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Name: Carlos
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Currently Reading
Judas and the Gospel of Jesus: Have We Missed the Truth about Christianity?
By N. T. Wright
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God is an African American Woman

I have to admit, I was surprised along with Mack when he stepped into the Shack expecting a white grandfather figure only to be greeted by a big African American woman, claiming herself to be God Almighty. I could see why some Christians harshly criticized "The Shack" for this kind of blatant heresy--these are not my words. I would imagine some stopped reading altogether, thinking the rest of the story would proceed to push down our throats a postevangelical/liberal agenda. However, for those who kept reading the story, they soon found out that God "revealed" Himself/Herself as an African American woman only so that Mack's preconceived notions of God would not interfere with His "true" essence, of which is neither black nor white, male nor female. And in some strange but powerful irony, Mack and the other two persons of the Trinity call this Black Woman, Papa, or as we Americans would say, "Daddy".

The author of the novel is fairly conservative, so doctrines such as Creation, Original Sin and the Trinity are upheld. But he expresses those doctrines rather differently, which makes them less complicated, and for a person who swings a little bit on the liberal side of theology like myself, he makes them rather compelling. One thing that some Christians do not like from "The Shack" is the author's use of doctrine of Kenosis to explain Jesus' humanity, which upholds that God limited Himself from His power so that He could become man. In other words, Jesus performed His miracles and wonders not as God but as a man who trusted in God to perform such miracles through him.

I recommend "The Shack" to all people, believers of God or not. It's a very powerful and emotional book that is deceitfully simple yet so beautifully deep it will leave you craving for a Presence that is sometimes too good to be true.

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

Condoms

Maybe Christians should talk about practicing safe sex. I'm all for abstinence, I really am, and I believe that sex should be reserved for marriage. Not only do I believe it to be a Biblical mandate, I believe it would save anyone psychological and emotional heartache. However, I'm not naive to think that every kid is going to devotedly heed my advice and keep his junk in the trunk. Abstinence is to be the main focus but it cannot be exclusive if we truly care for our kids. It is widely agreed that sex education is most effective when taught in the home. But what happens with the kids whose parents either never mention the word sex or permit them to do whatever they want?

The city where I currently reside has a ridiculously high teen pregnancy rate. About 80-90% of the pregnant women that go to the local women's health center are teenagers. I personally know a handful of girls that were pregnant by the age of 15 and 16. Expecting most of these kids to practice abstinence is succumbing to ignorance and denial. Christianity has no prevailing influence here. Whether the kids are Christian or not, the problem does not lie within their belief system but within their upbringing. And as believers, especially those who are concerned about inner city ministry, we cannot expect to impact anybody with the kind of exclusive abstinence talk that closes the doorway of a teenager's sexuality.

I believe it is ungodly to have the kind of self-righteous attitude that condemns sexually active teenagers with a "screw you if you get someone pregnant or get STD, I told you so" and have no compassion. We need to be aware that whatever the kid does will not just affect him individually but will affect everyone else in his life, and so our advice needs to takes into consideration everyone (and, if impregnated, the child). When it comes to sex, all options must be laid on the table. Sure, one prefers that abstinence is upheld. Sure, a believer should not in any way encourage premarital sex.  But a believer cannot be naive and should care not only for the well being of the person but also for all the people he is connected to.

I'm not necessarily an advocate for safe sex education. But I'm not against it if done right. It is not unchristian to talk about safe sex with teens we know are sexually active or are not planning on abstaining from sex. Ideally, parents should be the first, and perhaps the only, to teach their kids about sex. But for those of us who did not and do not have that kind of ideal parental guidance, I would rather have a Christian educate me about abstinence AND safe sex over a school teacher who isn't allowed to discuss the spiritual dimensions of our sexual decisions.

I don't believe it is inappropriate for the church to have a more prominent role in safe sex education. By church I do not mean creating a program for safe sex education. What I mean is that churches can be more aware and receptive to what its kids are doing and respond on a case by case basis. Sexually active kids don't talk to their Christian parents because of their "abstinence-no exception" policy. Unfortunately, this terribly minimizes a parent's influence in the kid's sexual life and subsequently many other intimate aspects of his life.

Tangent: A year ago, one of the safe sex ad campaigns portrayed Michaelangelo's The Creation of Adam with God giving Adam a condom. Although it was inappropriate, I thought it was conceptually brilliant.


