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Saturday, October 08, 2005

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 11:04:34 GMT

well wut can i say ?? ever since my last post my life kinda turned upside down into a living hell and all ive wanted is to die ... and if rumor is correct i will be gettin ride of this site or at least not updatin it much more and yall can check out pyro_babe ... but its not offical yet so yea ... well lets c tues. andrew told me that we were on a break *long ass story* but main gyst is he said that we would probably b bak together lyk well yest *friday* so yea .... n then wed i went to diving and that wuz the best thing for me and i wish i could go every day cuz it relieves all my stress for lyk 2 or 3 hrs and then i just feel better and yea i get my mind off things and think more clearly at the same tym ... but yea ... so i did good for the first tym bak since lyk julyish ... ummm then thurs nothing big ... other than drama n shyt w/ the andrew situation which if u dont kno too bad im not explain nemore cuz it hurts too much and its all so confusing and idk nemore so i just quit ... ummm then yest. went to skewl really upset goin to first but refused to cry cuz i wunted to be better than that n then got kinda hyper/bitchy/pissed all at once for lyk the rest of the day ... then came home and packed shyt for mom and dad so they could go to the soccer tournament this wkend n shyt ... they left bout 4ish ... then steveo came over round lyk 10 n we hung out w/ me and his bro n his cuz n we were all just talkin then we watched a movie n they all just left a lil bit ago ... ummm talked to megan on the phone ... interesting shyt im hearin ... w/e ... dont give two fucks!! ... well yea idk wut else to write and im tired and i think im gonna go change the laundry one more tym and then probably cover the stressle for breakfast and head to bed ... dunno mayb lil hw ... havent decided ... tired ... stressed ... confused ... hurt ...

princess?? or aj ??
i have nothing to say to u right now cept we need to sit down n talk AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!! and i dont wunna do it online or over the phone i wunna do it in person if possible so yea ... neway ...laterz .........................................

~ QUOTE ~

when you go, I'll let you be
but you're killing everything in me </3

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 15:36:54 GMT

lookin thru astorlogy shyt and this is wut i found bout me and andrew *im taurus and hes scorpio* .... really sounds lyk it fits huh? .... well probably more quiz results or sumthing in this entry too bored to do much else and dont wunna do hw ... too stressed ... dont really kno y tho ... w/e ... here it is ....

When Taurus and Scorpio come together in a love affair, their union is nothing if not intense, whether that's in a positive or a negative way. They are opposite Signs in the Zodiac, giving them a special, complex connection. They can combine to make a whole, each partner's strengths balancing the other's weaknesses. Their sexual attraction is likely to be off the charts! Taurus and Scorpio have tons in common, but because their personalities are so powerful, they often swing between passionate love and passionate disagreement! Taurus and Scorpio both have deep desires, Taurus for possessions and Scorpio for power. They're both concerned with wealth and resources, and they're both intensely passionate about all sorts of things. Taurus is a bit more self-focused than Scorpio, who is more concerned with their lover and immediate family. Both of these Signs have a great, deep-rooted need for security in a relationship, but with slightly different focuses. While Taurus prizes honesty and forthrightness and abhors infidelity, Scorpio loves to be mysterious. A Scorpio's need for security is more about the need to be constantly reassured that their emotional connection with their loved one is strong. The good thing is, Taurus needs this reassurance too--and is also willing to provide it for their Scorpio lover. Taurus is ruled by Venus (Love and Money) and Scorpio is ruled by Mars (Passion) and Pluto (Power). This combination is very intense, thanks to Pluto's influence, but it's an excellent balance of masculine and feminine energy. Scorpio and Taurus together form the basis of all love relationships--love and passion. Venus and Mars go well together; Venus is about the beauty of romance, and Mars is about the passion of romance. Scorpio is smoldering and intense (and intensely sexual), and Taurus, a sensual and tireless lover, is attracted to this intensity. In turn, Scorpio enjoys the devotion inherent in Venus-ruled Taurus.

