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Name: Courtney
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Interests: Jeses, read, write poetry, be with my family, listen to rock music, talk on the phones with my friends, the internet and animee shows.
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Thursday, October 26, 2006

People

Wow, i must be in a writing mood... Well i just want to ramble about people and how silly they are. Well, i had one elderly latly grab a tabliod... Thers one thing, why do old ladies read thos stupid things. They are nothing but lies.... And gossip. Well there was an old lady who told me that she had the hots for Brad Pit... BUT SHES OLD... i tried my hardest not to laugh. A litlle girl about 9 asked her mom for a razer... haha thats was funny. I tried not to laugh at that. Kids and old people are funny. And are the most wonderful people to talk to. Like i said in my last blog, i love working at miejer. Yes, there are still crabby and grumpy people but i have to relize that they might be having a bad day or somthing. I cant judge them, and cant give them a bad name for being rude. I just gotta let i go. Thats one thing i have learned to do. If you work with a bunch of customers, you gotta let stuff go. For one, you migt not ever see them again. Most of the time they arent going to remember you unless you make an impact or just for some odd reason do something really goofy for them to remember you by. I have been less stressed by work than i have ever been. I mean, yeah we get busy, and yeah it can get stressful but you need to let things go. You cant always control what goes on. You cant take stress home with you and you just have to move on. Life moves on... its not going to stand still just because one person is unhappy. The world does NOT revolove around ONE person.... Wow, i never imagined me ever saying things like this. I really have came a long way in life. I also learned how to take a compimeant. I get so many of them. Now that things are going right, i need to remember all this when something goes wrong. And not freak out. People make mistakes. We arnt perfect. And If you cant relax on your own, ask God for help.I ask him to help me sleep. I  did that the other night and wow... did i sleep really well. "Lord if i didnt thank you, im thanking you now." im sooo tired but soo hapy. Never did clean up the room like i said. Im so proud of my self. Well im running out of things to ramble about. Later Gaters! Take care and God Bless!



PEACHES....MILLIONS OF PEACHES.... HAHA


I LOVE MY JOB

Well all i have to say is that im doing really good at my job. Im one of the fastest workers. And i have only been working there for about a month. And i had 3 guys ask me out.. Haha to bad for them lucky for me i have a boyfriend.  But i was told by another worker that he like going through my line cause i was one of the fastest. Then i was near the end of the night and one guy says... "WOW your fast." i asked him if thats a good thing or a bad thing and he says a very good thing. I was talking to  the SC "service Cordinater" or also known as some one in charge today when she was taking me home. I told her that i got complimented twice that i was fast. and she says "Yes. Thats very true. You are one of our fastest cashiers. And one of our sweetest." I have finaly found a place where i fit in. Now i dont plan on staying here for ever. I just found a place that people enjoy me and my smiling face. People enjoy having me around. Most of the SC's and managers just love me. and i enjoy that. And not to mention this job has perfect hours. When Mandy (she was incharge to day and she took me home) told me that i was one of the fastest i asked her if thats why they put me on U Scans, and she said yeah thats a part of it. She said that i was a really fast learner.   Well, i have to  say. I am very proud of my self. I thought i would hate meijer and i was starting to cause i thought i sucked. But i was wrong. I am getting a lot of hours.... I saved a lot of hassel today by picking up an extra 3 1/2 hours. so i got 8 1/2 hours today... SWEET! Finally, the good Lord has answered a prayer... I have been praying for a place to fit in... Well. I might as well get going. I should clean up  a bit to make Dan happy. He seems kinda grumpy latly and i dont like grumpy people. Im told at work that i have one of the most bubbliest personalitys... Well, like i said. I think i have finally found my place.... Just too bad that i plan on moving on. Well alright... peace out!


I saw Jesus

Ok, so i didnt exactly see Jesus but i saw Him through another man. It started out last saterday as a busy normal Saterday. Well, one guy passes out a couple lanes behind me. And things just seem to go wrong from there. People yeling at me... well I asked the Lord for peace and strength and here was my answer. An elderly man bought a little girl, a complete stanger, a toy. He grabbed a toy handed it to me and said "ring this up for the little girl behind me." I was amazed. Being a cashier i dont see many nice people. But this guy had such a wonderful heart. It was just amazing to witness somthing like that. And as soon as i witnessed it, i new exactly who was behind it. God. It made my day so much better to know that God has people working for him. I just cant say how much it touched my heart. and how amazing it was. Its almost like watching someone being baptized and asking God into their lives. Its amazing. Well, i have rambled on now for a while.... i might as well get ready for work. To everyone out there... God Bless and Take care



Tuesday, October 24, 2006

A while ago i told a friend how i felt about him. Ok well hes an ex boyfriend. And i still like him. He broke my heart last year. Its been almost a year. WHat bothers me is that he sort of lied to me. I told him i still like him and he said he still liked me and wish he never let me go. Then i read something he wrote and he lied about how he felt . well im on the phone gotta go.


Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Bitch

Today and yesterday i have been a bitch to anyone that lives in the house... and its to only the ones in this house... and i dont get it... Its like i have anger agaisnt them or somthing. Well, i guess i kinda do. Oh and this is to some one who commented me on my last blog, some things have changed... and what do you mean that i havnt changed? Somethings have changed and some havnt. Get to know me once again and youll see.



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