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Name: Kenya
Birthday: 6/3/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: Singing love songs to the love of my life...my joy...my peace...my everything...my GOD, reading African American literature, writing (poetry, songs, etc.), capturing the beauty of life thru photography, producing (plays, video, film, etc.), and lighting up the lives of others.
Expertise: I'm an expert at being a FRIEND :o)
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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Currently Listening
Testimony: Vol. 1, Life & Relationship
By India.Arie
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ok, time for a lil ranting

>>>>why are people such drones? Like forreal, what's up with these lil bright neon hoodies with funny lookin designs that I see every other dude sporting. Same that goes for every female that wants to wear a leather belt around the entirety of her waist. People see sumthin on a celebrity and just run with it. Not saying I don't think these things look cute on some people, but that's the key word...SOME people. EveryTHING isn't made for EveryONE. Know your body, know yourself, and know your style. 

>>>>what's up with these songs that have turned into social anthems? Ok, lets be real here, just becuz a celebrity said it, doesn't mean we all can follow their lead. Ok, everybody can't possibly be "BAAAALLLLIIIIN". Somebody is broke...actually, most of the folks singing it are. Well ok, i do sing it too lol...but look, i'm not gonna make it my middle name on facebook or anything...come on now.

And I won't lie, i do like the lil "upgrade u" song and "irreplaceable", but i'm not naive enough to think that I share some of the same characteristics as Beyonce. First of all, the closest thing I can probably relate to in "Irreplaceable" is the chorus, cuz i don't plan on buying a jag or a new wardrobe for a negro any time soon (don't trip tho...cuz I can still "have another you in a minute" tho *wink wink*). And that same theory can be applied to "upgrade u", girls are changin their names on myspace, blastin the ish from their cars, and quotin it all over the place. Mind u, most of these are from the ages 12-18. Heck, i'm 21...and I can't even upgrade a puppy at this point. Barely know how i'm gonna feed myself from day to day, so what i look like buying a dude some "purple labels". Mind you, i know i'm not "BALLIN", cuz i didn't even know what purple labels were...had to look that mess up when I first heard the song lol

>>>>speaking of Beyonce...why is she so inconsistent? How can u have an album that in one song you say "baby i won't shed a tear for you. Cuz the truth of the matter is, replacing you is so easy", and then in another you are "full of resentment" and "can't stop crying" over this negro? Lady, you can't be a pimp in one song...and then try to act all emotional in the next. Pimps don't get emotional mayne...just ask Pinky.

Just makes the music not so believable. Now, as for India.Arie and her latest album, I BELIEVED her. That girl was crying the whole album...with a few hints of happiness here and there. Her music is a reflection of what she is going through. Wasn't like she was writing ish to create some alter-ego identity or be some person she isn't in real life (which Beyonce claims she does). Don't get me wrong, I don't dislike Beyonce. I'm just a lyric lover, so words mean sumthin to me.

>>>>Um, is it just me or do some people act like literacy is illegal? I can't even count how many profiles, notes, or messages I come across on Blackplanet, myspace, or facebook from people who cannot utter a single coherent sentence. I mean, seriously...have some people never been introduced to a period or a comma? And what is up with this all caps thing? Do people not understand that it appears as though you are yelling when you write whole sentences that big? Don't get me wrong, I use slang and have a few typos myself, but it's just sad when it's word for word and when you know someone actually meant to type it that way. How are people getting out of highschool like this...no, even middle school? Not to mention i've even seen this grammatical insanity from college graduates. What is the US school system doing?!? An example of the madness....

"Sup ma i'm feelin what u got to say and u be a reel inteligant women i think u a beautiful women so i wanna talk to u holla at me asap if u interestin in it."