Taurus is an Earth Sign and Scorpio is a Water Sign. Scorpio tends to be very deep--like an ocean, too much upset will cause a tidal wave! When Scorpio feels crossed by a lover, watch out for that Scorpion's tail, which can whip out and sting their lover without warning! It's a good thing that these two Signs are so strongly loyal to each other. But while Taurus is open, with everything laid bare on the surface, Scorpio is more secretive and inscrutable. They can both teach one another about their opposite views of life (direct versus complex). Another factor adding a tantalizing dimension to this union is the two Signs' mutual tendency toward jealousy. Taurus loves it when Scorpio displays their jealousy--it means Taurus is adored and appreciated! Taurus and Scorpio are both Fixed Signs. This means they're both pretty stubborn and resolute once their minds are made up. Let's hope their minds agree--if not, they're prone to fights the likes of which neither experiences with any other Sign. Taurus seems to prevail as the dominant partner, but that's not always the case. Scorpio can 'win' through more devious means, such as employing emotional manipulation to get what they want. These partners must learn to discuss their views and needs openly and to reach a compromise if they want their union to be lasting and happy. This largely depends on Scorpio's ability to learn to trust Taurus. The relationship will only fail if the two partners truly cannot overcome their opinionated, fixed stances. What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Scorpio relationship? Their powerful connection that can shine when obstacles to intimacy are cleared away. When Scorpio realizes that Taurus is there for the long term and won't create the misery that some Scorpios attract to their lives, this relationship can blossom.

Monday, October 03, 2005

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 23:28:14 GMT

wow ok sry i havent updated in forever ... ummm so my wkend wuz up and down and yea ... friday nothin much happened ... sat. went bowling for league didnt do great or bad just kinda ehh ... 129 - 153 - 139 so yea ... not horrible ... then came home n wrked my ass off kissin my bitch ass mom's ass then andrew came over around 6 n we hung out till lyk 10:30 or so ... and yea had a good tym ... i really love him so ... much ... and im really happy so yea ... then sun ... went to the church vball thing did ok i guess ... then choir n yf n that wuz kinda interesting to say the least ... then today ....

welll yea started out kinda ehh didnt wunna get up wuz really tired and shyt but got up and got my ass to skewl and go to see andrew ... which always makes my day n we had extra tym so he walked me the entire way to first period which wuz nice and it made things even better for me ... ummm then int. off. wuz w/e then went to span and got bak out test and I GOT AN A!! FUCK YEA !! i wuz so happy u dont understand then precalc bored me to hell then lunch got to see andrew ... talked to steveo a lil and i wuz just lyk ick he needs to stop ... then 5th got the shyt scared outta me cant really explain but yea ... and then 6th wrote andrew a note just cuz of the events in 5th but its all good then 7th i got pissed at the dumb fuck heads in my class ... go fuckin figure they r so stupid !!! grrr i wunna hit them !! then got to see andrew and that made things good then tonight nothing real big goin on ... mom gave me money to sign up for PSAT's and that shyt ... found out mom and dad are gonna b gone later than i thot on sun !! happyness !! lmao ... ummm yea open diving on mon and wed now ... may or may not b riding the bus depends if i can convince dad to pick me up for prac. or not !! but yea thatll b good ... i mean ill b sore as fuck and ill start gettin bruises again but hey w/e i love to dive so its all good ... ummm yea dunno wut else to say .... get night tonight w/ the texts i had goin on ... not gonna post or nething but im super happy w/ myself and shyt thats happening cant wait to tell certain ppl !! otherwise im done ...

princess
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !! XOXOXOXO ... god i cant wait for this wkend ... u mean the world to me and im so glad that we r gonna b together forever ... c u in the morning ... cant wait ...

Monday, September 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 19:51:56 GMT

well hopefully ill have tym to really update this later and all but right now i wuz takin a break from hw and cleanin and shyt and lookin at quotes and i found one that finially explains my past ... yea and a lot of u may not kno this past but here u go to understand it ....

