B'div 09! Except for the stupid extra man at the back lol :( So cool right i'm a senior now hehehe!

Okay anyhoo, today was fun fun fun! :D Met daphne, dorothy, vanessa at the vending machine as usual and saw INEZ, beatrice, claremarie and alot more :) Waved at this tiffany ann chow who shouted my name so loud hahaha -.- :) But it's good to bond with my kindergarten friends again!  Really happy i found laura and tiffany hahaha :D

Went to the canteen where inez songadiwardhana was being an idiot HAHAHAHA doing the tapping thing but she was so lousy at it tap ppl and they don't even bother to turn around LOL. Unlike pro pro pro me who tricked dorothy/daphne into thinking it was inez heehee. I missed inez :( And and and all my primary school friends esp jaime hong and elizabeth wong who are like dead. Then i was like "i miss elizabeth leh, i very long never see her :(" and inez, being her usual idiotic self, replied, "i don't miss her leh i everyday see her at school/trng" -.- HAHAHA STUPID LA SHE. then daphne and inez were making fun of me :(

"We made up already la"
"MAKE OUT ALREADY AH?!?!" -Daphne
"NONONO MAKE UP! U-P UP!"
"MAKE YOU PEE AH?!??!" -Inez

HAHAHAHAHAHA made me laugh {: So yup inez song really made my day :D Comissionary mass was okay, quite funny i don't know why lol. Sat with dorothy and i had a really bad urge to laugh the entire time. Rosary at the beginning made me feel good (: Mass was the usual, had a part where the con 2s and 3s stood up at got blessed hehe. Erm embarrassed myself during communion LOL i was in between dorothy and tiffany, then i saw dorothy finished already so i ended my prayer and sat down also and i fell back really hard against the seat and smashed the st nick's girl behind me's face HAHAHAHA it was srsly damn paiseh she was like ?!?!?! and i was like sorry sorry! LOL. Peaceing (WTF AM I TALKING ABOUT HAHAHA) each other was funny, only hugged tiffany and dorothy because we couldn't really move lol then dorothy and i were trying to call out to inez and beatrice but they were like blind or something they kept looking around and couldn't spot us -.- Then this guy infront of us (also dunno who) suddenly turned around and stared at dorothy and said peace and okay it doesn't sound weird here but it was weird because everyone already stopped peaceing (giving each other the sign of peace is too long to type) each other and he suddenly wished her out of nowhere hahah dorothy and i were like  

Was supposed to have dinner with daphne and vanessa but i had no more money lol :( Talked abit with everyone and i have decided, despite me almost being locked into the church because my mom came SO LATE, today was a really good day because i bonded with the pri sch peepzies :)

Sunday class fwenzzz :D

Songadiwardhana! :D INEZ SONG IS COOL (FUNNY) SHIZ HEHEHEHE

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Stupid to have thought anything between us would've changed. Because i'm still nothing to you and she's still everything.

You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them
Just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

(conclusion) PETRINA CHIA AND MELISSA LEE ARE THE BEST

Hahaha i miss camp! Ah okay it's been 3 weeks since daddy left for beijing and it's been weird because there's so little ppl in the house :( But it's kinda ironical how now alex and i are closer to him because he texts/emails everyday so he's like more informed on our everyday lives than when he was in singapore. I still wish he were in singapore though :( Dinner conversations aren't as intelligent/witty and now we only have mummy doing her usual unintelligent things lol :( Just talked to my dad over sms :)

Daddy: Where's mommy?
Me: At the doctor, she tried cooking crab for us and got cut by the crab lol -.-
Daddy: She was attacked by a dead crab and now has to see the doctor? I tell you next time you grow up and become a doctor. With ppl like mommy you will be rich.

HAHAHAHA but then again my dad isn't that clever either. He didn't read the washing instructions of his shirts and threw all his working, colored, white, home and going out shirts into the washing machine and ended up shrinking/staining half his clothes LOL -.- Then he was telling me how he was so sad because he dropped his fried chicken wing into his wanton noodle soup and it got ruined HAHAHAHA. I miss my dad :(

Meanwhile, there's been alot alot of hw which suckssss because i don't like hw lol :( Got some new netball pictures from alycia though! Thanks alycia for uploading them on facebook :D

My teeth look so straight here! Hahahah (GETTING UPPER JAW BRACES TMR NOOOOOO)

I want marie's teeth! :(

 (me, or so attempted)  (diandra) HAHAHAHA!

(:

I  IJ NETBALL 2008!

And there's more of b'div 09 but then my computer's being annoying so i'll upload them another day.

Ps. I'm given up my diet LOL it is just not possible for me to give up my food :( I WILL RUN INSTEAD! HEHEHEHE. Fifty kg here i come  (must dream big)

YOW TODAY I VERY GOOD MOOD HEHEHE.

THURSDAY!

