Hellooooo Loves !!Its been awhile since i updated a good one.. so here it goes..
Basketball season is almost here.. Yay !! Next Monday.. I cant wait. #13 - Go Lady Bulldogs!! {Erica(sr.) Emmalee(sr.) Amanda(sr.) Whitten(jr.) Nina(jr.) Kelsie(soph) Cali(9th) and Myself(sr.)}
Lets See .. Been hanging out with lots of people lately.. been great.. im getting better !!..Slowly.. but Surely.. I Mean.. hes got her.. so i need to find someone i can deal with.. who knows tho.. i dunno.. I dont know how i feel about anyone but him right now.. i mean.. i wont go into detail.. but..yeah.. so if ya'll wanna hang out.. call me !! 
Sergio Youre wonderful ..
Tosh and I have been together alot lately.. shes wonderful.
I Love Jenny.. Cant wait to hang out again.
okay heres some quotes -- Do you know what girls want? They want real converstations and real love. We want cute dates together... nothing expensive. The truth is we only wanna be with you. We want to hold hands and lie under the stars. We want to be able to say something stupid and not have to worry about it. We want a guy who will live for nothing but us, plain and simple I believe in love, and lust
and sex, and romance.
I don't want everything to add
up to some perfect equation.
I want mess and chaos.
I want someone to go crazy,
out of his mind for me.
I want to feel passion and heat
and sweat and madness
and all the rest of that crap
I want it all. You gave me the best gift anyone ever could;
you took me through one of the biggest life experiences,
you & i made countless memories that i will cherish forever,
& you completely helped me find myself..
& although the pain ran deeper than nearly anything else
i would never have wanted to share my first love with anyone else
For Andrew... so what if i`m a bitch ?!
because you`re a whore.
|[personally]|, i`d rather be known
for what i do. not who i do. haha thats amazing... love is always a good thing no matter
how much it hurts. even after it's over,
even through the pain, anyone who
has ever really loved will tell you that
they never regretted a second of it,
no matter how much it hurt in the end.
and if you tell me differently, i will tell
you that you were not truly in love. I Still Love Him... But she grew up.
She learned that pinky promises could be broken
as could hearts.
The word "friend" means constant backstabbing,
but she also learned who her true friends were,
they ones that stuck by her side in tough times.
She learned that every once in awhile there
will be boys that lie, but that's no reason
not to trust anyone because eventually,
a boy will come along that will love her the way
she deserves.
She also learned that no matter what happens,
to smile because life comes with no guarantees.
There are no pause, rewind or fast forward buttons.
She lived in the moment and simply did it the best. I'm doing That The best memories are the ones that you can't explain
& you end up saying, "You just had to be there." Totally True boys will break ur heart,
friends will betray you
parents will seeem too strict
and life might annoy you
but you should always remember that theres a purpose
for these things to be happening to us
so keep ur head up and ur spirits high
because if you don't
life will just pass you by. and i sit & listen to everyone elses` love stories
and i`m thinkin to myself. "where`s mine?"
 So here's a piece of advice <3: Let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before.. For surely there is someone out there who will love you even more
I Need To do This !! I'm a daughter hiding my depression.
I'm a big sister making a good impression.
I'm your friend acting like I'm fine.
I'm a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I'm the girl sitting next to you.
I'm the one asking you to care.
I'm your best friend hoping you'll be there. do you know what it's like to be me?
go through something that not
everyone can see? do you know
what it's like to walk in my shoes?
please stop judging me simply
because i'm not you. Effin Bitches Can Keep Their Mouth Shut.. They're Not Even Here To See It !! Sometimes you have something you need to say, but you can't, because the words won't come out, or you get scared and feel stupid. So if you could write a song and sing it, then you could say what you need to say, and it would be beautiful, and people would listen, and you wouldn't make a complete idiot out of yourself. But all of us can't be songwriters, so some of us will never be able to say what we're thinking, or what we want other people to know we're thinking. So we'll never be able to get the chance to make things right again. Kinda How I Feel .. Any teen who can wake up in the morning
and be willing to face another painful, agonizing day
out there in that dark, cold, ugly world
is mentally powerful.
The one with so many shattered hearts and broken dreams,
just searching relentlessly for something, someone to hold on to and believe in.
No one in the world is as strong as a teen trying to persevere
in this media centred culture we're living in.
Always being pressured to act like someone else,
look like someone else, talk like someone else...be someone else.
Listening to rumours and lies said about them,
crying themselves to sleep at night,
being made fun of for looks and interests,
and as a result: suicides, shootings, depression,
and sometimes leading up to even terrorism.
So think about the things you say and do before you pursue them,
because the actions you perform today
might have an effect on the world tomorrow. People say when you cry you'll always get
What you want but I know that`s not true
Because I cry all the time but I'm still not with you. Makes Me Wanna Cry I'm in love ;; Not elementry school
"I love you" "I love you too"
I mean..I'm really in love with him To Bad Hes Not Here Anymore... anyone who has ever loved
could look at me & know I love you,
anyone who has ever dreamed
could look at me & know I dream of you do you remember
when you were a little kid
and you wanted a toy real bad,
but no matter what you tried to do,
you couldn't seem to get your hands on it?
well that's how I feel about you. now all that's left of me
is what I pretend to be
so together but so broken up inside I'm trying real hard, hard not to care
But I miss you my dear.
Why won't you come back?   
  
Okay so i know it seems like im depressed and shit.. but im not.. i jus miss what we had.. and well i cant change the way i feel.. but yeah.. thanks for reading.. love to the usual... xoxo Kati J. #13 | 
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