It wasn't a suicide attempt ;; it was an escape from
everything awful. When we cut, we control our own pain,
& we make it stop whenever we want. Physical pain relieves
mental angiush. For that brief moment, the pain of cutting
is the only thing in the cutter's mind. & when the others come
back, they're weaker. Drugs do that too, & sex, but not like
cutting ;; nothing is like cutting

and thats exactly wut is is ... i mean idk how many tymz i tried to explain to ppl y i did it and how hard it is to stop and y it still crosses my mind when i get really pissed cuz all i could say is its lyk an addiction and i never knew how else to say it but i htink this quote explains it really well and yea just so ppl kno i havent cut myself since april or so ... which is a really really long tym when it comes to me so yea and i think its gonna keep goin cuz i have a few ppl who r really pushin to make sure im always ok and watchin out for me and stuff and my lyfs gettin bak on track and things r comin bak around so yea ... but real update later bout my wkend ... well sat. and sun. and my day and wut not ... till then laterz all

princess
babe u kno ur one of the ppl who really brought me to start to stop cuz u really really cared and were really really concerned and understood and yea u just knew me so well and u kno me even better now ... and yea ... well i love u ... and ill ttyl ... xoxoxo

Five reasons to date a skater
1-THEY WILL WEAR PROTECTION IF IT'S GONNA BE ROUGH.
2-THEY LIKE TO WAX THINGS BEFORE THEY GRIND'EM.
3-THEY WILL MAKE A NEW MOVE UP EVERYTIME.
4-THEY WILL GET DOWN AND DIRTY IF THEY NEED 2.
5-AS LONG AS THEY REACH THEIR GOAL, THEY WILL DO IT FOR HOURS AT A TIME.

found it and totally loved it so yea ... just thot i would put it in here ... that update may end up happenin tom. cuz i still have a shyt load of hw to do ... *sighs* oh well ... laterz all ...

princess
i cant wait till all OUR dreams and plans start forming OUR FUTURE!!

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 01:22:56 GMT

whoot fun night ... hung w/ chelease and andrew all night and yea ... just a blast !! an i love andrew so much and yea i just cant believe its so great .... *grins* but yea ... we hung out and did dishes and luandry and took care of the kids and just had a good tym and it wuz fun ... then we went bowlin and i totally kicked his ass ... 155, 161, 163, 148, 202, 148 ... yea and i dont remember his scores ... i think he deff. got at least a 120 so yea ... well then he decide this is our song ..

Artist: Kenny Chesney Lyrics

Song: You Had Me From Hello Lyrics

One word, that's all was said,
Something in your voice called me, turned my head.
Your smile captured me, you were in my future as far as I could see.
And I dont know how it happened, but it happens still.
You ask me if I love you, if I always will.........

Well, you had me from "Hello"
I felt love start to grow the moment I looked into your eyes,
You won me, it was over from the start.
You completely stole my heart, and now you won't let go.
I never even had a chance you know?
You had me from "Hello"

Inside I built a wall so high around my heart, I thought I'd never fall.
One touch, you brought it down
Bricks of my defenses scattered on the ground
And I swore to me that I wasn't going to love again
The last time was the last time I'd let someone in

Well, you had me from "Hello"
I felt love start to grow the moment I looked into your eyes,
You won me, it was over from the start.
You completely stole my heart, and now you wont let go.
I never even had a chance you know?
You had me from "Hello"

Thats all you said
Something in your voice calls me, turns my head
You had me from "Hello"
You had me from "Hello"
Girl, I've loved you from "Hello"

so yea thats my update cuz im kinda tired and shyt so yea ... well thats all till later

princess
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !! thanx for a great tym and all ur help !!

Monday, September 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 18:29:14 GMT

well im bored and i should b doin hw but i just dont wunna so yea ... and i dont have nething to write about i mean i could write about stuff if i wunted but dont feel lyk it ... so yea .... SURVEY !! ha ha ha .. havent done one in a while but yea here it goes ...

