i don't think anyone still reads this but i must say that my occult studies have deepened much and have led me to deep understanding. Not that i was not happy before, not trying to sound like a lame "changed" person or anything but alchemy and the archetypes have truly led to individuation. Especially my studies of Jung. it amazes me when i read some of these entrys that i was real deep and it brings me back to the theory of this first cycle of finding the Self. I think the seven delved me deeper and deeper and is preparing me for the cycle of the master number 11. Psychic preminitions are at an all time high than previous. I am almost done with college and embark on another fool's journey through professional school. I know there is a God and that even atheism is under god but it is not the God of the people. God is everything, even the devil, so no matter what we do..we are not alone. nothing is everything and everything is nothing, god is a paradox and so is life. the holy zero is worthless but is worth everything when added to another to make 100000000

-we are human after all

what do you think you've found? here..in this dying world?

why do you build, knowing that destruction is inevitable?

why do you yearn live, knowing all things must die?

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