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Name: Hannah
Country: United States
State: Florida
Birthday: 11/3/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: Phone conversations with friends across the country, movies, walking to the beach( not the same as long walks on the beach, mind you)& Starbucks
Expertise: I suppose to say expertise would be stretching it (unlike my very humble sister. I work with deaf kids and the Florida School for the Deaf and the Blind and I am in school for Deaf Ed.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
12/10/2003
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| Ah man what a crazy couple of weeks. I just went down to the hospital to see my bro-in-law and man was I not prepared for that. I haven't really been going down there because in the ICU only two people can go in at a time and I didn't want to take away from his family. But he is more awake now so I wanted to see him. I was SHOCKED when I walked into the room. Those of you who saw Brian at our wedding would know that he is a pretty big boy...to see him now you would never know. He was so skinny I didn't even recognize him. If I would have seen him out somewhere I would not have known who he was. So I walked up to the bed and took his hand and started talking to him and he was trying so hard to focus with all the drugs in his system. he could barely move but he brought his arm up and pulled down the sheet that we covering him so he could show me his wound. the opening ran from his chest down to his pelvis. Because of infection, the doctors have had to leave the wound open as they continue to clean it daily so there is just some kind of clear plastic that covers all his chest and organs. I'm sorry if this is gross, it all was just something that I was not prepared for. Seeing him, this guy who is always a tough guy, in such a doped up and vunerable state shook me. To think that one morning he is just working trying to make a living, and the next moment he is in the hospital fighting for his life because some kids wanted some money and a truck is an example of what are world has become. oh but I forgot about the important things that we need to focus on, life "oh my God didn't Britney look fat"? ugh | | |
| So long myspace. Alas, my work computer does not allow me to access myspace..only xanga for some reason. So I'm back for the sole purpose of something to do while at work. I've been surfing everyone's xanga's when I'm bored so post, people, post! I'm so excited to come out to Sacramento in July for the PARTY. I'm glad to be around people getting married that isn't us. All the fun with out all the stress. Although I have to say...I was in target the other day and looking at the magazines in line. All the bridal magazines that before I would always look through in anticipation for my own wedding. And I got sad cause I will never get to do it again. I'll never get to wear my wedding dress thats just hanging in my closet.oh yeah, they wedding dress that I have YET to clean. Of course I told Jason that I was depressed that it was all over and he looks at me like I'm crazy. Which i am. Did I forget how stressed out I was? Did I forget my reoccurring nightmares that everything went wrong? Nah, I remember. But it was fun...but I'm glad to just be married.  | | |
| Wow...ok now I am stressed out. we are probably moving the wedding up from May 12th to March 3rd. We were off on the baby's due date and it's coming earlier than expected. HA! JUST KIDDING! no baby. It's just that the place that we wanted to rent became available from March 1-3 and we had to take it up. So that's only 6 months. Gotta get crack'n | | |
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