A deep releaseAm I losing me. or what needs to be gone of me? ouch.inever realised how much actual physical pain could come from emotional pain. stress. Teach me Lord, Ill listen. maybe this is a good thing. maybe i am learning to not be in control. ahhhhhhhh TeachmeLord.Teachme. You discipline those you love. Maybe its the same with him, but in a different way. (i know i am making no sense to the readers) ugh. deep breath. IN. oUT i deeply breathe in and out to refresh my lungs which felt so compressed. in my chest. every part of my body wanted to scream, or make its own unique sound of release. IN OUT. there it goes again. i cant hold it in.i cant hold this in. IN OUT a deep release. LOVE. what a lonesome word, because few truely understand it. Trust the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. in ALL your ways acknowledge him and he shall direct your path. The steps of a righteous man are directed by the Lord. & a righteous mans prayers will not go unanswered. | 
