| wow, its been awhile...I just started my second semester in college. Last semester was pretty tough trying to get everything done. I try really hard to please my parents, but it seems no matter what i do, its always the wrong thing. I want my parents to be happy with me, but i also want to be able to be happy too. I know though that i have really got to buckle down on my studies though if i wanna go to ORU next year. I really believe i can do it, i just know that i need to really pray about it and give up all my cares to God cause i know that He will take care of everything. I have so much on my mind right lately that i actually locked my keys inside my car two times in one day here recently. Im trying to get everything organized, but there is sooo much to get organized. i tried to start organizing some the stuff this morning and i saw that i have soo much to do. Im gonna try to not get stressed out and just take everything one step at a time. Ive noticed that i have to read alot more than i did last semester, but i love to read, so hopefully ill be ok with that. I think that i will really enjoy most of my classes cause they seem pretty cool. The only class that i haven't been to yet is my speech class which sorta scares me, one, cause i have to get up in front of everyone and talk and i hate doing that, and two, cause it is 3 hours long. But hey, you know what, it seems like a lot of blog entries that i see are people complaining about something and they want to vent it out. Well, i guess that's what i just did, but now that i think about it, i need to stop complaining so much a look at the positive side of things. For one thing, i know that God has a special plan for my life and that if i just keep trusting Him, then i know that plan will be fulfilled. I just have to see that these tough situations that i go through will hopefully just make me stronger and that very soon, God will take me out of them and bring me back into a season that is peaceful. God has been sooo very good to me. I don't deserve anything that he has done for me, but yet, he still loves me and wants me to be happy. All i know is that i just can't wait till i get to see my creator face to face and be able to tell him how much he has meant to me and how much i love him :D |