School was uneventful lol because i can't remember anything that happened. Erm morning sucked (unusually) maybe (just maybe) because i was sick (and more). After school was fun though :D Shot with jaime and i won our shooting competitions (my quick release invention and horse) hehehe i'm quite pro okay :D Then met shipei and pet to watch get smart. Walked to the interchange with jaime and jermaine her sister is damn cute! :) Her eyes are really pretty ;D Played games with jermaine while walking to the interchange hahaha it was so funny. I love little children :D

The movie was funny! HAHAHAH even though i didn't understand half of it because we came in late. And pet and i kept exchanging food and she was making so much noise lol. Then pet and i changed seats because we wanted to put our legs on the seat infront of us but this couple kept making out infront of us which was really distracting so i kicked their chairs hahaha. Missed the seat and sat on the arm rest which was so painful and pet and i were in stitches from laughing so hard i also dont know why lol. Macs after that was cool hehehe i think when i grow up i can be an actress :D Lol went home at six after like 2 packets of large fries and a coke. Abit sad when i left because of shona's msg (sounded like i didn't make it and she was preparing me hah) :(

Was really sad in the car because my mom sucks at counselling hahaha cried abit but alex was nice he gave me his orange ice blend :D Had a really good 2 hour talk with pet when i reached home :) She said some stuf which really made sense :) So i could go to sleep feeling much better and erm lighter (?!) HAHAHA. Love love love you pet

FRIDAY!

Actually was supposed to emo with pet today and dao everyone except her HAHAHAHA but i failed miserably :( Saw laura in the morning! Hahah hope she did well in her heats :} Ran 10 rounds with diandra while pet ran 12 zomg she ran damn fast 10 mins + leh! :O :O :O Dried my face and hair on Steph hahahaha then went to change.

Before assembly a very good thing happened so i was happy for the rest of the day  Before mass started val and i were playing hangman and the form words from words game to entertain ourselves lol. Mass was okay (: Games was an extremely eyeopening experience. Met the strangest dude ever it was erm disturbing hahaha but very entertaining :D Interclass games was fun hahaha! Partnered shipei and valerie which was very funny. We were good at the running one :D But the one where the put a football on our heads/in between our backs we totally sucked LOL. Shipei and i were trying to skip/hop/sidestep to move faster and valerie ended up being dragged on the ground HAHAHAHAHA! It was so funny :) Came in last/2nd last but its okay lol i had fun.

Eating disorder talk was boring lol because i was being distracted by the ppl around me. Tried playing sudoku but i wasn't very good at it :( Shipei was really good! Then concert in the hall. I slept on sarah during the choir performance because i was really tired and i didn't even understand the song :( But then they were singing very high and loudly lol so i couldn't sleep. Sarah, valerie and i entertained ourselves by watching the teachers dozing off hahaha.

2/1 won 3rd for the salad making competition yay nicely y'all :) Then went back to class to get our youth day presents :D Went for lunch with cheryl and wendi which was informative hahaha. Went back with valerie and had tuition which was funny. Doing my lit hw now which is so hard :( Supposed to write a five hundred word essay on 'The facelessness of modern living' and i can't even find any information on it! But nvm i shall do it tmr. Okay 9PM SHOW NOW LAST EPISODE OMG DAMN EXCITING

Okay well to put it simply, today sucked.

Woke up feeling horrible physically and mentally. My nose was not performing its function of breathing and I had a stomachache aaaand my head hurt. But I went to school anyway because no school = no training = explain to coach = not good. Met the pole ppl and got our cards from Rachel who I think is very free hahaha. Waved to like five ppl on the track as I was walking into school which was weird lol (Shipei, Julvian, Steph, Wanying, Chienwen) Then Rachel ran and Diandra and I decided to run too :D Wahseh Diandra runs damn fast! I was dying after the fifth round so I stopped and bought a drink with Pet :)

Talked and stuff at the pole before temperature taking excercise which was the usual; ppl who don't bring go to the front/stage/borrow from someone and pretend they brought. HHF was okay lol didn't sweat :D Chinese was omg boring but it passed quite fast because I was rushing through my zuoye. Recess was okay too. Science was good because I answered alot of Mrs Tan's questions hehehe so she was happy with me :) English was the usual, abit boring but because we did pairwork it wasn't too bad.

And this is where the good part ends :( Maths with Mrs Wong sucked. I was like sleeping with my eyes open the first 10 mins of the lesson because I was so tired and then I tried to keep myself awake by thinking about other things besides math but that led my mind to one thing which I couldn't stop thinking about (which I guess means I couldn't have started thinking about it since I never stopped but wtv) and that caused stress and unhappiness so I bit my nails and the moment my hand reached my mouth Mrs Wong started picking on me. "LISA STOP BITING YOUR NAILS DID YOU KNOW THAT SINCE THE LESSON STARTED YOU HAVENT STOPPED BITING YOUR NAILS blahblahblah EVERYTIME I SEE YOU BITING YOUR NAILS I GET SO IRRITATED" Don't look la. Ppl already very sick + bad mood still scold me like wtf could my day have gotten any worse. But the good part is that I woke up. The bad part was that I had a black face for the rest of the lesson. I am honestly quite tired of getting picked on my Mrs Wong. Everyone agrees that it's going too far but obviously she doesn't think so. I mean like look at other ppl in the class whose belts are like way way way lower than mine (mine's at the elbow btw and don't tell me my elbow very long) but she goes on and on about my "terrible netball seniors" yada yada. Don't care already la zzz scold then scold lor also nothing I can do if she chooses not to see that my belt is fine.

