Splash Splash SPLAT! O:

Bombxz outing today was pretty much a success. We had fun although a bit of conflicts here and there. Not everyone was there. But I guess it still worked out. I shall quickly post and get off the com and go study. BAH.

Couldn't sleep yesterday. I don't know why and I used up a whole box of tissue. Being sick sucks. But I can say that my throat is now fine but apparently my nose is running like a pipe and my lungs don't seem to like me very much cos I keep coughing. So got 7 hours of sleep in the end after constant waking up in the middle of the night. BAH. Stupid. Got up. Online. Stone. Bathed. And went out at 10:10am. Topped up EZ Link. Went into MRT station. Train-ed to Dhoby Ghaut and waited for Dave. That dumbo called and said he was going to be late cos he smartly forgot to bring out his money. Go Dave. Seriously. He finally appeared after about 15mins of waiting. Trained with him to Harbourfront to meet the rest. My nose was running and I was super blur. I couldn't hear very well either. BAH. Dumb sickness. ): Reached Harbourfront and met the rest. Saw Jem while coming out of the MRT and walked up with him and Dave. They got super fascinated by the Singhs in the turbans and the colours of the turbans. Random much. Met the rest. Pearl, Willa, Colin, Yuzi and Jon were already there. Stoned around. Waited for Brandon and Daryl. Daryl came soon after and Brandon was taking way long. He finally came at 11:20. While waiting. Me Willa and Pearl got super high and started waving at random people. Looked totally retarded but I had a good laugh (: Me Willa and Pearl decided to go the other way cos we thought it was right. And it was ok. The guys went the other way. In the end, they called me and we all went over. Willa was going HELLLO. And some chinese guy thought we were calling him and Willa was trying to explain and Pearl and I got into a mad laughing fiasco. Go us. Met the rest at Vivo. Edward came. Benedict, Eunice and Sheng couldn't come. Don't know why. Walked into some chocolate shop and stoned around. Walked around for a bit. Got random and started thinking of doing stupid things again. Funfunfun. Lol. Bought movie tickets etc. We were deciding what movie to watch and we all got random again. Pearl and Willa wanted to watch The Strangers and most of the guys wanted to watch Hancock or 21. Finally decided on Hancock. After that, went to eat lunch at Macs over at Harbourfront Centre which was just opp. Random much. Jon and Edward had disappeared somewhere earlier on so they met us at Macs. While walking there, we came to these fountain things and me and Pearl ran into them. Got pretty dang wet but it was fun (: Then made our way over to Macs. Me and Pearl started drawing on Bran's homework O: He looked pissed. Sorry Brannn. Then Willa was nice and helped me and Pearl buy drinks. Stoned around and Me Bran and Pearl played this If-you-laugh-you-lose game. Jem was telling all this funny jokes and I was trying to contain my laughter. Was almost dying cos my stomach was hurting so bad. BAH. Finally when we ended the game. Me and Pearl went into this mad laughing thing again. Bran was slow as he didn't know the game ended but when he found out. He broke out too. Jon pangseh-ed us for a bit to go meet his friend, Charlene? Blah. Don't know. We finished up and decided to leave. Crossed the road to the middle place thingamajing where we were all stoning. Then the security guard guy scolded us and Jem, Daryl, Dave and Colin crossed over to Vivo while Bran, Pearl, Willa, Yuzi, Edward, Isaac and Me crossed back over to Harbourfront Centre where me and Pearl went to the toilet cos we couldn't take the laughing thing as it was hurting our insides. Then came out. Jon came back and we decided to cross over at some other end where the security guard couldn't see us. Crossed over to the other side and me and Pearl ran through that fountain thing again. Funfunfun. Went back in. Walked to movie theatre as our