About You . . .
o1. Name? A.J. SMITH
o2. Height? 5'5"
o3. Hair Color? BROWN, RED, BLACK, BLONDE
o4. Clothing style? W/E I FEEL LYK WEARING
o5. Most missed memory? HERSHEY W/ ANDREW
o6. If you had to label yourself - what would you say? WELL I WOULDNT SAY CUZ I WOULDNT LABEL MYSELF
o7. What grade are you in? 11
o8. How old are you? 16
o9. What is your religion? UNITED METHODIST *CHRISTIAN*
1o. Birthday? 5 - 8 - 89

Favorite. . .
o1. Band? DEPENDS ON MY MOOD
o2. Color? BLACK, PURPLE
o3. Brand? ANGEL
o4. Food? STUFFED SHELLS
o5. Animal? CATS
o6. Sport? DIVING
o7. Instrument? NONE
o8. Song? LISTEN TO UR HEART BY DHT *CURRENTLY*
o9. Style? W/E I FEEL LYK ... NOT PREPPY
1o. Website? XANGA/EARTHLINK
11. Music genre? COUNTRY/RAP
12. Teacher? MRS. ESCHERMAN *SP*
13. Relative? COUSIN KATIE
14. School subject? MATH
15. Article of clothing? TANKS
16. Anti/Pro-Drug statement? UHHH
17. Pattern? NONE
18. Candy? REESE'S PEANUT BUTTER CUPS
19. Book? DUNNO
2o. Earing type? LONG DANGLY
21. TV Show? SURVIVOR
21. Movie? GREASE
22. Flower? RED ROSE
23. Number? 3/13
24. Word? FUCK
25. Guys name? DUNNO
26. Girls name? ANASTASIA
27. Video game? SSX TRICKY I GUESS
28. Saying? OMG
29. College? NONE
30. Sports team? NONE *STEELERS*

This or That? . . .
o1. Bush or Kerry? NEITHER
o2. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? NEITHER
o3. Classic Rock or Punk? PUNK
o4. Sissors or Knives? KNIVES
o5. Hug or Kiss? KISSES
o6. Flashlight or Candle? CANDLE
o7. Pants or Shorts? PANTS
o8. Sports or Veggitating? SPORTS
o9. Lollypop or Chocolate? LOLLYPOP
1o. TV Show or Movie? MOVIE
11. Stool or Recliner? RECLINER
12. Conservative or Liberal? NEITHER
13. Looks or Personality? PERSONALITY
14. Stomach-ache or Head-ache? HEAD-ACHE
15. Music or No Music? MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC
16. Broadways or Hollywood Productions? HOLLYWOOD
17. Cows or Donkeys? COWS
18. Mashed Potatoes or Fried Potatoes? DEPENDS
19. Black or Blue? BLACK
2o. Mentally Disabled or Physically Disabled? DUNNO HARD ONE!!

Bold the Ones that Apply . . .
o1. I still watch Barney
o2. I feel alone.
o3. I wish my life would just end.
o4. I love my life.
o5. Spongebob is freaking sweet.
o6. Labels are awesome.
o7. I just don't care anymore.
o8. I am in/want to go to college.
o9. My favorite kind of candy is chocolate.
1o. I play an instrument
11. I am on a sports team or I am trying out for one.
12. I spend most of my life on the computer.
13. When I am bored and have nothing to do, I usually resort to surveys like these
14. I am fantastic.
15. The color orange turns me on.
16. I love going to the beach.
17. My favorite stores are A&F, Hollister, Aeropostale or some other preppy store.
18. I don't shop by brand names.
19. Music is my life.
2o. I have an icon/layout/survey/music site here on Xanga.

Current . . .
o1. Wearing ... GYM SHORTS, TANK AND TEE
o2. Listening To ... RADIO
o3. Eating ... CRACKERS
o4. Drinking ... WATER
o5. Talking To ... NO1
o6. Watching on TV ... NADA
o7. Thinking About ... ANDREW
o8. Weather ... SUNNY
o9. Make-up ... NONE
1o. Shoes ... NONE
11. Socks ... NONE
12. Earings ... HEART POST W/ DANGLY BACK
13. Bracelets/Anklets ... NONE THEY ARE IN MY PURSE
14. Necklaces ... WHITE SHELL
15. Random Thought ... I AM SO HAPPY W/ ANDREW!!

