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hello.....

whats up? not much here..been working alot...i guess its better than sitting at home waiting for people to change their mind...i miss all these people, rachel, joanne, ryan, hannah, ryan v..... some of them probably dont even know it or just don't care, its okay tho all i need in this life is me, and that might sound a little selfish, its not like im shutting the world out, its just people do stupid shit that make me want them out of my life. a person can only take so much hurt so much pain before they explode, and frankly im just fuckin tired of waiting around for people to change their mind and decide they think im important, but it doesnt matter anymore. yeah i may be writing about it here, little do they know its over. u get one chance, thats ur oppurtunity and if u fuck it up well it wasnt meant to be...anyways...i like work, its cool, the people are cool, im gonna save up for a car, im almost there....haha..not quite..but hey its progress. well i just thought i should update, take care <3 Shana

hey,

well it has been awhile..well its unbelievable how stupid people are, well nevermind i can believe that. complaining bitching, omgosh shut the fuck up already. well yeah...i got a job....its alright i guess, at least i get paid. im starting to think about this whole "best friends" crap...who says they are ur friend but will talk shit behind yo back, one day its just like i dont want to be your friend...well obvuiously i can't mean that much to u right? right? so fuck it...your my friend or not. thats it...

hey..........................

look what you've done...all thats left has gone away...and theres nothing there for you to do..

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hey,

well it has been quite a while. honestly, the reason i don't like to write in my xanga is because of stupid immature people. who read it and criticize even though they don't even know me! so yeah stupid people...its none yo business.

well to the people i do know...rach..ryan v....and i think you guys are awesome..im glad that me and rach and such kickass friends. and im glad that i got to know you ryan..ill never forget you guys.

anywho...school is almost out can i get a amen? AMEN! well on friday i went to rach's house, and that was cool. then on saturday i went to the mall with rima and we applied at like all these weird places...like hot dog on a stick...lol can u imagine me in one of those uniforms?  and i saw rach there with catherine...she looks alot different. a good different. then on sunday...i just stayed home today..did homework...and well i hope this week goes swell...i'll try to update more for those of you who read this...~Shana