movie was starting soon. Met the rest at the Cinema and went in. Sat next to Willa and some random guy with his gf. Hancock was ok. Just that Pearl and I had to go to the toilet in the middle of the show and it was really awkward moving out. Stuff happened and I shan't elaborate. Couldn't find the toilet and while coming back in. Heard that we weren't supposed to go out. BAH. Fine luh. Movie was pretty ok. Wasn't as bad as I heard it was. Random much. Romantic and action packed. After movie, Yuzi left and the rest of us went to Toys R Us for a bit cos the guys wanted to see some stuff. Bran left to go meet Rachel. Knocked into him at Toys R Us. He intro-ed us and we just walked together. Nothing much to do at Toys R Us so we left to go up to the Sky Park. Random much. Got up there. Dumped our stuff. Me Pearl Dave Colin and Isaac went in. Jem stoned with Daryl. Jon with Edward. Willa alone. Bran with Rachel. Me and Pearl walked over to the other side and sat down. Took pictures. I shall upload them if I've got the time later. Dave Isaac and Colin didn't go that far. So me and Pearl just stoned. Walked back to drag some random people in. Me and Pearl decided to try getting Jem in by throwing his converse shoes in. Didn't work. And Dave picked them up. Threw it back and that dumbo dropped his phone into the pool cos he thought it was the shoe. Slow reaction so the phone sunk to the bottom. When he realised. Was a bit too late though the phone was still alive. Lol. Water had gotten in. So yea. Went back to stone for a bit. Got Bran and Jem into the wading pool. Walked around and stoned. Rachel came in too. Tried to take pictures. Random much. Didn't work that well. Bran Jem and Rachel went back while Me Pearl Isaac Dave Colin tried to take jump shots. Took a few and I fell into the pool. Butt first. Wthwthwth. Was pretty ok. Pretty retarded as jeans were all wet and a bit of my shirt too. BLAH. But got the people to smile and laugh so I guess it was ok. Walked back and decided to stone. Sat down and tried to dry off. Took group photos and soon after. Jon and Edward left. Rest of us just stoned around for a bit. Just emo-ed around for a bit. Pearl listening to her Zen. Dave attempting to do handstand etc. And me just trying to dry off. Bran was talking to Rachel. So yea. Jem and Daryl left soon after as they thought that there was nothing much to do. BAH. So the rest of us were bored and decided to write our wishes on pieces of paper then crush them up and put them in some paper boat we made. Then let it float off. Of course taking it back when we were done. Boat floated and Bran took photos. Random much. Then rest of us just sat there and watched it float away. Colin went to pick it up after that and he crushed it and used it for softball with Isaac. After that. Bran came over and we just sat around and stoned. Some super cute little boy with his sister came over and just stood there. I said Hi. And he dao-ed me. Wahlao ehh. Hurt my feelings. Then he started saying some stuff I didn't understand but I responded anyway. He was holding his cookies so he broke a bit and gave it to me. Aww. His sister gave a bit to Dave. Shared the piece with Pearl. And I felt good and appreciated (: Soon after, Willa left as she had to go home. Took a few photos with Bran before he had to leave for tuition. Rachel went along with him. Rest of us just stoned. Dave doing his handstands etc again. Took photos with Isaac and Dave. Stoned around for a bit before leaving to go home. Walked to MRT station. Train got jammed for a bit. BAH. Dave Pearl and Isaac dropped off at Outram and Colin and I just dropped off at Dhoby Ghaut. I was rushing a bit so just walked super fast to the other side. Got into train. Thank God. But it was super cramp. Got squashed. And guess what Jem. I saw a guy in a Pink turban and another in a yellow one and another one in a white one. Cool huh. Lol. Got back to Bishan finally. Walked back home and got home just in time. 6:30.