Random . . .
o1. Name - PRINCESS
o2. Birthday - 5-8-89
o3. Birthplace - KITTANING, PA
o4. Current Location - CARLISLE, PA
o5. Eye Color - BROWN
o6. Hair Color - BROWN, RED, BLONDE, BLACK
o7. Height - 5'5"
o8. Right or Left handed? - RIGHT
o9. Your Herritage - TOO MUCH
1o. Shoes you wore today? FLIP FLOPS W/ MONKEYS
11. Your Weakness?- ROSES AND CARING WHEN I SHOULDNT
12. Your Fears? - GETTING HURT
13. Your Perfect Pizza - EXTRA CHEESE AND SAUSAGE
14. Goal you would like to achieve this year - STAY W/ ANDREW AND GOOD GRADES AND HANG W/ MY GURLS MORE
15. Most overused phrase on IM - LOL or LMAO
16. First Thought Waking Up? - I GET TO SEE ANDREW SOON/SHYT I DIDNT DO ... W/E
17. What do you want to be when you grow up?- MATH TEACHER
18. Your Bedtime- WHENEVER I FEEL LYK IT
19. Most missed memory? HERSHEY W/ ANDREW
2o. Pepsi or Coke? PEPSI
21. McDonalds or Burger King? - MCDONALDS/NEITHER
22. Single or Group Dates? SINGLE
23. Lipton or Nestea? NEITHER
24. Chocolate or Vanilla? VANILLA
25. Cappucino or Coffee? NEITHER
26. Do you smoke? NOPE
27. Do you swear? FUCK YEA
28. Do you sing? EHH YEA
29. Do you shower daily? UHH DUH!
3o. Have you been in love? I AM IN LOVE
31. Do you want to go to college? YEPPERZ
32. Do you want to get married? YEP
33. Do you beleive in yourself? SUMTYMZ
34. Do you get motion-sickness? YES N NO
35. Do you think you are attractive? SUMTYMZ
36. Are you a health freak? NOPE
37. Do you get along with your parents? DEFFINATELY NO!
38. Do you like thunderstorms? NO ... JUST LIGHTENING STORMS I HATE THUNDER
39. Do you play an instrument? NOPE
4o. What country do you most want to visit? SPAIN

so there u have it im done for now ... real update later ?

princess
i love you babe!!!

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 22:37:59 GMT

ok well im too lazy to actually update ... but yea some quotes that really made me smile ... just cuz they are so true !!

i love how you hold me. i love how you tell me im beautiful. i love how you look at me funny when i say something stupid. & i love how you make me happy. i love how you smile when i see you & i love how you laugh when i say something random or just stupid* i love the face you make when i snort &i love how you ask me if im alright when i cant stop laughing and i love how you make me f e e l. i love how you tell me i look cute and i love how you like my pajamas. i l-o-v-e how you talk about music for hours. i love how you say the sweetest things to me. i love how you whisper in my hear and how you squeeze me so hard when i hug you. i love how i can talk to you for hours about religion, or music, or family and you¡¯ll always listen. i love how we call each other as soon as we wake up & i love how you sound when i wake you up. i love how you want to spend every second, minute, hour and day with me & i love how how you squeeze my hand. i love how you rub my back and kiss my neck. i love how you lay next to me and tell me that every thing is perfect. i love how everything really is perfect. i love how you see the person i really am. i love how you say we are perfect for each other. i love how you make me cry, but not because im upset or sad, or because youu hurt me but because you made me the happiest person ever. i love how i anticipate seeing you. i love how you kiss me and i love how i look at the empty space in my bed--wishing that you were filling it. i love how i get nervous when i see you, but i feel more comfortable with you than i do with a n y o n e else. i love how my parents love you. i love how you deal with my picky eating habits. i love how you worry about me and take care of me. i love how you pay for me when we go places because no one has ever done that. i love how you insist everything is going to be alright. i love how you keep me warm when im cold and i love how you give me weird looks at awkward moments. i love how important i am to you and i love how i can make you happy. i love how you write me notesconstantly. i love how you make sure i stay in line. i love how i only want to be with you and i have how only i think about you. i love how i stop everything because i get distracted and have to call you. i love how you sit with me everyday after school and keep me company. i love how you are when you are with your family. i love being wiht your family. i love how i can see myself with you forever. i love how we talk about being together forever. i love how you think i have cute feet & i love how you tickle me. i love how you get mad when someone says something to upset me. i just love e v e r y s i n g l e thing about you<3

you want to know what i love most about us ?
i love how comfortable we are with each other
i love how we can endlessly crack on each other
but never take the teasing to heart. i love how you
laugh like a little boy when i'm tickling you. i adore
how when i walk away from you when we are
fighting you try to stay mad at me but then you run
after me for the fear of losing me. i love you and
everything about you. the look in your 'beautiful
blue eyes when we kiss or sometimes when i'
fall asleep on you *and you stay up and watch me
i love how i can call you anytime i need to and you
never cease to make me smile.

