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Name: Kelly
Birthday: 12/18/1922
Gender: Female
Interests: Riding horses, hanging out with all my awesome friends, and being a Jesus Freak!
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Member Since:
3/23/2003
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| I just logged into the first day of the rest of my life. That's right. I joined facebook.
I also got my National Letter of Intent from Baylor to be on the equestrian team. It's looking prtety finalized. Baylor here I come. Sic'em bears! | | |
| Good weekend! Happy B-day Jenn!!!!! Had a prtety awesome weekend.
I had a jumping lesson today, havent had one for awhile. Peggy said Pal was getting fat  !
She said I have to do lots of conditioning if I want him fit enough to
not die on Greenwood's training cross country course at the end of the
month. Of course I don't want my baby to die, so I guess no more just
walking trail rides lol. Since he had so much time off from his surgery
then only light exercise for awhile he has lost some of his form. Oh
well, back to work this week! Lots of trot sets! Its cool though, I
cannot wait till Greenwood!
Counting down till Rolex. I cannot wait!
I'm in a bit better mood about college. Baylor is still looking good.
Everyone has problems paying for college, it's part of the experience
lol. I will go where I want to even if I have to take out some loans.
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| So I found out today she is going back this month. I'm not going,
neither is anyone else who was there. How she is going back... I just
dont know. Maybe for closure? I don't understand how she can ever go
back. Walk by the stall where is happen, it's impossible to avoid, our
row was the one by the show jumping arena. How she can walk through the
field, the one where the helicopter landed. How she can drive on the
roads we all traveled with fear in our hearts, unsure of how it would
all end, the ones we traveled when we left early, left for good, left
with sorrow in our hearts. How she can go back and compete there, the
place she last talked to her mom. I don't know. I cannot understand it.
I don't know if it's a good or bad thing. I wish it would go away.
I'm really depressed. Baylor may not work out like I thought it would.
I feel sort of like I've been kicked in the stomach. I'm scrambling for
back-ups, thinking how I don't feel I could be happy at any of them. I
feel like I'm constantly on the verge of tears. Where will I be in
Sept? I guess everyone Senior goes through this uncertainty, I just
though I had it all figured out.
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Slowly, I think I'm coming to terms with it. I guess. Very very slowly.
It's been an interesting week. Friend in jail, friend in hospital.
What else could happen? Glad it seems like everything is going to be ok
in all situations though.
I don't really have much to say. A bit of a rant really. Does anyone
else every feel like they could be surrounded by their friends, yet
none of them really have any idea what's going on inside you, because
they never ask?
Don't worry, I'm just peachy.
I cannot wait to hear from Baylor.
It's killing me. Sign on day is April 1st, aka Thursday and Jen's
B-day, yet I have yet to hear how much they are going to offer me in
scholarship money. *angry grumble*. ::sigh::
Check this awesomeness out. http://www.espree.com
Uh uh. That's MY horse on the cover page. Be sure to navigiate through
the horse products as well, Pal is on quite a few of them. Pal & I
are on the Arctic White Shampoo & Stain Remover together.
Yes bow down to me! Bow!
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