something deep inside me tells me this is all wrong..
the meaning of another beginning..
idk why i even keep going..
i guess the fire just keeps burning..
or something..

like superman
we have the power
until our weakness gets pulled out
then we fall down weaker than before
but we can't prepare like superman
with his special suit and super human powers
we face the emotion
the drama
the pain..

looking back is wrong as slitting your own wrist..
doing it will only cause more pain.. and if you dwell on it
its like killing yourself..
the past is the past..
lets keep it that way..

if the small things are what keep us happy..
what are the big things for?
are they useless?
or are they the things we get when we are of
the low of lows.. the down of downs...
what is the big thing??
or is big just bad?

heres my definitions of the day.. of ordinary things..
that were extraordinary....

i have decided life is just one big fucked up version of a book

you have a begining with birth and
then you go through all the drama
and happiness and then one tragic day
you lose your life and thats the ending

but the book keeps getting edited..
for the more explicit content..
and drama
isn't that nice
i love our author

and this book called life
<\3

i love you...

i love you, i hate you, i hope i fucking die without you
and i won't let you build up inside of me...

its been time for a change of scenery..
its much better.. hope you like it.

strait out of line, i can't find a reason, to justify my ways.
strait out of line, i don't need a reason, you don't need to lie to me.

you blamed me.. you changed me..
now your leaving me.. discarding me..
its not right the way your treating me..
leave me.. disease me.. kill me..
its all the same when because its
just me....

kathleen you are an awesome friend babe..
thanks for cheering me up..
love you

i'll never be the same on moving back on to my ways..
i'm looking for changes.. to better my ways..

peace to all our pieces

R.I.P. old xanga.. i bow to you..
thnx for all the good times and the bad..
i learned from them both..
gbye forever..

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