| tomorrow is dec 31, 2007... another year is coming, so soon... it seems like it was just yesterday that i was still a high school senior. but here i m , a freshman @ UCR, and have already finished a quarter. got a 2.877, with B, B, B+ , C+ ... not too bad, not too good. next quarter's goal is to get at least a 3.0, is it possible? every year around this time of the year, i will think back what i have done this year, what i have done years before. and this always lead back to my primaray school years. I miss my friends there. I miss the time there. it was so free and happy. almost worry free, besides the hw, and exams :P me and my fds, the whole class, the teachers, we were all so close. how come i can never have this feeling again? it seems so impossible to get close to any of the teachers, professors, or get new fds easily here in the U.S. *sigh* anyhow, i m trying my best, to get good grades, to balance my time at school and at home, to balance my soical life, to get less stress :P i hope 2008 is a good year ! :) and the best thing happened this year is to feel being loved again , and able to trust boys again? lol :) thanks Raymond :D |