Hmm.. holy crap, it's been a long time since I updated this biatch.. I got a LiveJournal, so I stuck to that for a while... I'm still sticking to it. But Maria, Gracie and Mark all have these things so I think I need to make a comeback to the team... TEAM 6A!!

College is absolutely amazing, I've learned a lot about myself.. what I'm capable of handling, and who my friends are. Tom and I broke up, my choice. Things got way out of hand. Not a lot to say there.

But Ken came into my life and swept me off my feet. :) He's amazing. We've been going out for over a month now, and it feels like we've known each other for so much longer. I for once can say that I have never been happier. I was never really a happy person, until I moved out of Fort Lee and into New York. But even then, I was still tied down by the friendships I had there. Now that they're overwith, I can finally concentrate on who I am and who I want to be.

And Ken has helped me so much with that already. Maria and I have gotten closer than we've ever been, and I've known her for 18 years, since the day I was born. (Pity for her..) I do love her like a sister, and pray that we stay this close for the rest of our lives. She's one whose friendship I never want to lose.. ever again. We've been through too much together and almost lost everything in high school because of petty bullshit.

In a way, we've both matured since then.. we were able to put it behind us.. We live on the same floor in the same dorm so it makes things so much easier when you just want to hang out in someone's room and listen to music, watch TV, or make fun of the weird people you live with :)

Alright, now that I think I've finally remembered how to work this damn thing, I'll update more. My LiveJournal is pretty extensive, so I won't delete it.. just have two, I guess. Completely pointless, but another means of procrastination when Microeconomics is staring you in the face :)

Mood:  Sick

i've been working, then going out and dealing w/ my parents. at least we went to NYU last weekend.. well, kinda. me, tom, wes, renee, timmy, eric, karen and rich decided to go to a bar, cafe creole, in the city. it's down the block from NYU... but the problem was.. we didn't leave until 10PM, got to the city about 11.. and i had to be home at 12:30... i wound up coming home at 2AM... and we stopped at gray's papaya to get $.75 hot dogs!!! lol

i wound up having 2 16oz glasses of long island iced tea *which were pretty DAMN strong.. and GOOD* half of tom's sex on the beach, and half of his melon bowl.. then a few sips of hennessy... and after that, i was GONE.. thank GOD eric was the designated driver. the waitress's face when he asked for water as we're all ordering $8 drinks.. HAHA PRICELESS

that was an interesting night... tom and eric crashed at wes's house.. so when i came to wake them up the next day, eric wouldn't wake up for shit.. we took incense and dog biscuits and put them in his mouth and took pictures of him lol.. then we put a dogbone on the zipper of his pants and let pongo, wes's dalmation, loose in the house... jumped on eric and practically ate his balls.. THAT IS GONNA BE A GREAT PICTURE!! eric finally woke up and flipped out about how the dog ripped out the flesh on his balls.. hehe

we're friggin horrible..

Mood:  Blah

Mood: Happy

I finally scanned some pictures!!! they're really blurry but if you click on them, they come out clearer =)

Here's me and tom and my graduation party..

Anotherone of me and tom in nyc on 42nd street.. yes, he's sticking his tongue out at me =(

tom and wes and the "tower" right before we started drinking the first night...

tom doesn't like my camera too much... yes yes i know he's skinny, he's 6'1'' and 129 lbs...

tom's dining room table halfway through the second night...

there's more to come!

Mood:Noncoherent