those opportunities that doesn't come along very often and I
knew that if I didn't want to embarrass myself, I would have to put in
some serious time in the practice room.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;When I opened the case,
it was almost like visiting a long-forgotten relative. I was hit with a
rush of memories of adventures my violin and I had taken.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I came
across my "spiralblock" and it brought memories of my dreaded lessons
with Frau Gorzinska, my insanely strict Austrian violin teacher who
left me wanting to smash my instrument after every lesson.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I
came across a congratulations letter and a concert program from my
senior recital. I remembered how three years ago, I was able to put on
a well-attened, hour-long concert at the Schwartz Center for Performing
Arts. But, by the way I fumbled through pieces I had once played with
little effort, I realized that I had my work cut out for me.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;For
the first few weeks, I was frustrated and almost angry that I was made
an offer that I couldn't refuse. However, I eventually realized that
God was giving me a chance to cultivate my talents once more.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Most
people are blessed with many talents, but often let them go to waste
due to lack of money, time, or just out of pure &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;laziness. However, some
incidents in life spur us in our side and remind us just how much we
are capable of when we apply ourselves.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;While I still have some butterflies about it, I think that I'll be okay.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/56929158763280/photo.html"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/a&gt;  </description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628345080/an-old-friend.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Overcoming fear</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628344807/overcoming-fear.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628344807/overcoming-fear.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2007 18:09:31 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-decoration: none;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; &lt;b&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/0e79b158763052/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="main" style="border: 3px solid rgb(51, 51, 51);" src="http://x0e.xanga.com/79bc345655732158763052/z119238948.jpeg" align="left" height="400"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Pablo
Casals, the famous Spanish cellist and conductor, preceded Yo-Yo Ma as
the world's preeminent cello virtuoso. Until his death on Oct. 22,
1973, his skills on the cello were unmatched in the music world, and he
had a long list of awards and honors to prove that.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Many people
do not know that Casals struggled desperately with stage fright
throughout his entire life. For a long time, nobody was better than
Casals, but every time he made his way to stage, his palms became
sweaty and his stomach tied up into knots.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I've listened to many
Casals recordings, and it is amazing to me that someone with such
flawless musical prowess could ever doubt himself.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;While I am no Casals, either in music or writing, I recently found myself confronted by the same demons.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Recently,
I found myself struggling to wake up in the mornings and do my job of
being a journalist. I spent a lot of sleepless nights and a lot of
restless mornings staring at my ceiling fan, dreading the tasks that
were ahead of me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;There are a lot of things that go on behind
the scenes of journalism that people who haven't worked in the media
have no understanding of. Some of those things are wonderful and some
of those things I wouldn't wish on anybody.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;For one thing, a lot
of people count on you, not just to do the work, but to get it done
accurately and quickly -- all the time. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;It's not like a lot of
other jobs where you have an "in" box of tasks that can spill over into
the next day -- if necessary. Ninety-five percent of the time,
journalists operate in a state of now, and that's a lot of pressure.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;There
are many people who call and ask you to look into something, but there
are many more who try to intimidate you into doing a story.
Occasionally, I'll get ten phone calls and a slew of e-mails from a
person with a particular ax to grind.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Those individuals attempt
to rake the coals of what they see as investigative journalism, never
realizing that we have to deal in absolutes, because the ultimate
responsibility -- and liability -- of reporting a story falls on our
shoulders, not theirs.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;There's also the precarious tightrope that we walk with the public. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;We
have to know our sources, but not get too friendly with them for the
fact that, at any time, we may have to write something unflattering
about them. The very things that we are most passionate about are
sometimes things that we can't have an opinion on, so that our fairness
is not called into question.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;There is also the great expectation
that our writing will change the world for the better, somehow, when
often, all we can do as journalists is highlight the problems of
society.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Before I ever picked up a notepad and said that I
wanted to be a journalist, I was a musician. I went to college and got
a degree in performance, so I have a deep understanding of performance
anxiety as it applies to the music world. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I never imagined that as a journalist, I would be confronted by the same issues.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;It makes me think of all the people in history who were confronted by things that were bigger than themselves.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;
Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., was only a year older than myself when he
was asked to take over the Montgomery Bus Boycott in the 1950s. Solomon
of the Bible was chosen over all of his older brothers to lead the
entire kingdom of Israel. Nelson Mandela spent the majority of his
prime imprisoned, but started a revolution from his cell that led the
country out of nearly 50 years of Apartheid.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I am sure that all
of those great leaders had many restless nights, but they were all
chosen to lead because they had talents and gifts that applied to those
areas. While nothing I do here compares to what they did, perhaps I
have been put here for similar reasons.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;It is easy to doubt
yourself and to fear making mistakes, but a very wise man once said
that an expert is only a person who has made every possible mistake in
a very narrow field.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Whenever I feel the walls of anxiety
closing in, I will remember that God has equipped me with the skills to
do all that lies in front of me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628344807/overcoming-fear.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Secular government is better</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628344156/secular-government-is-better.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628344156/secular-government-is-better.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2007 17:56:22 GMT</pubDate><description>&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;P align=center&gt;&lt;A href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/5dbe2158762266/photo.html" target=_blank&gt;&lt;IMG title=04 style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0px; BORDER-TOP: 0px; BORDER-LEFT: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0px" src="http://x5d.xanga.com/be28330332450158762266/z51966397.gif" width=400&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12px; COLOR: rgb(255,255,255); FONT-FAMILY: ARIAL,SANS SERIF"&gt;One of the more interesting movies that I have seen in the last few years is "V for Vendetta."&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Directed by James McTiegue, who worked behind the scenes on such moviesas "The Matrix" series and "Star Wars: Episode II - Attack of theClones," the movie describes a post-apo&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12px; COLOR: rgb(255,255,255); FONT-FAMILY: ARIAL,SANS SERIF"&gt;calyp&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12px; COLOR: rgb(255,255,255); FONT-FAMILY: ARIAL,SANS SERIF"&gt;tic society in which manyof the world's major governments (particularly the United States ofAmerica) have collapsed.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;In this movie, the one bastion ofcivility left in the world is the United Kingdom, which is ruled by atheo-fascist dictatorship that enforces curfews, controls the media,and polices morality. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Interestingly, though, the oppressive ideology in the film is not Shari'a (Islamic Law) or Communism, but rather Christianity.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Inthe movie, a strict interpretation of Christianity is forced down thethroats of the masses, so much so, that the main character, V, resortsto terrorist tactics to bring down the system.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Watching themovie, I wondered what kind of people would want to force one religiousideology on such a religiously diverse society. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Then I startedpaying attention to buzz around the 2008 United States presidentialelection, and realized that there are many candidates who want to dojust that.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12px; COLOR: rgb(255,255,255); FONT-FAMILY: ARIAL,SANS SERIF"&gt;It is important to note before I continue that I am aChristian with moderate political beliefs, and that, while I lean tothe left on some things, I definitely lean to the right on others.While I follow the majority of Christian principals, as an American, Iembrace the rights of those who do not share my views to live andworship according to the manner that they see fit. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;I can'thelp but notice that, in this election, there are individuals who wouldlike to see all Americans follow the same Christian view, even thoughthis country has always been a place for people of many religions, orof no religion at all.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;In the last several years, there has beena rise in the emergence of "values" candidates, running campaigns basedon the religious dogma of their voter base, more so than what theyactually plan to do to make America a better place for everybody.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"&gt;&lt;SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12px; COLOR: rgb(255,255,255); FONT-FAMILY: ARIAL,SANS SERIF"&gt;In2000, while running for office, President George W. Bush, when asked ina debate who the greatest philosopher and thinker in history was, saidJesus Christ. At the time, it seemed quite an odd thing to say, butnowadays, candidates have started to express much bolder visions of aChristian America.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Arizona senator and presidential candidate,John McCain, is currently embroiled in controversy over a remark thatAmerica is a country founded on Christian principles, and that hewouldn't vote for a candidate who wasn't a Christian. Anothercandidate, Fred Thompson, remains in the spotlight for his negativeviews on gay marriages.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Kansas Sen. Sam Brownback, who recentlywithdrew from the presidential race, raised several eyebrows over hisinsistence on teaching Intelligent Design in schools, and his rigidviews on abortion. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Through these and others, one can see thatmany candidates have shifted from promoting pragmatic solutions toAmerica's problems, to promoting what makes Christians feel better. Thetrouble in that is that America is a country filled with Christians,Jews, Buddhists, Muslims, Atheists, and Agnostics -- many of whom havedifferent sexual orientations and follow their faiths with varyinglevels of enthusiasm.