Who could've known that I would learn so much from a freshman?

The stuff he was saying made whole lot more sense than what everyone else is saying these days.

I think that xanga has been the cause of a lot of the stress I've been dealing with these past few months.

So thank you, Mr. Nine.  I'm going to join you in quitting xanga.

And with that, let me add to my ending:

I'm cooler than all of you anyway.

[[sticks tongue out]]

<3

I didn't go to the Mojo.

and it ended up being a very bad,

very

horrible night.

Manda, Vicky, and Phil saved me.

I was about to do something really stupid.

These things are just so gay.

I get angrier and angrier, and I don't want to.

But I can't help it.

Things are just so stupid, I can't believe it.

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my cousins Jini and Diana are trying to convince my parents to let me go to the Mojo tonight...<3

So I guess today was another Productive Party.

Not quite as productive as the last one.   But it was still entertaining.

We practiced “Two Lost Souls” some more, and taught it to Joe and Yuri. 

Quick learners….well, at least Joe was… haha.

The showed up around 11:30, and the last of them just left at 5:45.

We took a break, from 3:10 to 4:00.
Me, Manda, David, and Britt went to the thrift store to find some clothes for the play, and then we went to Gus’s and Manda got lunch and Britt applied there. 

Then we came home, and practiced some more, but it was pretty much all downhill from there, but oh well, it was ok, lol. 

So now, Manda’s going to the Mojo tonight, and I’m not allowed because my parents are my parents.  And that’s pretty much all the reasoning behind that.

I mean, I went out last night, practically into my backyard to Manda’s house to see Taeo play, so that means that I can’t go out tonight.  Who goes out two nights in a row??? 

That’s just ridiculous.

Yea.

So I’ll be sitting at home, only left to think.

Cos that’s what I do when I’m alone

and I have nothing to do.

Thinking.

This’ll be fun.

Another night of depression and ice cream.

Ok.

Sarah.

Manda……I <3 you with all my broken heart!   Hahaha…<3333

Beth and Jess……I missed you guys today!!! L

Beth, have fun at the Mojo tonight! JL

David…….thank you for coming over!!!  Hope you had fun =/ haha, I love you!!! <!3

Hugh……..we drove by your house today…and we honked all the way J <3

&&----I’ve heard this life is overrated

I thought yesterday was going to be pretty cool.

I woke up and got kidnapped to PH under the standards of Operation Banana by Manda and Jess.  I met Lafawnduh. 

Then Tina and Phil got me and I went to my job interview.

I got the job, proud of me?

So then I come home, find an odd message on my answering machine.  It took a few times of listening to it before I realized it was Jess.  J

I go over to Manda’s, and see her, Jess, Martin, and Johnny’s girlfriend. 

They showed me the cake they made…very delicious J

Then we went to Jess’s.

We decorated, and finally when Mike came, SURPRISE!!

He was actually surprised and it was great.  He didn’t know the party was for him, he thought it was for Topher.  But then he figured it out and it was fun.

So I left around 8:30, and I stopped by Manda’s to see the show going on there.  It was good, Harborside was playing, and it was exciting, cos Shawn and Jeff and Jon are cool people J

Then I came home and Taeo called me saying he was on his way over there right now, getting ready to play.  So I’m like oookay, call me when you get into Joppatowne.

So he did, and my parents didn’t exactly want me leaving.  We got into quite the squabble.  I left.

I went back to Manda’s Venue and cried to Vicky, cried to Beth, cried to Manda, and cried to Taeo.  I eventually chilled with the crying, but it was hard, because my week has been really hard, and nothing seems to be going right.  Nobody really understand the things that have been going through my head.

It’s like I’ll be sitting there in complete silence, but it’s so loud that I just grab at my head and want to pull my hair out…I’m going crazy….It sucks so much…

Luckily, the friends that I have were there for me last night, ands I had some great shoulders to lean on J

So thank you Beth, Manda, Vicky, Taeo, and David…you guys are great.

So even after all of that, I came home and jumped into bed, and I was freezing.  I had a big headache from crying so much, and my tonsils had been hurting me all day.  I told Jess and Manda bout ‘em at Mike’s party.  So I’m laying in bed, and my stomach starts hurting, and I’m aching, and it’s just horrible…and I’m like blah.

So finally, Taeo comes home, and we sit there talking for about…45 minutes, just talking about everything, and different stuff.  It was fun, and then he showered, and I told him to leave the door unlocked in case I needed to throw up.  Which was very likely by that time.

So…about half an hour later…I throw up. 

And it was gross.

And I finally went to sleep with my mom rubbing my stomach.

So today I wake up with a medicine schedule, and a call from Brittany saying we have play practice 11:30, my house.  Haha, I love her.  So maybe I should go get showered…people should be showing up soon….