I'm tired. BAH. I shall go read my History or Literature after I post up my photos and reply my Friendster comments. Today was fun. I'm so looking forward to the next outing. Hope the whole bombxz will be able to make it. Photos now! Hope Xanga willl be nice. BAH.

Bran and his White Hair O:

Odelia. Isaac. Dave. Take1.

Odelia. Isaac. Dave. Take2.

 
Isaac. Dave.

Random Shot. Vivo.

Super cute kid :D

Odelia. Pearlyn. Take 1

Odelia. Pearlyn. Take 2 

Odelia. Pearlyn. Take 3 

Odelia. Pearlyn. Take 4  

Odelia. Pearlyn. Take 5 

Whee. Today was fun. (: I shall go get the rest of the pictures from the rest and post them up soon. Blah. I suddenly miss Sheng a lot. BAH. ): Hope I see him soon. ):

Peace Outt.

Holding Hands along Orchard Road

Random title. Was reminiscing and thought about random stuff. Holding hands along Orchard Road. Hmm. I can't say that I have gotten much better over the weekend but I guess I should be grateful all the care people around me have been showering me in and asking me to take care etc. Thanks a lot to everyone. Like my parents, sisters, friends like Brandon, Hadrian, Shadi and Dave. Sorry if I didn't mention you but you know I appreciate your care all the same. Being sick has been a blessing in disguise I guess. Having realised sometimes who really cares and who doesn't. I'm not saying those that didn't care aren't my friends but I guess. Those that cared are somehow. I don't know. But yea. I've been taking all these Chinese medicine. Strepsils. Danzen or don't know what medicine. I can only say that I've taken almost every type of medicine and drank tons and tons of water but I just don't see myself recovering. Although I do feel a little better sometimes. I've been sleeping a LOT. Like whenever I can. I feel like some pig that just eats sometimes then sleeps then medicine. Read books. Homework. Then sleep again. Blah. I need to get up and do some stuff and at least move around a bit more. I've been losing quite a bit of weight cos of this sickness thing and I guess it's good though some people like SK will come and scold me and ask me to eat more. Bleh. Lol. And the other day, I accidently stumbled upon something I wasn't supposed to see. Something about somebody's love life or at least something like that. I shan't mention who but sorry in case. But it made me think. What is love? Love is a four letter word. Something that two can share. Or more. I don't know. How do we tell when love is coming our way or when it's actually around us? How does it feel when love strikes us? I really don't know. Even after reading a thousand books on love and etc. I still can't tell the difference. I guess it'll come to me in time. When I need to know what love is. But now, I think I'd be better off studying and working hard for my streaming.

The weekend was just mainly sleeping sleeping sleeping and some random stuff. Saturday was just erm. Sleeping in. Stoning at home and resting. Dinner out to Toa Payoh. Crab dinner (: Pretty ok. And I actually managed to eat and swallow fine. Although my throat was still being utterly idiotic and when I sneeze it makes me go bonkers cos it hurts super bad. And I've been sneezing quite a lot. Blah. Painpainpain. Church today. Communion. Sat with parents as I didn't have to go early for serving duty and setting up. Was pretty ok. Service was longer than usual though and I did get a bit restless and started moving around. Blah. Fellowship lunch then. Sat with parents again. Grace and her cousin came to join us as there were not enough seats etc. After lunch, went to look for the rest. Spoke with Auntie Pris and all for a while before Grace and I went to look for SK to like tease him. MR TAY :D Random much. Cleaning up after that. Cleaning up is always pretty dang fun although no one actually notices it.  Did rinsing of cups and clearing all the clean ones. While waiting for SK to come and collect them. It all became quite a handful after a while cos there were a lot of cups. And when I say a lot. I mean a lot. So yea. Water was running freely constantly and my pants got pretty dang wet and I got pretty irritated. So just sat there to like hope for the pants to dry off. Blah. Random much. Went home. Read books. And slept again. After this I shall go read my book again and prepare for tomorrow. Outing. I really hope tomorrow will turn out fine. Blah.

Peace Outt.

I really really really really need my sanity back. So could I please have it back?