If he's the first thing u think about when you wake up

and the only thing u think of when ur awake, & the last

thing u think about when u sleep, then he must be really

special <3

ok so yea ... thats my update for now ... too tired to write anymore ... just gonna go shower and do my hair for tom ... twist so i have to do em now .. but yea ... good mood i guess .. other than a few threats from mom but w/e ... i guess ill live ... laterz all

princess
i love you more than words can explain ... and yea ... idk wut to say i had a blast yest. minus my mom ... but still ... lol ... but ill c u in my dreams here in a lil and in the mornin and yea muah ... i love you and miss you ...

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 20:25:33 GMT

ok well feeling super loved right now by every1 by my whole 2 comments ... lmao ... jp but it would b nice to have a few more comments ... ok so yea ... things r up and down my grades are well still good just hard and idk i guess i have to wrk harder !! grrr dont wunna ... well yea otherwise got a new cell which is totally awesome !! so happy !! lol ummm me and andrew are as close as ever and i love just sittin in lunch talkin to him and bein stupid and everything ... ummm yea chem lab tom ... kinda hopin there is some fire involved cuz yall kno i love fire from my other xanga ... lol ... which by the way i would lyk comments on there too ... so pick a site and comment even if u just say hi !! ... lol ... bla bla bla ... bored .... should b doin hw but its not all easy but ima do it neway ... well more sum other tym ... only 39 more min till i get to tlak to andrew !! whooot so miss him ... and yea i kno i just saw him lyk 5 hrs. ago but thats a really long tym ... i mean i can barely go 5 min w/o him ... obivously i survive cuz of classes and shyt but yall get my point ... lmao ... well yea not much else to write ... oh yea quimby is fuckin stupid he kept goin on his lecture after the bell rang and we all walked out while he wuz talkin it wuz funny i wuz lyk fuck u dude i have a bus to catch and shyt ... well im off to do hw ... laterz ..

princess
i will love you for forever not a day less ... and should u live till forever i want to live till forever minus one cuz i dont ever wunna go one day w/o u ... save a rail grind a skater *not mine* .... ok thats all i really have to say ... i love you babe and i cant wait till we get the apartment together and i just hope this lasts cuz ive never had butterflies lyk this or smiled as much as i do when ur around ... muah !!! talk to u soon ... xoxoxoxo ... love u !!

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 19:42:38 GMT

OMG THIS WKEND WUZ AWESOME !!

ok well friday wuz nothin special watched the kids and shyt but otherwise it wuz just w/e and shyt ... then ...

SATURDAY ...
go to go to hershey w/ my babe !! and lyk we got there round 12 or so and he and i took the three boys *youngest kids* and went and we rode the coal cracker then we went and were headed towards the kidie train thing or w/e then we got dip n dots and he wuz feeding me and omg it wuz just so cute and we were bein stupid and shyt then we went and took caleb to ride the water slides then we went and rode the train and the ppl behind us were speakin spanish and i wuz all lyk hmmm and tryin to translate it and all and that wuz well stupid of me ... ha ha cuz i cant speak spanish worth shyt but i did get sum of it then we went and rode the tiny timbers ride which is lyk the coal cracker but smaller and slower lmao ... so yea and the lil ones really lyked that then by this tym it wuz roun 5:45 so we headed to meet my rents for dinner at familiga or w/e that one pizza place is ... and we were all actin stupid and it wuz great cuz andrew just fit in perfect w/ my family and all us hangin out and then andrew and i took shelby and caleb and they rode the fun slides cuz the line for the wild mouse and choas were too long so yea then he and i got sum tym to really just sit and talk and were talkin bout him not lyk the ferris wheel and all this shyt and y i didnt lyk the wild mouse and yea then we went and got in line for the claw and rode it ... then we met w/ mom and dad there and andrew and i got to go off on our own for lyk an hr and OMG totally forgot on the way to the claw he bought a keychain and it wuz so fuckin cute !! yea neway so him n i together ... we rode the falcon even tho he doesnt lyk hieghts he did it just for me .... then we went and rode the kissing tower and it wuz beautiful cuz at this point it wuz lyk 9 pm and it wuz just amazing out ... then we went and met up w/ mom and shelby and caleb and ashton *dad and dean were at kiddie rides* so yea ... and then shelby and caleb rode a couple things and then we went and took the pixers of the lil ones on the kiddie rides and daddy took pixers of us together and it wuz awesome and then on the way home i sat on his lap cuz we didnt have enoff seats ... and idk it wuz just perfect ...

