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| Ah! Teenage Angst.Okay, sooo, since my last blog entry, only a few things have changed....
Umm, my former best friend is dating my only ex boyfriend xD Umm, since june 28th.
And, I just saw him the other day at Walmart, and I hugged him. xD
Yeah, I hate him ALOT less than Lana (former best friend).
Oh and I feel really badly for his friends, since he is spending all of his time with Lana,
(Gee, I wonder WHY he's spending so much time with her xD Gah, teenagers) Anywho, I'm going to warped tour in about 3 weeks, a little less than that.
I CAN'T WAIT!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 Okay, so btw, with the Ethan and Lana thing, his friend, Rachel, Who I have been hanging out with lately thinks I should talk to him...raise your hand if you think he won't listen to me....xD *raises hand*
Haha, anyone wanna help?
I'm over them dating, I just am wondering if I SHOULD try talkin to him. xD I don't think so. =P
But opinions are always nice. =]]
Random: YING YANG SOUP! xcD
Peace and Love,
Cassandra.
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| How has life been, you ask?Okay, so...since Ethan broke up with me in December of last year, I STILL haven't been able to get over him. Yes, I am stupid. xD Umm, since March, we have been hanging out again, and I keep getting my damn hopes up that he will go out with me again...yeah again, I AM STUPID. So just last night, I was joking and said, "I love you" apologizing for wasting his gas and he said, "I love you too...LIKE A SISTER"....yeah he raised his voice as I was getting out of his car, for the last part...so right when he said that, It's like I got kicked in the head and I FINALLY realized that he will NEVER EVER wanna date me EVER again. YET, even when he said that, I still can't get over him. And I am thinking that for the rest of my life, I will never be over him and I will get married and end up with the wrong person in life. I have a feeling, that will be my life. Oh well. There might be a 5% chance in life, that he will like me again in the next few years, to wanna date me again, BUT I graduate next year, so again, I DOUBT that will happen...see, people....I used to be full of hope, so if you think that I am full of doubt now...that is because my hope has been shredded into pieces... But other than that...I am all happy and positive, about everything else, and I am not NEARLY as bitchy and depressed as I was last year. =D So I have improved, without a doubt. So, that is good. But I think just until next year, I'm gonna give up on dating. Cause I don't want to date just to date. Or just because oh this guy is hot, I already dated someone just to have a boyfriend and I fell in love, and I got heartbroken. Same old Same old. So I'm gonna shy away from that. xD BUT, I guess I will try and update this when something good happens to me. Oh, and I have a job now at the Bakery in town. xD And all I do is slice bread and bag things. xD For 4-6 hours straight, yeah it's easy, but it takes forever and it's SOOO boring, but I guess that is life when you work. =P Oh, and I am trying to make this summer good, I can't WAIT until the fourth of july! I LOVE FIREWORKS! I also love clouds, I just never looked at them before. =P But yeah, I'll update this when my life gets interesting, or if I get bored enough too. But I STILL LOVE ya guys! <3 Peace and Love,
Cassandra.
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| Wowwweee!!! =o]So...I haven't been on this thing since July, apparently the sixth...Well my fourth of July seemed quick cause gay Ethan kept texting me the whole time, but oh well...Oh and on July 10-11th, we started going out, so yeah....woohoo, (yeah right) haha, kidding...It's cool, it's cool. But yeah, school started again, same old, same old...although I think that the kids are just a teeny but more mature, still majorly immature though, but what can I do??? Ya know? Ehhh, I don't know...But I shall get off of here for now...See you all sooner or later, hopefully tomorrow I shall update again...thank ya for readin'!!! =] Later! | | |
| Miss Pretzel!!!!!lol, thats my new name....got a problem with it?!?!? lol. oh btw...wow! i havent been on here since May, welll okay....um lets see....well school ending for the year didnt help, cause now im more bored than ever. Um, I never get to see my friends, so that sucks too. I hate people, lol.....seriously, if i let people that arent my friends on myspace message me, i dont want effing junk like how your friend uses some...nvm, its so gay that i dont even want to talk about it. But annnnnyway, lol....OH! I LOVE AVA ADORE!!!! its thee best song ever! So, well if any of my friends read this, come visit me! im begging you! lol. but yeah, my life is pretty boring, well my 4th of july was okay, i had a grilled veggie burger and i saw fireworks, but this yr's were kinda short, lol. but well thats about it for now, catch ya later. love you! <3 | | |
| wooptie dee, it's Mother's Day!yeah, so my life is basically turning blant on me. nothing really exciting since the last time i wrote on here. school is the same, life is the same, blahddy blah. its 11 30 at night and im tired, so... goodnight all. | | |
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