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Name: Heather
Gender: Female
Interests: Loving my Jesus more and more everyday, volleyball, basketball, riding horses, singing to songs on the radio(at least trying to...), swimming, summer, fireworks, running in the rain, thunderstorms, rollercoasters, drawing, crazy nights with friends, messing around on my guitar, bonfires, star gazing, Toby Mac concerts, watching movies, eating, and well just about anything fun and if you think im quite..........well you don't know me very well then.............=-)
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
7/1/2006
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| Life.........Decisions, decisions....why is life so full of them?? I hate them......
wondering and thinking whats going to happen and what should i do and
how should i do it, so many questions......little or none
answers...ugh! I want the answer right now!!!
It feels like my mind
is split right now.....one day i think i know the answer then the next
day i feel the complete opposite.......sometime i just wish i could
shut my mind off! that would be cool!! mmmmm.......but that not going
to happen.....rats.......
With all the questions and thoughts
running wild in my mind like a rollercoaster, i turn to my best friend
who is always there for me and try to sort out my thoughts........ He
reminds me to "Be still and know that He's in control", "Wait upon the
Lord", "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart.."
gulp....i know
what im supposed to do, but why is it so hard to let go and trust Him
for the outcome!! well i know the answer to that...my sinful
nature.....ugh..... i hate that guy!
As i get older it gets harder, but then thats life, its exciting and completely scary at the same time!!
I
don't really understand my thoughts right now, but i've given them to
my Creator who can understand them and i know that He'll take care of
everything for me even when i don't deserve it........wow sure makes me
humble....wow God is truly amazing! =-)
Im truly thankful for Gods grace and love on a sinner like me!
I
feel like im a boat and the fogg is soo thick that I can't see whats
coming up ahead....all i can do it let go of the wheel and give it to
my Captain and trust fully in Him.
Decisions, choices, questions.....so many...... | | |
| well when i read my last entry i laughed out loud! haha........i was really tired when i wrote that!! haha!!
Well now im home for Christmas break!! yeah! im glad for the break from
school. nothing to exciting happening......just relaxing.........which
is a nice! Nothing really happening......oh im planning on going on a
mission trip to Turkey in May! Im excited about that! =-)
well gotta go!
peace out!
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| what to do?so i couldn't sleep and im not really tired so id thought id get on here and write something!
So i really don't want to do my finals this week......... i want to be
home right now! ugh.......why im i in school again???? oh yah.......to
get an education that is supposed to help me make money to pay off my
student loans .......speaking of student loans, i need to take out
another loan.......note to self........ugh...
ever feel like your stuck in rut and can't get out.......thats what im
feeling now......... i want to be something great or exciting with my
time, but i just don't know what...........mmmmmmmm
ever just want to get away from people that say they are your friends
and just want to be alone, but really inside you don't......thats me
right now..........mmmmmmm
well thats a lot of random thoughts...........maybe its because it's
almost 1am or maybe its cause im tired or maybe its because im in a rut
or maybe i just think im in a rut when really im just
tired............mmmmmmmm
maybe i should just go to bed..........i doubt anyone will read this
and understand my randomness......is that even a
word?...........mmmmmmmm
peace out
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| im not deadwow...so i realize that i haven't been on here in awhile.....whoops! =-) a lot has happened since i last updated........well today was last day of classes!!! yeah!! not excited for finals week........ugh............im so tired of school right now.......yuck........ i don't really use xanga anymore.......so if you want to contact me i have a myspace or facebook......im on those all the time. http://www.myspace.com/102828758 look me up!! later! | | |
| SterlingWell Im back in school and vball season has started and life is busy,
busy!!! School is the same......no fun........great to be back and see
all my friends, and volleyball is going great!! We had our first home
game this past week and won!! That was fun! Then Friday and Saturday
we had a small tournament at McPherson. We played four games all together
and only won one.....but we did pretty good even though we lost. Each
game we keep getting better, so thats a positive considering that fact
that we have eight returning players, twelve new players, plus a new
coach on top of that! So things are defiantly different than last year,
but I think its been a good change and things have been going great and we
will have a pretty good team once we get used to playing with each
other and all that stuff.....so im really excited for this season!!
Yahoo!! Go Warriors!!!! =-)
Anyway life is going great and Im staying busy all the time with
practice, games, school, homework, more homework, and doing a work
study!
Well thats it for now!!
Heather
Oh and here some pictures of the vball team!
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