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Friday, April 28, 2006

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 20:46:10 GMT

testing: one, two, three.

just as i thought.

this thing is dead.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 15:37:24 GMT

all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade away again.

myspace.com/hilldead

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 10:43:05 GMT

box the three: exclude the one.

here's to things worse than death.

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 09:21:42 GMT

i stand in the center, and they fall around me.

Friday, February 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 19:03:31 GMT

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 19:02:43 GMT

i'm sick.
and tired.
and sore.

time for a nap.

Friday, February 17, 2006

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 19:09:57 GMT

He laid emeralds in her eyes,
but I'd already tried a bracelet made of gold
and a scarlet thread around her wrist.
Everything was wrong so we sang sentimental songs.
"Oh how seldom we belong but how elegant our kiss."
We painted crooked lines
but danced in perfect time to a love so much refined,
we know not what it is until like a dullen wine we pour into a grief known before
but never quite like this, never quite like this.
All I know now is regret,
it follows like a silhouette along the cobblestone behind me,
but has nothing to say except to innocently ask,
its voice delicate as glass,
"Do you see me when we pass?"
but i continue on my way.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 19:01:33 GMT

the floor is cracking.
they're yelled at to reveal themselves and they do so openly.
but my pride is in something much more secret;
my excuse much more romantic.
with "sitting on on the shoreline trying to figure it out, figure it out" i'm on my knees.
fallen in love as if broken.

i can't be the one she's after.
and i can't be the one she deserves.

but how hopeful.

i love Brittany Danielle Thacker who is the ultimate showcase of what God can do.

she is my advent.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 18:28:42 GMT

rape is positively the worst thing ever.

and what i feel like now can't be too far behind.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 19:19:34 GMT

this world has nothing to offer.

tonight: Spanish land grants.

i love the most amazing girl in the world.

she loves me back.

but importance isn't up to me. it's all hers. why should i care anyway?

i only pray my words won't be as hollow as the world's.

pray i burn hearts.