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I'm tired, my head hurts, and Mike thinks I lead him on, which is totally not what my intentions were. At fist I thought there was some potential, but it just didn't work out like I thought it would. I just let it go longer than I should have. Now I'm suffering the concequences. He has to bring up love every time we talk and it's just geting rediculous.
Well, on a lighter note, I had rehearsal today. Justin has a pretty nice voice. He might benifit from listening just a little closer to the music. Once or twice he got really off key, but that happens to everyone once in a while. I sounded really awful when I sang this one note. It was so bad that I had to slap myself! Well, not really, but I did knock off my glasses. It was great.
I love Queen like no other.
I really can't think at all anymore, so I'm stopping here.
Ciao | | |
| Mood -  (Yes, I'm just that bored.)
So, lets forget about the band for a minute. I don't really want to think about it right now.
NEWSFLASH!
Wow, you're really on the edge of your seat, huh?
ANTICI-
-pation.
Yay for relationships.
For those of you who don't know already, I broke up with Mike. It's not that he's awful or whatever you might think, it's just that it wasn't there for me, so I did what I had to do. Don't get all mad at me, please. It's nothing against him.
Now all I have to do is get that wannabe Eminem to stop hitting on me. He's nice, he's just not my type. I mean, anyone who 'inconspicuously' touches my ass within the few hours that I first meet him is little not really someone I'd go for. So, no touchie. It was pretty funny though.
Now the trick is finding a way to see/talk to Zach more often. Yes, I still like him. Leave me alone.
Otherwise, life is pretty uneventful. I'm going to a friends house to watch The Rocky Horror Picture Show and I have a sick image of Devin naked in my head. It's disturbing. Yeah, thanks Shandi. I'll get you back, don't worry.
Ciao! | | |
| Mood -  (Okay, I'm not really that happy.)
I had my first band rehearsal today! It was so very special. We tried playing Crazy Train and I met the other bass guitarist. See, I'm melodic, he's rhythmic. Though he has absoloughtly no rhythm at all. He likes to play around on his guitar and look at me when I watch him play these random songs and he always has his amp way up so I can't even hear myself. I'm better than him though, so its all good!
More Later... | | |
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Have you ever drawn something that just keeps showing up over and over? I mean, you'll sketch something and then later you sketch the same thing and you just keep on doing it. And then you realize why you're doing it.
Here's the thing. I keep on drawing this girl in a chair and it looks like she's stuck there. there aren't any ropes, but she looks like she's in pain. Not her face, her face is covered by her hair, but her pose just looks so tense like she's being hurt. Like she's being held there against her will. And as bad as I feel about it, all that comes to mind when I try to interpret it is Mike.
I'll let you think about that.
Well, things look cool with all my friends! They've gotten over my fabulous looks! *flips hair* Though I'm probably not going to get many more friends if I keep doing that. lol. Well, ZP! I'm a secratary! Go me! Not a big part, but hey, its a pretty good start in my book, considering they hardly even know me yet at TC. I didn't audition for a large role anyway, so it's cool.
Now is the time where I take my leave!
Ciao | | |
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OK, time to write something! I know you guys are just hanging on my every word!
Well, let's see... I've been feeling so... Uninspired lately. Writers block and whatnot. I hardly even have any ideas for photos anymore. I've been trying to squeeze out some creativity, but its just so difficult. It could be the side effect of a short week. I'll hope for plenty of inspiring happenings next week. Maybe Morgen will talk behind my back some more or Mike will break up with me. Maybe that will make me even more cold towards people, but hey, my heart chakara is already under-active so what's there to lose?
I FINALLY saw The Rocky Horror Picture Show! You have no idea how happy that makes me. It is such an awesome movie. I have to write a review on it for English though. Oh well, I'll have to spend whats left of my creative energy on homework. Yay for homework!
It frustrates me when Zach's not online. I hate not being able to talk to him. HATE HATE HATE! I might have to beat someone up.
Rrrrg... Homework.
Salut | | |
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