Ok i talked to shea today.....n he hasnt got a fuckin girlfriend....im so pissed off!....cuz i been cryin for no fuckin reason at all! i cant trust neone...isint life great?!

well,i called shea today rite after i got home from this party me n my friends went to , it was like 5:30 in the morning and his dad or brother picked up the phone...n he wudnt let me talk to him! cuz he was asleep or some crap like that.lol

i think im gonna turn bi....cuz there's  guys tellin me im normal n ima good girl n i wudnt turn bi. so yeah if i turn bi y'all can thank jake n rob n jeremiah.

okay uh....I got in at Julliard!!!!!!!!,i cant explain how excited i am.

Well i thought me n shea were goin somewere but we werent turns out were not gonna be anythin else but friends so yeah there ya go,lifes a bitch then ya die....um,i talked to maycie today and im invited to her wedding! YAY! lol and then i talked to riles n im invited to her wedding aswell! Wohoo! Then theres my bestfriend kelli i love her 2 bits n i been invited to her wedding for ages! im so happy n excited for all of u. MWAH !

Thanx aaron! i was feelin really down but u made me smile again, love u! Your such a good friend :D!