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Thursday, June 12, 2008

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    Eclipse (The Twilight Saga, Book 3)
    By Stephenie Meyer
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    JUNE XII

    I'm sorry that it's been so long since my last update...I've had much to do.

    So we got an A (96) on our parody. We probably would have gotten a 100 except for the fact that Murphy's Law defined our project and the camera-work got really effed up. It should be going up on youtube pretty soon.

    But enough of that...

    I am so tired, it's almost ridiculous. I may have all this time to sleep, but I'm not getting any. Even when I do sleep, I'm not resting and I feel even more tired than before. My parents say I toss and turn everytime they see me sleeping and my brother says he hears me screaming and crying in my sleep.

    I didn't believe them.

    But I woke up today and I realized that my face was buried in my pillow...and I was screaming.

    I don't understand...well, maybe I do. But it's not something I want to talk about. It scares me so much. everytime I even think of talking about it, it's like a wound opens up in my heart and it hurts to talk. Even writing this causes an ache.

    It seems stupid, I know. what could possibly be making me so unhappy? Most people see me with a happy life: good friends, grades, house, family.

    So why am I still so angry and hurt and scared? I don't understand.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

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    Awake
    By Josh Groban, Herbie Hancock
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    MAY IV, 2008

    So my fever has gone down considerably...yay!

    Anyway, Friday 6night I went and saw SWEENEY TODD with Marc. It was so funny! Alex, you were aswesome (I loved your high notes)! And Sarah was channeling Angela Lansbury so well as Mrs. Lovett. I was so star-struck by her performance. Pat Freund was...eh, well, he wasn't that great as Sweeney. He dropped a lot of notes and lost pitch quite a bit, but, you know, I couldn't play Sweeney so maybe I shouldn't criticize. But, after the show Marc and I went to Wendy's and discussed random stuff, like how my voice kept cracking and how we nearly got busted for speeding on our way to the show. Oops, our bad.

    On Saturday I played almost 3 hourse of tennis with my dad. He beat me (6-0, 6-2) which kind of sucked, but we had a good time and he helped me with my serve. By the way, Monday is the tennis team's last home match, so EVERYONE GO SEE IT!!! :D  But, later that I day I started to really feel like crap and when I went to babysit, I swear I was running a fever. I was right: I went home and found I had a fever of 102. Oh joy. So I took 2 Motrin and I went to bed

    I felt better when I woke up this morning and I'm definitely going to school tomorrow. Though, I'm kinda bummed and kinda pissed because I wanted to go help the juniors with "Senior Day" stuff, but my mom said that I wasn't well enough. Grrrrr. I hope that they all forgive me, though Erica promised to tell them why I wasn't there. But I really wanted to be a part of everything.

    Well, let's hope that my voice comes back in time for tomorrow.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Friday, March 28, 2008

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    Tin Man (Two-Disc Collector's Edition)
    By Zooey Deschanel, Neal McDonough, Alan Cumming, Richard Dreyfuss, Raoul Trujillo
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    March XXVIII

    My break is going well. I've gone running for at least 30 minutes everday. 8O  Shocking, I know. And I've been able to talk with a few of my friends over the break: mainly Gil and Marc and Jonny Leaton. :D

    And the only news I really have to report is that I've got a prom date! :D  So no I actually have to go find a dress. Oh geeze, that'll be a nightmare because I'm horrible when it comes to shopping for me.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

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