why is it that people have such a way of making you feel guilty for being you?
why do we have to judge and have opinions about things that is non of our fucking business?
why is there so much hate?
why is everyone voting for fucking OBAMA?
why do I keep hearing that all young people, all black people are voting for this DICKHEAD?
why am I so angry at the way my life is turning out?
why am I trying to move away from my family so fast?
why are little children who've done nothing to anybody raped, maimed and killed every day?
why is there so much fucking saddness on the fucking news all the time?
why is marriage seen as something that you can go into lightly?
why do you get married when you know eventually you will get a divorce?
why isn't every one in the whole world ready to accept the differences in everyone?
WHY are we so easily stuped into believeing falsality?
why is everyone so unhappy with their lives?

life so far has takin me on a journey that i'm not sure i'm prepared for, but i am definitely ready to embrace it. college is right around the fucking corner and i swear to you i want to go i'm just anxious. well when i have more time i will check in with you later. peace out.

ok one, I  cannot call you dorothy because i am on punishment. You need to bring back the soda. why should i go after it? noone told them to take it in the first place and if you don't know this already,i'll tell you my moms is mad at them too not just me because that wasn't my money that bought it in the first place. I don't care what that i didn't hang out with them anymore. do you realize how many fucking times i wanted to hangout with them and they didn't show up. ESPECIALLY julio. Plus my mother and i are two different people. so for the time being i am still mad at you all. you not so much but you did play your part in it. By the way she says y'all really can't have any respect for me or here because she told you what needed to be done and it was not accomplished.