&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12px; COLOR: rgb(255,255,255); FONT-FAMILY: ARIAL,SANS SERIF"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;America is now facing the same choice thatIslamic counties have been facing for centuries: to have a seculargovernment, or one based on strict religious principles.&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12px; COLOR: rgb(255,255,255); FONT-FAMILY: ARIAL,SANS SERIF"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;EmoryLaw professor and Islamic scholar, Abdullahi Ahme&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12px; COLOR: rgb(255,255,255); FONT-FAMILY: ARIAL,SANS SERIF"&gt;d An-Na'im, arguesthat for democracy to exist, it must be secular and that non-seculargovernments actually cheapen religion by forcing people to follow itagainst their own free will.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;An-Na'im says that governments canbe both religious and secular. For America to continue to be ademocracy, its leaders will need to create legislation that considersthe needs of all of its citizens, not just the ones who go to church.&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628344156/secular-government-is-better.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>The tao of a nerd</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628343712/the-tao-of-a-nerd.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628343712/the-tao-of-a-nerd.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2007 17:48:16 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-decoration: none;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/c581f158761817/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="Sailor_Bubba" style="border: 3px solid rgb(51, 51, 51);" src="http://xc5.xanga.com/81ff27ea64435158761817/s109483724.jpg" align="left" height="320"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;  &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Recently,
while finishing up one of my stories and listening to Chopin's Piano
Concerto No. 1, in E minor, Op. 11, on my Sony Walkman, I learned from
a fellow co-worker that I am officially a nerd.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;So what? Nerds
rule the world, just ask Bill Gates, George Lucas or Kanye West. They
control what we see and hear, and even the mediums through which we do
either.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Just think ... you are reading this column right now, so
there. That's why I'm not afraid to do unabashedly nerdy things like go
JapanFest in Gwinnett.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I had known about the event ever since
coming to Atlanta in 2000, but had never gotten around to attending. I
was always too busy. That hasn't changed, but this year, I decided to
get myself out there, even if I had to battle samurai and ninja forces
to get there.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Now JapanFest is not as nerd-tastic as an otaku
convention (a gathering of individuals obsessed with Japanese
animation), but it does bring out its fair share of eccentrics. You get
your blond-haired, blue-eyed Americans wearing traditional Japanese
outerwear, such as kimono and yukata (a more casual, summer version of
the kimono), as well as a few of your cosplay folks (people who dress
up as characters from Japanese cartoons and video games.)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;It's a
good thing that I was completely in my element. Before getting in my
car and heading to Gwinnett, I unpacked a present that was given to me
by an incredibly nice, elderly Japanese couple that semi-adopted me
during my two-year stay in Japan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;The present was a jinbe, a
kind of short set version of the yukata, worn during festivals and
special occasions. I knew that if there was anytime in an American
context that this uniform would be appropriate, this would be it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I
suited up, but not before praying to God that I wouldn't be pulled over
and have to explain to the police officer why I looked so ridiculous.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Driving
up I-85 North, my self-consciousness subsided and I actually felt quite
comfortable driving on the Interstate in what was basically a bathrobe.
As I made it closer to the convention center, I felt like I was
returning to a home I hadn't been back to in a long time.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Somehow,
I was able to convince some of my friends to meet me up there, so I
wasn't alone in dork solitude. In fact, as I made my way to the gate, I
found that I fit right in. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;People were taking pictures and
throwing the familiar "peace" sign that Japanese people seem to do in
all their pictures no matter what the occasion. Girls were wearing cat
ears, wooden sandals, and Hello Kitty accessories.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;When I made
my way inside, the venue was sweaty, crowded, and confusing, but it had
many of the things I had been missing. I had a nutritious lunch of
unadon (barbecued eel on rice) and washed it down with a can of calpis,
a Japanese drink that tastes better than it sounds.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I also came
upon what I miss the most about Japan -- hilariously awkward
advertisements that occur when native Japanese speakers translate
literal concepts into English. One advertisement that almost made me
shoot calpis out my nose was an advertisement for Toto, a Japanese
company which makes toilets.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;A huge poster with the words,
"Clean is Happy" featured a line up of different people of different
nationalities, all with exposed rear ends. Each international tooshie
had a smiley face painted on it, to illustrate how your behind feels
after it is treated to the heated toilet seat, the bidet, or any of the
other 30-some electronic features on Toto toilets.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;My fondest
memory of JapanFest, though, was when I noticed a former Fulbright
scholar trying to teach a young boy how to use a kendama, a simple
Japanese toy. It's basically a mallet with a pointy stick on top that
is attached, with a string, to a wooden ball with a hole drilled in the
bottom. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;The point of the game is to position the ball onto the