Getting sick is getting on my nerves so bad that I can't seem to think straight anymore and am practically going mad. Even after sleeping for 17 hours yesterday from like 5pm to 10am today. I still feel like utter crap and in fact and coughing even worst than I ever had. My throat still hurts like crazy and I don't know what to do about it anymore. I've been drinking truck loads of water and everything. I don't even feel like eating anything because whenever I swallow, it feels like I'm swallowing a thousand knives or something cos it hurts so bad. And I woke up a thousand of times last night coughing so hard that I felt like I was gonna cough out blood and die or something. I feel so bad now that I wish that I'll do practically anything to get well again. Drink lots of water, take lots of medicine, drink those disgusting chinese stuff. But I just want to get well to go out on monday. I don't know why that outing means so much to me but it just does. Although now I don't know a single thing we can do on monday other than movies and lunch and stoning. I am really just going mad now and I really need a break. So much has been happening and I am not able to cope. I really really need my sanity back and my health back. I really can't take this mad rubbish any longer. I am really going to burst any moment. And I don't want to. Cos if I burst, I'll blast out at every single person I see or talks to me. I don't want to cos I don't want anyone to get affected by my utter madness and get emo cos I just blasted out at them. I just really really need my sanity back now. Please. Whoever took it. Could you pleast return my sanity back to me? I really really need it cos I can't take this mad rubbish any longer. I know I am repeating myself a thousand times but I really need MY SANITY back! Ohmygosh. See. I'm so close to bursting already. And I don't want to get any closer cos I'll end up hurting those people that care with my horrible words or whatever I am going to say to them which won't be very nice. I really really need my sanity back. Pleasepleaseplease. I really need to get well and settle all this rubbish. I'm not saying that the outing is rubbish but it's really making me go mad. So I really need to get well and settle all this rubbish. Sigh.

Peace Outt.

And I don't wanna miss a thing cos it's empty without you.

I guess I'm better now. Still feeling quite a bit of pain in my throat but I guess it's working out. I've stopped thinking so much. As a result, I'm happier and better now. Although I am still a bit quieter than normal and less high. Being sick has caused me to be unable to do many things as well like how running up and down for the course thing got me a bit tired after just one time. Immune System's downnn. Argh. I guess I need to get it up and going soon. Throat's still killing me and I ran out of medicine. Oh yay go me. I need to get more lozenges. I need to get welllll. Outing on monday. I can't be all dead etc. Bleh. I think I shall go rest or something later and hope to get well.

Today was just random and I mean random random random random. Youth Day Celebrations. Assembly and Mass in the morning in the hall. Was fairly ok. Although Mass did get a bit boring cos I'm not a Catholic so most of the time I just sat there and shut up. So yea. Then was some games thingy for us. Didn't feel too well and had MC but I decided to go for games anyway. There was this really erm. Let's say weird guy. Who was a bit ugh. He was gay. I mean. He was striking all those wrong poses and he was wearing this singlet that was really tight that said I'm not interested. And then one of those white shorts that girls wear. Underline Highlight Enlarge Bold the word. GIRLS So. It was just wrong looking at him and his poses. I was traumatized permanently. He was like the male version of the bimbo. He was going, "I'm a celebreeeteeee. Come on. Papaaarazzzziiiii!" And then he strikes one of his totally wrong poses again. Games after that. Something about three people locking arms or something and then dashing etc. First one was just dashing. With arms locked la. And then it was dribbling with arms locked once again. Next was moving with our heads having to come together to hold the soccer ball. And if you have noticed. We dribbled the ball earlier on so it was like. Ugh dirty. Blah. Then was using our backs to hold the ball there. With arms locked once again. I got dragged back can. It was like wthwthwthth. Way retarded. And painful too. Not fun at all. And I got really tired after that cos I was sick and haven't been eating well. As I said earlier on, I need to get well. Our class was middle or something like that. In positions. Then it was recess. Felt mad and didn't feel like eating anyway. So two bottles of H20 to gulp down. Eating disorder talk after recess. It was random. The dance studio got pretty cold after a while and I was right under the air con somemore. Go me. I am so pro at choosing lousy seats. Go me. Whole sec1 and sec2 level got scolded by Mrs Wong cos it was pretty noisy but I kept quiet most of the time and the talk cos I was cold and I didn't have much to say either. Then down to hall for concert. Was okayish. Performances by band, choir and dance. Announcements and all. And a video on the day's event. Those people are fast. There was a photo of that gay guy in one of his poses. Omg. Wrong. So wrong. I am officially traumatized. Got some random youth day gift with a nice design on the cover designed by two of the seniors. Back to class. Got some letter for parents, got the file and some donation thingy again. Then packed up and walked to bus stop with Grace Neo. Bought food and Oreo Ice Blend. Yes I finally ate. Go me. Newspaper at 7-11. Then home. I think I should go rest or something. I'm feeling tired. ):

Peace Outt.

I've got your runaway smile in my piggybank.

