long time right? right. So i looked at a particular xanga today. and i remembered how we used to be so close. so close that i forgot how fun it used to hang out with each other. i mean we had our ups and downs but who hasn't? reading the blogs made me think that she matured in a way and shes not the same at all. we both went different ways this past year and a lot of shit went down in the beginning. but now its like whatever. i realized why i hated her so much. but then i realized how she was there for me to when shit was going down. but its like whatever now you know? i don't hate her. im just.. chill.. i hope she takes care of herself.. & still wondering if she feels the same. but whatever happens. happens for a reason.

aaannnnyyywhhooooo

yes indeed it has been a long time since i wrote in here. im trying to update as possible. but no internentO.. so no xanGo =/ but whatever.. so im going out with jesse .. hahaha.. i totally remembered where like i was at a point where i was like " oh no, i'd never go out with him " advice for you: never say never and now were like always together. i mean always. but i love him. and i want to be with him as long as i can until i stop breathing =]

drama fo` yo mama

so lots of drama right ? right. yess you can say im  jelous  but what girl isn't? fuuck. i hate drama. but like when i think about it, its like i want them to disappear, but in reality i reallly shouldn't care. they really doesn't benefit me in life right? right.

education:

so im totally giving up my summer to increase my overall g.p.a .. gahhhh.. this whole summer. i've been waiting for summer all year. and now its all gone. but its okae. i'll totally benefit me in the futuire fa`shO.. but yeah.. hahahaha

the end.

yeah im totallly just gonna end this here.

Blah.

&blah

ijhtfot. idliaa.

ewstidswid.

laiiggs.

safsb.

omg.

sr!!!

lhdskeift?

lhmg.

ses!

H! nwb?

dyun?

dts.

yaesbtcfstfu

& what bitch!?!

hahahaha!!

im so awesome.

im gonna go buy myself some chicken nuggets cuz im soooo fxcken slick =]

February 22, 20o6 made it offial.

oh well right? right.

so i went home early today.

but my sister picked me up. so its all good.

i understand why shes like this.

because i smoked weed ONCE.

its not like im gonna do it again.

so whatever.

went home.

played the piano.

almost done with almost knowing to play Fur elise.=]

slept and woke up to go to hip hop.

danced.

homework.

myspace.

xanga.

its a boring blog. but its okae.

beause youre still reading it. hahaha..

im out =/

I seriously got karma. Big time.  Like wow. Boys can Homake you hapy or make you freakin` like shit. This time. i feel like shit. Because of that Jerk. Like everybody warned me about this one. Obviously stubborn like always. i didn`t listen. we can`t be friends. I DONT EVEN WANT TO TALK TO YOU AT ALL. i must admit i really did like him. But whatever . I think its a sign that i should just be chill for awhile because i havent really been "single" since 8th grade. Because beginning of 9th grade was Jan. Then marcus. Then Brian. Then HErzon. THen aldo. so i think i might just chill. Its a sign. But  holy shit. that jerk is the biggest jerk i've ever met. Like c'mon , how can someone you like be hitting & flirting with her best friend ? Exactly. Ha. He did the same thing to Debbie . So this is what debbie said. Debbie said that  aldo was like " when i saw  you i thought you were the prettiest girl . So when are we gonna chill ?" Heck yes that sounds super familiar. Haha. But the Blow kiss. Wow. How about a real one ? wow biggest dicks i've ever seen. But it was my Karma. Every single thing is all bullshit to me. Dont ever talk to me again. I dont want be buddies. I dont want to have no communication whatsoever. & in debbies words   " me no gusta " But it goes on. Haha. im over him. Over that biggest fattest bullshitter that hits on your bestfriends ex girlfriend and supposeably girl you likes best friend. wow dude. you are one in a million. i never knew what a Jerk really was until i met you.  =]