Things hasn't changed too much for me.  I'm still in Iraq and the year of the sand goes on.  I'm either doing too things.  I'm in my room doing something to past the time or i'm out runing a mission.  Lately it has been more of the first one.  So time is dragging by, Jan. felt like it took forever to end.  V-day is coming soon, but for me it's just another day here in the sandbox.  I miss you guys and I wish i was home.  But I will survive and you all will see me again one day.  Goodbye

2007

Sorry but I feel like ranting some more.  I was going to put this into my facebook, but i feel that isn't the place and I"m sure that most of you guy that really matter to me, probably wouldn't be checking this more often.  But I still need to vent.  So here goes.

2007....what should this year be called?  In my case, this year will now be call the year of sand.  Hopefully out of the next 12 months of this forsaken year, I will only be in this place 11 months thats if they don't delay any flights.  This is what I have to look forward to for the year.  Another 11 months of this place.  How depressing.  My mistake, take out two weeks of those 11 months because I will be in the state for some R&R.  I really look forward to those two weeks.  A million thoughts are racing though my mind.  None of them are anything postive.  I need a new outlet.  I need to get rid of these images that I see day in and day out.  I feel the edge coming closer, I feel that I might be losing it soon.  Slowly as the days goes by, when I think about home.  I see the landscape slowy transform into this sandbox.    To be home again, only to be home again.  Where it's safe..er safer then this place.  Home a place where there isn't any explosion, dead bodies, rolling heads.  A place where this are rolling hills, open fields , clouds and trees.  A place that I wish to be.  I'm sorry if i'm going ovreboard.  Maybe I'm just being too dramic but I need another way to vent. 

I forgot

Wow, I still have xanga.  Since I left Eod school i didn't even remember i had this.  I might update this, I might not.  Later