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Monday, February 26, 2007

My Own Poems/Lyrics

So I wrote some poems/lyrical stuff....

hey guys.....
I write a lot of like, poems/lyrical stuff, or whatever....I dont usually put this kind of stuff up, but someone really encouraged me to post it...please let me know what you think...and be brutally honest please....enjoy




Sunday, February 18, 2007

thewarbetweenthesheepandtheflower (original)

the war between the sheep and the flower
by: SP3

The hole in the wall is bleeding
While my knuckles are still screaming
From the frustration choking me
My eyes are still stinging
And my ears wont stop ringing
Since I heard these words
Only time could tell if it all went to hell
It's obvious now.

This engine is blown
But we've gotta fly now
In a distant dream
Her beauty devoured while I sleep
Every second I've wasted
Is another eternity

Unique, yet so naive
This cold current brings a fatal disease
She screams for solid walls she begs and pleads
To preserve the gift she shouldn't keep (to herself.)

For this pain I bring a simple cure,
To remedy this cold with my warmth
But my words are welcomed like a thief
In the night they'll steal
The thorn that tears the hand that feels.

Unique, yet so naive
This cold current brings a fatal disease
She screams for solid walls she begs and pleads
To preserve the gift she shouldn't keep (to herself.)

I'm done trying to be what you need
I fall short time and time again
Im only advertising what I'll give
And you can have my heart this time

(Unless this sheep has done the crime
Then tears will fall from the sky)

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The Season (original)

The Season
By:SP3

As they drove that night,
In his car,
She put on a song,
That stole his heart.
She had him believing,
It's not that far,
It could work,
Even though they're apart.
Summer it came and went,
She packed up and left,
They kissed goodbye,
But this time was different.

It started out wrong,
Too much change, shes lost,
Desperate nights and unending calls,
That changed late in the fall.
Now his phone rarely rings,
And her efforts not there,
His mind starts to question if she really cares,
Pulling him close she whispered into his ear,
I love you but, I'm sorry.

And she stays up late,
With her new friends,
Playing mindless games,
With heartless ends.
He stays up late,
Bearing bleeding pens,
Scribbing endless lines,
Spilling from his chest.

When the night is through,
She'll stumble to her room,
And opened the package,
From this guy she new.
Maybe she'll wonder just how it took,
For him to write such a catchy hook,
With hopes that old times might make her laugh,
But her insides have numbed to the past.
His last plea,
From a desperate heart,
The hopes of making a new start,
Ended in silence and a wasted note,
The answer, She never wrote.

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I Never Said I'd Forget (original)

I NEVER SAID I'D FORGET
for: EJ by SP3

Your tears they fall like bullets screaming from the heavens,
And tear through every inch of my heart.
But baby I won't lead you on,
Not one more step,
The fine line between right and wrong

(Chorus)
You spoke of trust but neglect to mention,
Your night of lust.
A mistake that won't be easily forgotten.
Well I,
Hid my eyes, Swallowed my pride, But choked on your deceit.
This time you've gone too far.

Fate dealt this blow,
Delivered by your lips,
When they were locked with his,
Betrayal by a kiss (How Ironic)!
Well lets pit what I know against what I feel,
And see who wins.
My broken heart will tip the scales (Against your favor)!

(Chorus)

(Bridge)
Maybe one day I will look you in the eye and tell you exactly what you did to me,
But for now just go on with your life cuz I've set myself free.

Oh baby I never said I would forget,
All the times I held you close.
This love I would never regret.
I look in your eyes and break, cause you lied.
Trust is something so crucial yet destroyed,

Much love my dear, we're a distant memory.
Much love my dear, we're a distant memory.

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Act 1, Scene 1 (original)

Act I Scene I
  For: EJ by SP3

Shakespeare's hands never failed,
To write the greatest of tragedies
Still today, pain prevails,
As we yearn to mend our broken hearts.

Two star crossed lovers died to save,
A love that was true.
I pray that I don't miss my cue,
To lay next to them with you.

These circles that we chose to run,
Are filled with lust, lies and deceit.
And will end with,
Tainted memories.

