I AM STILL IN LOVE AND IT SUXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX>>>!!!!!!! to the max!!!*********-

Love ~ ashleigh ( dazed and confused) hahaha i had fun the other night ! hehehe fun stuff !!!!! EWWWW....RUM ! YUCKY STUFF***-

Hello~ yeah so today my brother wrestled state~ and he totally lost but he didnt give up~ I am still proud of him for making it that far~ and i got to see Alex in Lansing she is my BFFFFFF~ well i have lots of em but o-wells~ yeah things are pretty good right now there are some things i want that i cant exactly have but hey what can ya do~ lol~ right>>??? lol~ yeah alex so did you hook up with that little hottie with the braces~ lol~ j/p i love ya chick~ there were some HOTTIES there~ lol~ :) yeah well idk right now i am at my aunt beckys~ fun fun~ cuz i am babysittin tommorow and tuesday and wednesday and thursday i am babysitting for my other aunty~ lol~ and firday again for becky~ so i will have tons of cash~ so if anyone wants to do something let me know~!!!!*- yeah so i am prolly going to work at michigans adventure this summer~yeah~ oh yeah friday me and some people are going to the movies so that should be fun fun~ idk~ yeah and my otha bff got her license so we have been chillen and crusin around~ thats always fun ~ right? lol~ i kinda hung out with mr.coon saturday i guess ya could say well we kinda just talked when i went up to the store~ hehehe~ yeah idk ~ i think he hates me still~ he is in love and everyone knows there is no stoppin love~ lol~ j/p ~ idk wut i am talkin about` so yeah my xanga is f'd up~ ughhhhh ~ so i started a new one~ yayyyyyy~ ok i love ya all ~ call me if you know my number and if ya dont there is prolly a reason for that~ lol

love you all~ ashleigh

Happy St. Patricks Day ~ you better be wearing green! LOL ! IM NOT!

HEY EVERYONE~ YEAH SO I GUESS SINCE AVERY IS 100% OVER ME AND TREATS ME LIKE SH** I NEED TO MOVE ON!!! YEAH LIKE HE IS LIKE IN LOVE WITH SARAH AND I NEVER EVEN NEW HE LIKED HER THAT MUCH AND NOW I DO SO I HAVE TO MOVE ON BUT I STILL LOVE HIS STUPID A**!! HA HA HA! I LOVE YOU RETARD! BUT UR HAPPY SO I GUESS I SHOULD BE ~ BUT IT SUX~O-WELL I DONT WANT A PITTY PARTY!!!!!! Yeah i willl always love him no matter what because i have never felt this way about anyone! But i cant keep talkin about  it cuz its not gonna change but it sux we cant even be frineds cuz i didnt just loose the person i love i lost my best friend! I love you baby! yeah any ways so I have been hanging out with geoff he is a relaly cool guy and he really likes me and now that i know avery hates me then it kinda makes me like geoff  because i know there is no hope for me and the av-myster cuz he changed but he still is cool and funny but hey what can ya do but goeff is 18 ~WOW ~ lol ~yeah and he is asking me to prom i guess! yayyyyy ! lol~ HA HA ~ that is funny ` ***-yeah idk things have reallly sucked latley and i just want them to get better ~ and i know they will softball really helps me get my mind off all the DRAMA in my life and i want to be the old me like i wsa in the summer! the summer really brings the real fun crazy me out and that is when me and avery fell in love~ love sux~ **-/ ha ha ha ~ lmao~ yeah i dont think he was right at all when he said that we would hang out this summer and things will go back to the same~ they wont~ lol i just know~ things in my classes ate  gettin better and with family just not with love or with friends~ o well~ lol~Alex and tina and yall i miss you~ and alex i will send your pics but ive been grounded~ shoot i need to come up there forspring break okay and we can all party ~ i mis yall you guys are seriously my bffs and i miss you soooooooo much ~ ok well i g2g babysit britt and hollie i am at beckys and we dont have school~ AND WE ARE GETTIN A COMP AT MY HOUSE SOOON~ YAYYYYYYYY~ I LOVE YOU KAYLEY AND CRYSTAL BRAY~ YOU ROCK GUYS~ OK LOVE YA ALL ~

      peace out ~ ashleigh smith ( the coolest bitch ever) lmao

Hey whores~ lol~ ha ha ha ~ ok well yeah so like i went with Britt. k. to the bowling alley to go cosmic bowling and there was two totally preppy dudes and yeah one had a gf and the other one just kept starrin at me because I think he liked me or somethin and he kept watchin me dance but I honestly didnt care about any of the guys that where starin at me~~ because I only like>(love) one guy and there is only one guy that is for me and that is Avery Lawrence Coon ~ aww.. i love him soooo much~ i wish he could have went bowling~ yeah i had fun but then our song came on and i was like aww i miss avery~ lol ~ ha ha ha ~ yeah he is definetley the one for me and hopefully he will realize i am the one for him and we will go back out and stay togehter forever and get married~ ha ha a little exagerated we will not get married` well maybe you never know -lol~ no i am not obsessed~ (well maybe a little) i am just afraid to loose him even though i already did twice and i dont really have him right now to be afraid to loose him agian anyways~ but yeah~ well i saw a horrible car accident today on the way back from cosmic bowling and the car was RECKED and there was no way that the person in that truck lived and it made me appreciate my life and i just prayed and thanked god for keeping me safe and alive and even when i think things are horrible , i never really realized how much worse they could be~~   anyways i hope i go see my little sweet awesome amazing bestest friend in the whole wide world alex merritt in lansing this weekend coming up~ i wanna see her so bad~ and tina and jo jo~ ha ha ~ oh yeah and tiff you dont suck you and james are awesome~Aww i am so proud of my baby(avery) well he is not really my baby but i love him so deal with it ~ but n-e ways i am proud of him because he made it to regional for wrestling~ aww i Love you sweetie you are sooooo amazing and i know you would never try to hurt me intentionally and i know you love me too you are just scared and i am too~ ok well i love you baby~ sweet dreams all~

Love Always~ Ashleigh                            ILY