Thursday, June 12, 2008

Currently Reading
On Immigration and Refugees (Thinking in Action) (Thinking in Action)
By Sir Mic Dummett
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Uncensored thoughts on Church, Politics and Life

(Okay, I dub this uncensored for two reasons: One, I'm blunt and candid about what I think; Two, the thoughts I share are not absolute, meaning once they're further processed in my puny brain, they will undergo deconstruction and correction. Facts, fiction, biases, opinions, truth, deception are for the moment blurred.)

On Church
I've read some sources online about how the English word for church does not come from the Greek "ekklasia" but from "kyriakon". Interestingly, kyriakon was used for the sanctuary/temple where Christians gathered. I will be studying this further elsewhere because, frankly, I don't trust online sources. But what's more fascinating is really what ekklasia means in the original Classical Greek, which is a political term that calls out citizens to come together for a specific purpose, i.e. for war. The apostle Paul used it pretty openly to describe any assembly of people, whether it was Christian or not.

Perhaps ekklasia is not as sacred a term as we've made it. It's just a noun that identifies any group, whether it was "of God" or not. Perhaps it's the "of God" that's important. We speak of ekklasia as if it's some abstract reality that exists outside of the very assembly of which it identifies.

Nonetheless, Paul used the term more expansively than the Greek allowed. He used it in a more Hebraic and holistic manner, using ekklasia in some instances to identify not just a local assembly, but the whole body of Christ, whether they were assembled in one particular place or scattered geographically.

There are some Christians who would argue that we translate ekklasia not as church but assembly. I could care less what term we use because that's really not important. What's important is the truth it's trying to convey, which transcends our limited etymology.

As for my own journey with church, meaning the institutional church (IC)....
Being no longer involved with the IC has allowed me to focus more deeply on God and the rest of His kingdom. I am no longer confined to a religious bubble where the world, and God for that matter, is squeezed into a box--this isn't true of all ICs. I'm often asked why I don't start my own church. I often answer that if I did, it will probably follow the same model of religious obligation that other ICs employ. And frankly, I believe it is more important to "be" the church rather than "go" to church.

On Politics
I've been listening to Rush Limbaugh lately. I disagree with basically everything he says. Yet, I find him quite entertaining and I can't stop myself from listening. Even more entertaining are the calls Rush get from people who practically worship the guy. They all act as if America will cease to exist under Democrat rule. But the same could be said of the liberal radio stations I've heard. Some of the talk hosts believe religious leaders are atheists themselves who use religion to manipulate people. Can't we all just make love and peace?

I like Obama. He's charismatic and not afraid to tell conservative Evangelicals that he believes in atheistic evolution, even if that risks the "Evangelical" vote. Will he get things done (whatever this means) in the White House...well, that's another matter...and I'm usually very pessimistic about government.

I don't dislike Bush. I think people need to stop blaming him for everything that goes wrong. Give the man a break.

An Update
So I finally have the job that I've always wanted. I am now a graphic designer for a graphic design studio in Lancaster. I get to work for various clients and on different projects. My co-workers are very cool people who are passionate about life and graphic design. They like to have fun and create excellent work. What more could I want? Part of me wants to thank God for granting me this opportunity. Part of me wants to smack myself upside the head and say "Sure, you're like the rest of them, thanking God for the good things and denying His presence when you get the bad things..." I'll choose the former for now--so thank you Lord for your provisions, even if getting this job is just godless good fortune (oh my foolish skepticism).


Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Currently Reading
The Kite Runner
By Khaled Hosseini
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Bible: Authoritative or Not

What do most conservative Protestants mean when they say the Bible is authoritative? Clearly not everything is authoritative, depending on whether it falls under the Old or New Covenant. There are things they follow and don't follow in Scriptures. Then again, one would have to initially arrive to a comprehensible definition of authoritative before applying it to Scriptures, and subsequently, to God, and then argue about it. In the modern sense of the word, I do not believe the Bible is authoritative in all its aspects. However, I find N.T. Wright's thesis on the subject rather compelling, as he attempts to redefine what it means for the Bible and God to be authoritative.

I have no intention to elaborate on the matter because I'm simply unmotivated. However, you will find below a link to N.T. Wright's lecture on this particular subject. I don't agree with everything he says, but I find him to be compelling. Enjoy.

http://www.marshill.org/pdf/HOW_CAN_THE_BIBLE_BE_AUTHORITATIVE.pdf


Friday, May 09, 2008

Hancock was here

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