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Name: Dee Country: United States State: Ohio Metro: Dayton Birthday: 3/11/1988 Gender: Female
Interests: I am an interested in whatever. Anything can be made interesting. Besides there are to many things that interest me. A few are basketball , crew, music,soccer, knitting (yes I knit. Shocker) just talking to people about them and w/e else there is. Expertise: I don't really have any but maybe I will later on in my life. Maybe talking. Handeling animals. I love animals Occupation: Student
Message: message me Website: visit my website AIM: chocolatetwist23 MSN: hisairness23 Yahoo: Deebaby
Member Since:
2/4/2005
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| Happy Birthday to Me, Happy Birthday to Me!!! It's my 20th Birthday and i have no idea why I returned to this site but I did. Nothing has changed much. One of my best friends is getting married this year, me and my boyfriend have almost been together 4 two years and I can't wait till Spring BREAK!!! So I can go home. I also passed all my VET TECH classes because I am F*CKIN AMAZING!!! I miss my family and my boyfriend and I can't wait to kick ass this weekend and then take my happy ass home. I love my family and boyftiend and my friends and most of all GOD, Thanx to all of them 4 helping me this far in my life. | | |
| It's been awileSo no one reads these things anymore. Anyway i decided I would write anyway. I am home from college for Winter Break (Christmas Break). I am so excited to be home. Christmas is comin yippie. My kitty cat is bouncing off the walls. I kinda miss my puppy. I haven't seen him in like 4ever. This summer he is definantly comin over here. my dwarf hamster looks as good as ever. I miss school like very lil. I might have to bowl in a tournament the day after Christmas, but who knows. If not i will be at home playin with all my stuff. I miss my Elyse!!!! We haven't hung with each other yet since I have been home. I did hang with Alexa and Rakhel. Then I went to the movies. Don't go see I Am Legend. It was good then a giant let down. Then Ritters is gonna make me fat. I love Ritters. It's really good. My mom is gonna blast Christmas music out of every corner in my house I swear. I have been working and it's kickin my butt. Puppies Puppies everywhere. Kittens and crazy ass mean cats. I have only been there 1 week and I am already scratched up. I had get used to poop again. That's not an easy task. It's sad that I can touch and look at anything but the smell of nasty things could probably knock me out. Gotta get used to that. Poop is even worse then cat disection. Poop and urine is the worst when they are all together. I returned and my room looks very Jonas Brother like thanx to my sister. I got to play in the snow and that was ammusing. It really sucked that I couldn't go driving for like 2 days. I literally had to beg my mom to let me go. She let me go because she says I go insane when I am cooped up which I don't think is true, but whatever. My grades aren't bad but they aren't great. I haveto talk to one of my teachers because I think he messed up because there is something wrong with my grades. Anyway I am awake and it's breakfast time. Yippie!!!!! Peace OUT YO!!!!!!! | | |
| Life is Life. The summer is coming to an end. Sadly it's ending and I have to return back to the place I wish I didn't. I don't know but I don't really want to go. Life is hectic. My family is annoying. I think I just don't have a space of my own and I have to see the same people every day and it gets old really fast. I can't stand my aunt and all the sudden me and my dad are back on speaking terms. Me and My g-ma are actually doing pretty good. My entire summer has been spent bowling and then working and then working with my boyfriend. We see each other a lot. Buffalo was interesting. There was plenty of interesting things to do. I can't wait till the state fair. That should be interesting .Always is. Slightly annoying because it's even more family. My boyfriend is going wth me so i guess it will make it a lil more enjoyable. i miss my friends. They are all very busy and things that are planned with me just seem to never work. Oh well life is life. tomorrow is a new day. SO I am off to my boredum and stress. I guess ity's time for sleep. | | |
| Pain and anger and life goes onOk Well nothing special has been going on. I am well into my lovely summer. I am so happy to be home. Morehead is a lil out of my comfort zone. I am not sure how I am gonna handle next year, but I guess I will figure that out later. I got a new ball and I am in love with it. hopefully it will do what I need. I get to go to Buffalo, New York and bowl in Jr. Gold. I am kind of excited about that. My boyfriend and I have been together for an entire year. I am burning the hell up in this house because my grandma and the air conditioner aren't friends. I have the worst headache. Basically I see my boyfriend my best friends and go watch my sister play soccer. She is pretty good. I like her new team. Anyway life is life. A few days I went to a Dragon's game. 1st real time and 1st real baseball game. Um today is father's day. I wish I had a real father to wish a Happy Father's day. Instead I have a lying father who makes me feel like shit and doesn't give a damn. He is even fuckin up my sister. That is really fucked up. She is to lil for this bull shit, but she handles it better than me. I am trying to just forget it but it's hard to just act like it's no big deal since it's the only dad i have none and he should never have came into my fuckin life. How can u just decide to be a father when ever you want. Ignore me then except me only when he feels like it. Forgot my birthday and Christmas 3 times straight. Makes up some fucked up lie, as usual. I guess I need to just get over it and learn to deal with it. People have worse problems and I got a mom and a lil sister and my friends. I only have one dad that I know and my grandma always tell me you don't get to choose ur parents and you gotta love and find a way to deal with the ones u have because sometimes that's all u got. Gotta do the best you can because you don't get anymore. So here I am and I know what to do. Now all I have to do is figure out how to do it. Well now that I have all that out of me I feel a lil better even though my dad's a jack ass. i gotta an awesome boyfriend, the greatest best friend and a family who loves and supports me minus a few people. Well until the next lovely bitch fest or writing sessions. Peace Out ~Dee~ | | |
| i don't know I felt bored so I thought this looked like good idea. Life hasn't changed much. School is finally almost over. I have nationals next week. It;s amazing that our team is going to nationals. I am tired of bowling but it's almost over and I will be ok. My boyfriend will be here next year so everything will be better and yeah. I know that over the summer I will begin to miss bowling and then I will go back to the wa I am now for sure. I hope we get some cool bowlers next year. I hope there won't be to much drama because yeah it sure was beautiful this year. I guess every team has their drama. Anyway I am tired of a lot of people here. I always got 1 person I can talk to. mel and Erin rock out. Tired of getting hit on. This is a typical small place with nothing to do. Depends on the person because apparently some people like it here. I don't know how but it's true. i will not be here a moment longer than I have to be. College life is a lot better than high school even though it was an important part of life. Anyway I have practice. Nationals is comin up so I guess i gotta practice. | | |
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