includes nostalgia, catchphrases, updates and farewell "...this is not goodbye forever...this is only goodbye for now. and if the time is right, im sure i will see u the future...thank u all" - jeff hardy, 2009 over 5 yrs ago, opendiary screwed up and deleted 6 mths worth of my blog entries...i thus left behind 4 yrs of blog entries and headed over here to xanga.... ive never talked much abt impt stuff...cuz dats just the kinda guy i am ...i just typed away, whatever came to mind...crap usually...a lil too much football but this is a footballer's blog...nice little outlet to rant, to share pics and some updates wif frens and a few ppl ive never met... a few developments over the past yr.....ive begun 2 work fulltime, less time to write and more stuff im not allowed to write....fewer ppl visit this place, less need to write... a lil reluctant to shut this down....thus the whole slow death crap...wat the fish... but hey i thot this week was a pretty good week to do so because i din wanna go down in a whimper....this week has been rather special....... got to meet kelvin's gf - yes hes finally attached n dats so great and hes realli freakin enjoying it and hes realli freakin mushy. i guess u learn sthg new everyday...... my beloved leeds provided me with highs i havent experienced for years as they beat man u live on tv in the fa cup after years of suffering.... the new sch year has started and im back with my kids including 2 classes of sec 4s - my 1st graduating students, so scary yet exciting at the same time. my 2nd yr of teaching now, and its realli a job dat u learn each and every day. i hope i wun ever have to let any of my kids down...... my fave wrestler ever bret hart made his return 12 years after being screwed by shawn michaels and vince mcmahon, symbollically burying the hachet and it was such an emotional moment. bret needed this closure to move on with his life and im genuinely happy for him.... and 1 other thing which i have decided not to talk about (becuz it wouldnt be appropriate and i wun be able to follow up in future entries anyway) but it has got me reflecting alot these few nites..nothing like some cliffhanger to end a tv series eh? and the last thing dat happens is of course the writing of this entry...no pics, no frills, just me sitting in front of the cmputer..watever comes to my head...i dunno if its the last time...who noes? another blog might come ur way via quintessential illusions sometime sooner or later....but this is the last one over here...thank u for dropping by over the years... and dats goodbye for now | 