mallet using only momentum. There's a trick to getting the ball onto
the stick, but the child failed miserably several times.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Being a
nerd, I had a spare kendama in my bag and showed the boy -- as well as
a small crowd that had gathered -- how to do it correctly. I guess the
cool thing I learned about being a nerd that day is that you can be a
teacher, too.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628343712/the-tao-of-a-nerd.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>It's a small world, after all</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628342976/its-a-small-world-after-all.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628342976/its-a-small-world-after-all.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2007 17:34:15 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt; &lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/6719e158760927/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="google_07" style="border: 3px solid rgb(51, 51, 51);" src="http://x67.xanga.com/19ec525641d35158760927/z119237357.jpg" align="left" width="400"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;Anyone who knows me very well knows, one of my guilty pleasures is maps. I love maps and have loved them since I was a child.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;img style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" src="file:///Users/reporter/Desktop/google_07.jpg" alt=""&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;As
a kid, I would pour through world maps, street guides, subway maps,
nautical coordinates, globes, or anything else that broke the world
down to scale. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;My favorite maps were the ones that included
terrain. I could run my finger over the Himalayas and know that they
were larger than the Alleghenies. One of the maps I owned even had a
gritty, sandy surface in places like the Gobi Desert, the Sahara, and
the Sierra Nevada.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I had copies of the Mercator world map, which
gives an unrealistic size bias to the Northern Hemisphere and copies of
area-proportional maps, which showed that South Africa is really seven
times the size of Texas and that the continent of Africa can
accommodate three North Americas.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;One of the more interesting
maps I owned was a map of the Austrian U-Bahn, the subway system of
Vienna. The map included routes of the trains and street trolleys that
ran over it.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;The system was so perfect. I was told by a teacher,
who gave me the map, that the U-Bahn, with only six subway lines, could
get people anywhere they wanted to go within the Vienna city limits in
under 30 minutes.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I guess the reason I loved maps so much is
because I have always had dreams of traveling to foreign places. The
desire to travel comes from the fact that I have spent most of my life
walking.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;For the majority of my childhood, my parents never
owned a car, and even when I was in middle school and we did have a
car, we only had one car -- which my father took to work. It wasn't
until after college that I owned my own car, so I have spent many hours
walking for insane distances, waiting for inconsistent buses, and
scowling at people who drive cars.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;When I got to college and
finally had the resources and means with which to travel, I got a
little travel happy, taking jobs and internships wherever my passport
would allow. Now it's been about six years since my first international
flight and I have seen my fair share of the world.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Traveling
anywhere outside of your neighborhood is enriching in many ways, but
world travel is life changing. There are many positives, such as the
ability to order food in several languages, a basic understanding that
the world is bigger than America, and an understanding (and even
tolerance) of cultures other than your own.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I guess the only
negative is that it makes you an extremely nostalgic person. My home,
car, desk, desktop, key chain, and even my MP3 player all bear
keepsakes, given to me by precious people, who made the biggest
difference in my life for small increments of time.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;At times,
when I am staring into the blankness of my computer screen, I imagine
being able to travel and see those people again. Sometimes when I come
home from work, I sift through my world atlas and retrace the steps I
have taken.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;That is why I was so intrigued when I recently
discovered Google Earth. I had heard about the software several months
ago, when it became available to the general public.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;It took me
a couple of months to pick up on it because I got busy with the job I
currently have. However, about two weeks ago, I downloaded the software
and I've been hooked ever since.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Google Earth does what no other
map or mapping system has ever done, in that it really breaks the world
down to scale. With a few simple mouse moves, you can zero in on any
place in the world. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;The technology is incomplete, in that the
pictures are dated and there are many geographical areas that have not
been clearly mapped. In many of the metropolitan areas, however, the
detail is such that you can make out individual cars and even large
trees.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;&lt;br&gt;The potential for the technology is great. I'll be
waiting for the day that I will be able to see one of my friends waving
to me from another country, or look at my father's car&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: ARIAL,SANS SERIF; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt; in the driveway
to make sure that he made it home safely.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/hallworks/6719e158760927/photo.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;  </description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/hallworks/628342976/its-a-small-world-after-all.html#firstcomment</comments></item></channel></rss>