SUNDAY ...
ok so yea today wuz deano's bday party and so andrew wuz gonna come over and hang out and then i decided to invite megan cuz we talked for lyk 1 1/2 hrs on the phone on sat. night and all so yea NEWAY ... so yea we all had a total blast and andrew hung out till bout 5 and megan wuz here till bout 7 which it all wuz just so much fun cuz i love bein w/ andrew and i swear megan and i were so just bein ourselves and havin a blast and shyt and omg it wuz awesome !! and yea idk i cant describe it cuz i cant ... but yea im just so happy ... so yea im totally on cloud 9 and i dont ever wunna come down ...

so yea that wuz bout my wkend cept now im babysittin and cleanin and doin hw and waitin for andrew to call and yea i gotta find clothes for tom. and shyt so yea thats bout it i just dont wunna end this ...

princess
omg am i in shock and i just wunna scream idk well yea thats all i can say to u but I LOVE YOU and im the happiest gurl in the world and i just dont ever wunna end all this fun that we have ... so yea ... ill talk to u soon ... xoxoxoxo ... love you babe ...

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 21:08:55 GMT

ok well i can update now cuz im so ... happy !! lol ok well yea ive been waitin all wk to find out if andrew wuz comin to hershy w/ me on sat. and guess wut ??? HE IS !!! WHOOT !! LMAO ... im so hyper now cuz ive been waitin to hear that he can go for the last lyk 24 hrs cuz last night wuz a mayb so yea .... hearing a yes just made my night and ahhh lol ... only prob is we all have to cram in the van even tho there r only 7 seats we r puttin 8 ppl in but w/e ... its worth it and on the way home we will have another vehicle *meetin ppl there* lol ...

NEWHOZ ... grades r lookin good ... gettin happier cuz im bring things up kinda started the yr a lil ruff but theyll all b A's in the end ... or so i hope lol ... i guess they kinda have to b since im in NHS *national honor society* so yea ... hmmm wut else well yea chem wuz fun today played w/ fire amazed whole bunches of ppl cuz they didnt kno wut to do w/ shyt and i wuz all lyk ok lets fly thru this cuz its really easy and i did and all and they r all lyk huh ? and its mostly math so for those of u who kno me u kno i love math so that makes it really easy ... ummm yea pixers tom ... hope they turn out good a lil worried bout it but i guess w/e happens happens ... i get mine first period so i hope my hair isnt too messed up or nething lyk that ... wut else uhhh yea gym is well interesting ... me doin archery *sp* well yea im not so good lmao but w/e its kewl ... umm yea not much else to say ... just kinda outta it now ... gotta go do all my readin hw and my chem that i totally forgot i had till now lmao .... oh well idk when ill b goin to bed once again ... ah ha ... w/e ... more sum other tym ...

PLEASE COMMENT I FEEL SLIGHTLY UNLOVED !!

princess
babe i am so happy ur comin w/ us its gonna b a blast cuz i kno how we r around eachother and all and yea im just gonna have a blast bein w/ u and all ... wow guess wut ?? I LOVE YOU ha ha and yea u r gettin stuff for u bday u dont kno wut and u wont till then *if i can keep my mouth shut hopefully* so yea ... ull get ur surprise not wut we talked about at lunch but other things so yea ... MUCH LUV .... XOXOXOXO .... cant wait till sat. .... muah ... love u babe