Our dialogue turns to monologues,
But I'll spit my lines with passion.
Only lacking heart.

And worry how you'll twist the words,
From my last confession.
But this show goes on.
So wish me luck,
And I will trust that one day my driver
Will bring me to your arms,
And take us safely home.

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

"Look at the stories He writes. There's one where the children of Israel are pinned against the Red Sea, no way out, Pharaoh and his army barreling down on them in a murderous fury. Then God shows up. There's Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, who get rescued only after they are thrown in a fiery furnace. Then God shows up. He lets a mob kill Jesus, bury Him...then He shows up. Do you know why God loves writing such incredible stories? Because He loves to come through. He loves to show us He has what it takes."

Wild at Heart, Sorry i took the book with me for the summer.....


Wednesday, May 10, 2006

i am heaven-sent...thought on SP 06

im rockin out and not tired at all...my mind works so i write....
man it has been an intense school year....i cant deny that the fall sucked...nah nothing sucked, it was hard and lonley even with people around...but i wasnt there i guess....spring was interesting and awesome...one of the greatest semesters possibly....my boys who let me crash on their couch so close to every night, i def loved every second, you guys are too good man and have a million memories and more to come...eskimo jacket....my future wifey and i fought, what the heck was that about, but theres nothing but love, cuz she is turning into me....but no worries it aint so bad.....to my candidate fry guys, who would never be on myspace hahah, you guys are awesome and we grew way too close....i loved it all...im stoked for next year, to the active bros...you guys def got us through, man the lessons i learned and friends i made, you guys are brothers no doubt, thank you for helping me to be who i am, and i will def continue to grow in me and with you guys...to my abbe sisters....there are def specifics in there and you know who you are....you gals are the best...from one letting me build forts and sleep in her room....to the girl who used me for my guitar...to a sarcastic sister...to whom is going to steal david blane with me...to some who visited my zoo, and gave me some intense interviews....and so many memories...thank you...you are too awesome....to those who let me vent, those who prayed for me, those who dealt with me, dealt with sarcasm, embraced my advice, good or bad, to those who never turned their backs...thank you...i also realized how great one solid kid was...i never saw him, maybe once or twice a month, who was always there for me and had my back no matter what....your def the best and this summer will be unstoppable, no doubt i love you man....finally to everyone who i missed, to some who refused to speak, some who disappeared, one that i missed the most....be true...i miss you... you know it...i lost two of the greatest dogs...nearly lost a sister to a car....got kittens and a puppy....moved out..moved back in....rocked out....freaked out...stressed out...cried....laughed...drank.....didnt sleep....got nicknames...got insulted....got lifted up....got broken down....damn near gave up on my faith...walked wit God....yelled at Him....turned away...came back....and will continue to try to follow....try to trust...and most of all continue to live....Thank You for what I am and thank You for the people who helped to make my life amazing and continue to...

theres my sophmore quote....Live, Love and Be Free
PBTAF and to be me....


Tuesday, March 28, 2006

well today was long and ugly....my sis was in a pretty bad car accident. she will be ok but she was pretty beat up....the reason why i write this if because this morning when i found out i was shocked...i like tried a bunch of different things to keep occupied but nothing worked...i wanted to do somthing but I couldnt....it hit me how powerless we really are....we cant change what happens and its so hard to deal with...it gets to hard its like theres nothing left to pray and hope there is something greater outthere listening...I know there is, and I know He's listening....but it was a real eye opener to who is in control, cause I couldnt do anything but wait and pray....i cant even imagine what it would feel like for someone who didnt believe in something greater...where can you place your hope..i dont know...well if you could please keep my sister and the other family in your prayers, and i hope that I can remember who is in control....take care guys

"I know our culture will sometimes understand a love for Jesus as weakness. There is a lie floating around that says I am supposed to do life alone, without any help, without stopping to worship something bigger than myself. But I actually believe there is something bigger than me, and I need for there to be something bigger than me. I need someone to put awe inside me; I need to come in second to someone who has everything figured out."
Blue Like Jazz



Sunday, March 26, 2006

please check this out and sign it...check the video in the bottom...take like 15 seconds out of ur life to see this messed up stuff...

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