this is dum...i  cant believe school is almost over...this is sooo bad....hahah but i won sum bets so its workin a bit better..haha slushy..ooo this is awesum..ive finally over come the *marchness* n saved up sum money...see...in march..i have twenty billino friends who hav bdays..so i get all poor n stuff..but now ..im over tha n i have my money back yes...nice....

ellie comin on friday..yay:D its rite after spring fling so its good..n she can meet people..n stuff...yup..i have ta get good at ball..seers..i suck..this is horrible...i hate sucking..this is seers horrible...cant deal wid it...i noticed..that i hate when i suck..or im too lazee..but usually ih ate it enough ta fix it...like math...man..i am SOO LUCKY today....tutorin cancelled..nice...i didnt do my hw...again...like the fifty weeks before..but o well..

URGH larosa better go away..she keeps givin us her stupid lil porjects like we have nothin else ta do..she not even there half the time..so id unno wat her problem is

i better watch my mouth..

realli better

pissed..fo like..ONCE...yes...man..i dun care..this is a place ta rite when ur all thinking n feeling stuff..so here goes in an organized fashion:

1.bye

2.steve

3.misc

1. this sucks..sayin bye ..n i havent even reached my best year ever...i havent gotten ta be a niner..best year..n mr brown n eric said i was gonna be athlete of the year...man...that woulda been cool...n then..grad too..missin all my friends...so then..thas okies..i ahve ta get over it n get ta nt rite? so then how would u say bye? best answer is party..rite...or writin out personal notes ta all the people u luved n met there rite...n then...writin notes is a no..casue first im too lazee ta go use so much ink n my wrists will be to strong by then...i think...so then party rite? yes...i woulda had the mos BANGIN party...seers..

bangin music

bangin dancin

bangin games

bangin movie

BANGIN food

bangin sports

bangin...exactly

then nowwww..its all like..if i go to the park..its got everythin but music n baskteball..theres osccer vball tennis..everythin..but no bball...so no way m i havin it there...n then my house is so bad..thers so many computers n i cant fit everyone n food in there...so no go there...so wat is this gonna be like...

*(last day pretend)* tear tear bye bye

..end of that chapter..

2.steve steve steve...wats wrong with this kid..one day he has me all why are u so mean..next day..he comes to my house..next day.."ur not my true friend"..okies..im sikc of his lil mind games here...im a nice person realli but i hate when people play with me like that..its just not rite..so im sick of it...realli i dun care ne more if hes all...oo nooo im sorri..becasue two seconds later hell be blaming me for "not being nice to him and being cold.." yes...i know exactly wat he means alla time..he starts bringin up his lil "true friend" topic n hes like he understands me n ive never fought wid him for 3 years...me n charmaine or me n ellie are true friends...me n charmaine fite about gay stuff..but we luv eachother too much..n we dun always understnad eachtoerh n we're not exactly best friends..jus the weird kinda friends but seers...we stick to it..n ellie n kelly is jus so real...so hes jus kinda sayin stuff...so im sick of it...so im done with that

..thas the end of that chapter..

3.this is..different...God is showing me...i think..i think my life is so great..no problem high flyin sunshine..rite...but then its fallin a bit n im already gettin scared..but im learning..im learning i know i am...i jus have to stop thinkin i can make it on my own...its not about me

..thas the end of three chapters..

one- my lord savior

one-famous

one-chance

one-last

one-first

one-only

one-other than me

one-not me

one-more

one