well wut can i say ?? ever since my last post my life kinda turned upside down into a living hell and all ive wanted is to die ... and if rumor is correct i will be gettin ride of this site or at least not updatin it much more and yall can check out pyro_babe ... but its not offical yet so yea ... well lets c tues. andrew told me that we were on a break *long ass story* but main gyst is he said that we would probably b bak together lyk well yest *friday* so yea .... n then wed i went to diving and that wuz the best thing for me and i wish i could go every day cuz it relieves all my stress for lyk 2 or 3 hrs and then i just feel better and yea i get my mind off things and think more clearly at the same tym ... but yea ... so i did good for the first tym bak since lyk julyish ... ummm then thurs nothing big ... other than drama n shyt w/ the andrew situation which if u dont kno too bad im not explain nemore cuz it hurts too much and its all so confusing and idk nemore so i just quit ... ummm then yest. went to skewl really upset goin to first but refused to cry cuz i wunted to be better than that n then got kinda hyper/bitchy/pissed all at once for lyk the rest of the day ... then came home and packed shyt for mom and dad so they could go to the soccer tournament this wkend n shyt ... they left bout 4ish ... then steveo came over round lyk 10 n we hung out w/ me and his bro n his cuz n we were all just talkin then we watched a movie n they all just left a lil bit ago ... ummm talked to megan on the phone ... interesting shyt im hearin ... w/e ... dont give two fucks!! ... well yea idk wut else to write and im tired and i think im gonna go change the laundry one more tym and then probably cover the stressle for breakfast and head to bed ... dunno mayb lil hw ... havent decided ... tired ... stressed ... confused ... hurt ...

princess?? or aj ??
i have nothing to say to u right now cept we need to sit down n talk AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!! and i dont wunna do it online or over the phone i wunna do it in person if possible so yea ... neway ...laterz .........................................

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when you go, I'll let you be
but you're killing everything in me </3