Currently Listening Step Up By Original Soundtrack see related

Switching To Myspace

Yeah, so im switching to myspace and i probably wont use this anymore, so if you want to talk to me go to my new myspace

www.myspace.com/Blondo289

Currently Watching Take the Lead By Antonio Banderas, Yaya DaCosta, Rob Brown (VI), Alfre Woodard, Dante Basco, John Ortiz, Laura Benanti, Marcus T. Paulk, Jenna Dewan, Katya Virshilas, Jonathan Malen, Jasika Nicole, Shawand Mckenzie, Elijah Kelley, Brandon D. Andrews, Lauren Collins, Alison Sealy-Smith, Phillip Jarrett, Jo Chim, Volodymyr Vynogradsky see related

um so i started a new school this tuesday, that is one of my biggys right now, im pretty stressed and stuff, cause i really didnt want to leave all my friends, i love them all so much. and i miss them liek crazy! so yeah, the first day of school sucked, no one really talked to me at all, and it was just really confusing trying to get to my classes and getting my locker open, which i just got on friday, um yeah, so i came home crying the first day, it just completely sucked. um yeah, then the second day i met eric, his friend shawn has his locker next to mine, and so i met him there, and he helped me out alot, took me to all my classes and stuff, i dont really know what i would do without him. so the past couple of days got better and better by the day cause eric has been there helping me. and yeah, i think that we are dating, but i dont really know for sure, im just really confused right now. and then, i went to the GL football game with annie and emily, and we met eric and shawn there, and that was a mistake, he was acting so weird and i am really ticked off at him right now. like he ekpt wanted to hold my hand and stuff, so i let him do that, and then he started trying to lean in to kiss me, and i was like not really ready for that again yet, so i kept turning away, and i think i kinda hurt his feelings cause he acted weird after that, so i dunno. and plus, he was being weirdly mean to emily, in a goofy way, but still, i just dont know, cause i like him at school, we hang out aton there, and then he did something totally unexpected on friday, which im not going to repeat, and yeah. he was just being so different that he normally is at school so im kinda sad and depressed cause i dont want to go back to school on Monday and sort this whole thing out. ugg, i hate life so much sometimes! and i hate boys! why do they have to act like jerks around their friends? huh? i have no idea. but yeah, so the world is not going my way right now. at all.

sorry, i just had to fume for a minute, my life is not going as planned and im really upset, so if anyone has any words of wisdom please tell me.

<3ashley

yeah, so im kinda depressed again...not gonna say why, but i am...so yes, and school starts soon and im so sad right now, just knowing what im gonna miss at my old school and stuff, it just sucks. but anyways, ive decicded that xanga sucks, so im just going to start using my myspace more and stuff. that is all i have to say.

-ash

Currently Listening The Day Has Come By Cheyenne Kimball Hanging On see related

I'm Hanging On Today...

"Hanging On"

By: Cheyenne Kimball

I've had a bad day 
And nothing ever seems to go my way 
I've got a heartache 
Don't wanna think about it 

And everytime I try to smile, I cry, so 
I'll just hide my face 
Get out of my way 
Don't wanna talk about it 


And I'll be fine 
I just need some time 

[Chorus] 
I'm hanging on today 
And nothing's gonna stop me, anyway 
I'm holding on, I'm strong 
I'm the only one who can make it change 
I don't wanna cry 
Gotta live my life 
I'm gonna make it alright 
I'm hanging on and nothing's gonna stop me, anyway 

I went the wrong way 
But I'm not lost, it's a good mistake 
I saw the day break 
I'm gonna shout about it 

Oh, and everytime I turn around 
I find that, I'm alone again 
I've had a bad day 
I'm gonna laugh about it 

And I'll be fine 
I'm gonna be alright 

[Chorus] 
I'm hanging on today (today, yeah) 
And nothing's gonna stop me, anyway 
I'm holding on, I'm strong (I'm strong) 
I'm the only one who can make it change 
I don't wanna cry 
Gotta live my life 
I'm gonna make it alright 
I'm hanging on and nothing's gonna stop me, 
Nothing's gonna stop me 

When I feel lonely 
I feel like I'm floating 
Nothing is real 
I'm above it all 
I'm above it 
I'm above it all 

[Chorus] 
I'm hanging on today 
And nothing's gonna stop me, anyway 
I'm holding on, I'm strong 
I'm the only one who can make it change 
I don't wanna cry 
Gotta live my life 
I'm gonna make it alright 
I'm hanging on and nothing's gonna stop me, anyway

this is a very good song for me right now... 

<33ashley

Currently Listening Gym Class Hero The Queen and I see related

omg, last night was so much fun! it was annie's sweet sixteen party! i had such a blast seeing all of my old friends from school and stuff, and of course i had a great time DANCING! my one passion in the world, lol. but yeah, it was alot of fun dancing with drea, carly, emily and cassie. yep, me and my girls showin our stuff on the dance floor, lol. i swear we danced for like ever, yeah, anyways, it was alot of fun. the only thing that sucked about it is that i completely hated my outfit! ugg, but once it got dark it was okay, lol. but yes, so last night was a great time, i had forgotten how much i missed everyone, definitly dan, lol, i luv that kid. ( ill put some pics of that night on later)

and tonight was grant's sweet sixteen party, kind of i guess, hes having a real one later, so this was just the temporary one. but yeah, so i invited carly and emily so i would't get bored. (and caleb couldn't come, so that sucked alot.) and so we pretty much stuffed our faces and hung out in the boys room the whole time. so yeah, i had fun hangin with kyle and paul. john was there too, but that part kinda sucked, man he bugs me. anyways, so yes, it was pretty much, i had a fun time with kyle and i havent seen him in forever so, yep, i had missed him alot, so that was about it. o yeah, and emily smith sucks cause she wouldnt dance with me, lol. but i still luv her!

<33ashley

10 more days until i have to go back to school, nooooo!