They hurt me in a way that I couldn't describe but only expressed with sheer HATRED...

4 SEASONS OF LONELINESS

 I long for the warmth of days gone by

When you were mine

But now those days are memories in time

Life's empty without you by my side

My heart belongs to you

No matter what I try

When I get the courage up to love somebody new

It always falls apart coz they just 

Can't compare to you

Your love won't release 

I'm bound under ball and chain

Reminiscing our love as I watch four seasons change

* In comes the winter breeze

That chills the air and drifts the snow

And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe

When springtime makes its way here

Lilac blooms reminds of the scent of your perfume

When summer burns wid heat 

I always get the hots for you

Go skinny dippin' in the ocean where we used to do

When autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare

When you're not here it doesn't feel the same

Remember the nights when we closed or eyes

And vowed dat you and I will be in love for all time

Anytime I think about these things are shared wid you

I breakdown and cry coz i get so emotional

Until you release me i'm bound under ball and chain

Reminscing our love as I watch four season's change

(*)

This loneliness 

Has crushed my heart

Please let me love again

Coz i need ur luv 2 comfort me & ease my pain

Or four seasons will bring the loneliness again

Remember the warmth of days gone by