So anyway maths sucked because she was going so bloody slow at the easy parts and the hard parts she went so fast. Cried after maths lol for like 10 seconds when Laura was talking to me (I walked away lol) but it didn't really have anything to do with Mrs Wong (NOT WORTH MY PRECIOUS TEARS) and I think that today's just not a good day. The class got scolded by Miss Wanne (?? Lu wen shi) during EP because we were late (MRS WONG'S FAULT) and Valerie and I couldn't stop laughing lol because her scolding very unreasonable and stupid.

Training was okay. More tiring than usual though. But that could be because I ran this morning. Anyhoo, partnered Wendi for physical (SHIPEI CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS HAHAHAHA I COULD'VE SLAPPED MYSELF) erm that was okay for me but I think Wendi was pissed at me because I couldn't throw far enough. Sorry I couldn't help it :( Pitterpatter with Jaime Seah was like -.- HAHAHA her last pass sucks. But her highest point v nice :) Halfcourt after that zomg Jaime and I very cool can communicate one B-) Hehehehe. We finished five interceptions damn fast  Lost the other two to the attackers though :( CONDITIONING WAS F HARD HAHAHA I WAS LIKE DYING. The praying position (that's what it looks like lol I think it's something like static hold?! my arms were trembling haha), dips, backwards praying position lol, push up position. Wahseh can die :( Had to name pri schools, fruits, animals, local food. Then finally dismissed and we could go :)

Now that's I've blogged, I lost my anger (at I also dont know what), still kinda sad but I sound like I'm happy so you probably don't believe me -.- Wtv don't feel like going to school tmr even though I will, if it's only for the Morning pole club :)

Tired (trng) tired (waking up so early) tired (sick) tired (of mrs wong) tired (of lessons) tired (of being fat) tired (because of you)

ITS DAYS LIKE TODAY WHICH MAKE ME FEEL LIKE QUITTING ( not netball, more of .... :/ )

Lisa you're pathetic :(
I've never seen myself more pathetic in my entire life.
Sounding like some loser who can't stop complaining about her imperfect life
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP I THINK IM DELIRIOUS :(
And it's probably not from the unwellness but from thinking about .... :/

Pet's so thin i want to be like her :(

Rained this morning ( JUST HAD TO BE THIS MORNING & NOT TMR AFTERNOON :( ) so met the canteen peepz hahaha who are actually the same as the pole peepz okay wtv -.- Steph came and gave us smarties HAHAHAH she thinks the lid of her smarties damn cool because you can click on it and see pictures LOL. But she was x100000000 stingy she only gave each of us ONE but she gave Rachel so many and let her choose what colours she wanted >:( But in the end she went to the toilet and we stole from her tube of smarties :D Rachel and Pet started throwing smarties into the air and catching them and at first they could do it then later Pet went all "LET THE PROFESSIONAL SHOW YOU HOW TO DO!" and she threw it up and it hit her in the face HAHAHAHAHA damn loser la she :]

Home econs for the first 3 periods was fun with my partner Laura Kuan hahaha. Our pizza thing was super good k and the teacher likes us because we're "alert and attentive" HEHEHEHEHE okay actually Laura was I was just doing whatever she told me to do lol. Rest of the day was pretty good, history was interesting! Got fifteen/sixteen for tingxie damn sad :( SAW NETBALL PIX ZOMG SOME OF THEM ARE X1000000 FUNNY HAHAHAHA! Even though I looked like an idiot LIKE LAST YEAR OMG HAHAHAHA but last year was worse, Renee's hand was like blocking my entire face last year lol. Ordered all six :D Then lunch with Wendi and Shipei before we had a serious discussion about whether Wendi leaving Estelle, Janet, Angelene, Me, Sarah, Shipei and Nadia. Shared my nerds with them and calmed my nerves by eating finishing the whole pack of nerds :D It was my turn at about five twentyfive. The interview was okay I guess hahaha I was kinda nervous and it was quite scary but okay. I don't know if I'm what they want though lol I get this feeling like they don't think I'm the right person? Hahaha oh well. Plus I felt like I was answering the questions should stay in school or go home. WENDI SIMPLY REFUSED TO STAY BACK WITH ME/WAIT FOR ME >:'''((((

So she left and Shipei and I went up with Sarah to wait for the interview :) Lots of other sec 3s were there but there were only 2 other sec 2s; Estelle and Janet. Waiting was quite fun because I was talking to Shipei and Sarah. Most of the sec 3s went first, wrongly (even though technically you can't give wrong answers to an interview) because they kept writing notes and it was awkward lol. But I'm glad it's over :) Walked down with Shipei and Sarah and went home :) No homework today again cos there's no maths today :D Damn bored now don't feel like trng tmr (do I ever) have a feeling it'll be baaaaaaaad because it'll prolly be real hot k bye peepz :(