Post 88. I think I'd really like my sanity and my health back asap. I'm going utterly mad thinking about rubbish which I don't even want to think about. Like wthwthwth. I've been speaking lesser and lesser each day. I didn't even say more than 20 words at tuition yesterday. And most of them were just, "Teacher". Wthwthwth. I need to get well soon. And I didn't smile or laugh at all yesterday. Sucks bad. When I don't smile at least once a day, it's bad. At least how I define it. And I think the throat infection's getting worst although I've been taking medicine. Everything else is fine. Just the throat infection. It's getting more and more painful when I swallow. I really don't feel like going to school and just resting. I even rejected going out with my parents today to celebrate my mother's birthday. I feel like an utter idiot. I mean it's my mother's birthday but apparently I don't even feel like doing anything now. I am just flooded with stuff in my mind that I don't even want to think of. I've been thinking so much recently that Bran says I think even more than those couples in love. And couples in love think A LOT. He's been reminding me everyday to stop thinking so much about things but I really just can't stand it. I can't help it either. I feel so wthwthwth. I need another break soon. I hope I get extra rest on the weekend, before the bombxz outing on Monday. I'm going out no matter what. I promise to try to be high that day. But I can't guarantee anything. Sorry if I spoil the mood that day. Blah. I feel like a total idiot. A lot of people've asked me whether I'm okay today. Although I think I am. I look ok. At least. Youth Day celebrations tomorrow. I don't know whether it'll be fun. Even if it will be, I don't know if I'll enjoy it. I bet I'll be thinking so much about my throat. Blah. I need to stop thinking so much. Some help anyone? Sigh.

Today was fairly ok. Though it could have been much better without me being sick. Chinese was first lesson. And I spoke so little. I can't stand it. I need to talk and react with the world man. I can't let this sickness get to me. Newspaper stuff again. About some oral students' opinion on the recent Sichuan Earthquake. I just felt so dead that lesson. Blah. Double geog. Spoke a little bit more as we had to do some groupwork regarding what countries are doing to lessen the greenhouse gases we have in the atmosphere. Did China. Read a six page article in the com lab from the net. Summarised and lesson ended. Recess. Noodles and dumplings. Ice Lemon Tea and Apple Jelly. Bought some random ticket for charity which had some free wristband that looked dang cool. I've a thing for wristbands I guess. Up to class. Took medicine. Didn't finish jelly in time so kept it under the table during English. English was some Mr Brown thingamajing which was pretty funny. Cheered me up for about 15mins and I became dead again. Yay go me. I need to liven up. Argh. Finished jelly before Ms Teo came in. Double Lit. Was okay. Flowers of Algernon is pretty dang nice. I understand it and can actually pick up points. Yay go me. Found points but didn't know how to phrase them out and when I did then I didn't dare raise up my hand. Ms Teo actually remembered me from Parent's Night when my father told her that I wanted to do law. So she addressed me as Lawyer Wannabe. And I was staring at her giving her the wth look. Her memory isn't so bad afterall I guess. Double math. Finished up lesson 5 and homework again. Got the whole long weekend to do it anyway so I shan't fret.  Mrs Wong asked for people to volunteer to give remedial to Primary 4 kids and we get CIP Hours and it'll be mentioned in our report books. Coolio. I volunteered. Go me. Every Wednesday for like 45 minutes or around there. I feel good now cos I did something good. Single period Science. Practical cos we were missing Science Practical tomorrow cos of Youth Day Celebrations and cos of Youth Day holiday on Monday. So we rushed out one experiment on transfer of heat. Was still feeling pretty dead and Mrs Tan kinda scolded me and Rachel again. She has this thing about us and practicals. She thinks we can never do them right. Sigh. End of school. Wanted to go buy my Mum something but I felt too dead and tired. Shall just draw her a super pretty card and go buy something and give it to her late on monday. Walked to bus stop with Amanda Ng. Long bus ride home on bus 56. Single decker. Was hoping for a double decker. But nah. Blah. Stoned on the bus while staring outside. Home and here I am now feeling solemn and dead again. Go me. Oh and before I forget.

Happy Birthday Mummy!
I lurbxz you beri beri beri much <3

Please do ignore my utter idiotic twitness but I just felt like it so there.

Peace Outt.