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| I was planning on going out to the mall tonight but of courseme being like the only person in the world w/out a license, I cant get out there. I feel so left out of the loop with my two best friends right now and especially since this term started at school. For a while I had Sarah all to myself, and now we have a class with Lauren and it's all like....lets leave Katie out. I know that they probably dont mean to do it but they do it all the same. And I also have issues not being able to hang out with my best friend without her b/f being right there. I like Shawn and all, but I've come to realize that I am a very demanding friend as well as an attention hog. I just want to be the center of everyones attention. I dont know why Im like this, I just am. I'm falling apart this semester; I've lost my drive for school. I'm trying to get my mom to reconsider moving us to Crystal River. Then I can just homeschool myself through the rest of high school. I feel so tired right now, like I haven't slept in days. I want to quit my job. I want to get a boyfriend. My grandparents are coming down on tuesday, and I kinda wish they werent. I love them and all but when they are here life just gets more stressful, and I get cranky from the lack of sleep b/c I have to sleep on a matress on the floor so they can have MY bed. I think I'm going to go to sleep now. I know that its early but I can't seem to keep my eyes open. Later y'all~KaT~ | | |
| its so weird that i hardly get on xanga ne more now that i have a myspace. its just.....cooler......i guess. ~KaT~ | | |
| So Steve is back to work because the head honchos found out he was going to press charges for wrongful termination. I guess that they would just rather give one man back his job than pay their lawyer for another frivolous lawsuit. Baby Stephen is feeling better which is very good b/c that means we will lall get a lil more sleep tonight. Jacob counted to 7 today while watching dora the explorer. I was so happy I started to squeal. I can;t believe he turns 2 in 2 weeks.
Im glad that things are going back to normal and in some cases even improving. I feel foolish for getting so upset when I knew that they would get better.
Im hopefully going to enjoy this weekend because I have refused to work on Monday and I'm going to actually participate in a group project in English. I'm also planning on having a few people over Sunday night including Andrew Lauren and MAYBE Nate, Laurens....special freind.
I really hope that this weekend goes well. I NEED it to. I cant deal with another weekend like the last 2. ~KaT~ | | |
| so this week has been sorta ruff for me. our financial situation is not even strained yet and I'm freaking out thinking that were going to be living in cardboard boxes in a week. i know its not nearly as severe as make it out to be, but i cant help but worry.
on the brighter side...
our womens sectional today was great. i love being an Alto 2 because were strong and for the most part, we all know our parts. its just awesome.
im looking forward to monday because i neither have to work or go to school. i will have a day to sleep in, get my house cleaned, and hopefully just to chill. i plan on staying up very late sunday nite so if ya wanna hang just call me. uve got my digits damnit!
love yall ~KaT~ | | |
| so he is really into her and thats all well and good for them.
she wears expensive jeans, has parents that pay rent and grocery money PLUS a weekly allowance. she has no job, but she has an expensive SUV!
Gee...for a minute there I thought I might be better than her.
~KaT~
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