somethings been on my mind lately so im going to get out my thoughts
&& my feelings.....vent i guess..((here it goes))
>>Wait for a guy who will risk the comments of all his friends to be with you. Wait for a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world. When you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who thinks your just as pretty, without make-up on. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he c a r e s. and how blessed he is to have ---> y-o-u
......that is sooo true....never settle for less than that.........ever.....because you are better than that. you deserve to be treated with respect ((and im not only talking about girls...guys deserve the same thing as well))
over the summer i went to this camp with my church...there was this one lady who spoke and i didnt agree with a lot that she said but there was one thing that stuck out to me...she said this:
keep your standards high...dont ever set them lower or change them for someone who comes along who you THINK could be worth lowering them for...because your special someone....the one you are going to want to spend the rest of your life with, should completely amaze you at how wonderful they are. yes there are going to be times when things get messed up and you fight and disagree....but thats normal and it only makes you stronger, look for the person who can fight with you but at the end of the day love you just as much as the day they met you!
so i guess the main point im trying to get across here is:
NeVeR settle for less than what your worth.......idc who you are, you are SpEcIaL and God made you exactly the way he wanted you and dont EVER let anyone try to take away your *spark* ..you are worth sooo much and anyone who doesnt see that and just treats you like you are there for them only when they "feel like having you around" doesnt deserve you! a relationship takes two and you should never give in to anything you dont want to do just to please someone else....
i really need to learn that right now!!...((Josh thanks for helping me see that last night))
anyway...sorry guys i needed to get that off my chest...i was really feeling bad about it...
plz comment 
love ash
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here are some pics from the dance:
me getting ready at seventeen spa and salon!!
standing outside the car about to leave to go to the dance!!
erin, ashley, kristin, and kelsey at the dancee!! 
Josh and Ryan!! lol ((soo cute))
megan and colton!!! awww sooo pretty!!!
aww megan and josh!! i love this pic...they look so elegant! hehe
Ashlyn and Matt at I hop! haha ((I-hop took foreverrrrrrr))
Trevorrrr at I hop waiting on his friess! haha
Me and Prane at I hop.............stil waiting............lol
another one of megan and coltonnn......gosh we were at i hop forever!! lol
lmao this pic makes me laugh....we were in the car on the way to i hop and josh was driving and we kept trying to take pics in the back and the flash was sooo bright! haha so josh would be like AHH I CANT SEE ahaha so we had to stop taking pics cuz we decided wed rather live and take pics later....hahahhaa *good times*
ok so now its letting me post my pics on my xanga for some odd reason..but im still gonna leave this link up so we can all add pics of it!
((ok apparently ppl are saying they cant see the pics...like theres a little X so if u cant see them click on the link below and most of them are on there!!))
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2120338398&code=18397083&mode=invite&DCMP=isc-email-AlbumInvite
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