So i am me! and i really like it!!! shaver lake is in a few days... that should be fun. and hmm i got my grades they were horrible... but i knew that i got an A D A F D B... i love how i passed the classes i like.. and failed the ones i dont... hahaha so summer's great! went to palm desert with nick and sperry and kevin, and cheese and that was loads of fun... i've been shopping and spent lots of money!!! at aeropostale and AE im horrible.. i know.. and i would shop at hollister... if my friends would let me hahahahha im watching forrest gump.. which has to be one of the most amazing movies... its really well done and its got like a billion meanings and great story! i like my new belt.. its got an eagle.. i still need to run away... hmm it should be fun... (its a half joke.. and i aint running away for any other reason other than it'd be an adventure) lolol thats about it! I <3 katie and katie and Kelsey!

The year is over... yearbooks have been given out... finals are next week.... grades will be coming out.. summer will start.... and it still feels like the beginning of the year.... how could this year have gone by this fast... will the rest of my life go by this fast? And after school what do i measure my year by? will there be new things that start end end, new time eras like school years? I really dont want this year to end.. i think thats what i am so scared about it ending, is i know that once its over, its another chapter in my life thats done... and i cant go back... thats the other scary part... it feels like since the years not over that i can go back into old memories and relive them... but once its over it seems like that will be gone. This year i have met more people than i think i ever have in a school year... some that i wish i hadnt met, but now looking back on meeting this person and i think he has helped me alot to know who i am. I loved this year so much and i wouldnt trade it for the world. Thanks to katie, katie, kelsey for always being there for me when i needed u, u were always there for me, and i wasnt there for you as much as i should have been... and i really regret that... i love u guys. Tonight was theatre awards... it was the saddest thing i have ever had to go through, because it makes the ending feeling so much more realistic, having to hear senior wills was very intense... I was willed a troll and a slinky.... awwwww i am going to miss everyone so much....idk... how cliche or dumb i sound in this... but i am just typing w/e i think....  I love life.... and everyone in it. change will happen so i guess i just need to embrace it.... :) i think thats all i can think of to say...

these are just for me... in case ya'all were wondering there is a way to download from youtube.com just put the URL some place like this, and then right click and save target as... ya'll probly wont have ne use for the file since u cant really play it but yea! life's been pretty wonderful! i have the best friends in the world i hope they know that!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1Sqq0nB7-0

Life is confusing/amazing!! as usual, but things are amazing a little stressful, with some english stuff due, and random stuff. I cant wait till next time i can go to disneyland, cuz then things will be perfect, as usual. i cant wait for more life. (this was not sarcastic just so ya'all know)