>>>>and um, what is up with these naked net folks? At first I thought maybe it was just a blackplanet thing. Cuz it isn't uncommon to get a note, go to a dude's page, and see his penis blown up all over the screen. That ish is just uncalled for man. What if I was on the comp in an office or computer lab? Folks tryna make me look like a perv. Then you have the attention desperate females with pics of them bent over or in thongs, bras, panties, or just plain nude. Now, I can understand if these are modeling pics, or hey...maybe even artistically expressive pics. But just plain ole joints u took in the bathroom with your camera phone...come on now. I mean, even on facebook. How folks manage to turn a college networking site into low budget smut? I wonder how come these folks haven't gotten the memo that states "hey you! you're not a porn star! Yes, that's right. No one will be sending you a check for exposing your body." I mean really, if you're gonna be naked on the net, just go professional and at least get paid for the ish.

...sad sad world *smh*


Monday, January 08, 2007

Currently Listening
Corinne Bailey Rae
By Corinne Bailey Rae
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ok, so someone asked me why I never update my xanga. And truthfully, I couldn't really answer it. I mean, I guess that fact that I haven't had a working computer for the past semester is sort of why. And when I did get my hands on a comp, xanga was never a priority. 

But i think i also stopped updating for other reasons. With facebook and myspace, personal information is accessible, but there is still some sort of wall there. It's like people know you...but they don't REALLY know you. On xanga, people can straight up get into your head. They have access to your very thoughts. That kinda makes a sistah feel a lil vulnerable. And who wants to feel that way? "not I" said the kitty.

Then, there was also the thought that xanga started to kinda feel like a chore. I would have soooooo much goin on in my life on a daily basis and there was no way I was gonna narrow it down in a blog. I'm an only child, and i kinda figure that's why i have such a big imagination and such a thinker. At any random moment, i have all sort of thoughts running thru my head.  When I have to write just random thoughts...i get so scatterbrained (there goes that only child syndrome again). That's why sometimes it takes me awhile to really just chill out and write my poetry. I mean, once the pen hits the paper, the words just start flowing. The hardest part is just gathering my thoughts to even get to that point. So when it comes to blogging, i'd probaby have pages and pages of just one entry alone. I think i might have ADD or sumthin. Sometimes i'd rather just think, than write? Does that make any sense?

I was watching this lil "inside story" thing on the E channel about the lil internet scandals. Man, it is absolutely crazy how this thing can get sometimes. There are men on the net who get aroused from chattin with lil 12 year old girls...ummm...ew. They literally caught this 30 sumthin year old guy who contacted this girl from myspace, knowing she was just a lil teen. So her adult neighbor posed as her on instant messenger and this guy turned on his webcam and literally showed himself masturbating to her picture. These other posers would go to yahoo chat rooms, myspace, and yes...even xanga, and pose as 13 year old kids and over and over again these pedifiles were being outed left and right. That mess is nuts. Then there were the stories about people illegally selling prescirption drugs on the net, and of course the infamous "identity theft" and money scam artist stories. One guy even got ripped off on ebay. Dang...i actually life Ebay too. Can't trust anybody these days. Sick sick world...


Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Currently Listening
Live
By Shekinah Glory Ministry
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Why is it that we as women chose to settle for less than we are worth? When will we ever learn? A friend of mine told me recently "My mother always told me that you have to teach people how to treat you...especially when it comes to men". The problem lies in the fact that we let people get away with things, then they continue with their behavior because they know it will be excused. If you don't like something, stop accepting it!

Easier said than done huh? Yep lol. I had to learn the hard way. But I thank God for his presence in my life. I've come to find that He always has a way of pushing people out of my life that aren't in sync with His will. And I know it's Him, because I have no part it in. I truly believe that he lets others abandon me because if they didn't leave on their own, then I wouldn't dismiss them if it was up to me. And I may fuss, and complain, and cry, wondering "why me?" when they walk out of my life, but God always has a way of revealing His ways to me. I'm learning how to lean on Him and trust in Him. Even when it hurts, even when I don't understand, even when I think it won't get better...i'm going to trust.

The truth is, we as human beings often get ourselves into messes, then get upset when it all blows up in our face. We could avoid alot of problems if we consulted God and listened to him before making alot of the decisions that we make. Or hey, maybe i'm just speaking on my own life. But at any rate, i'm giving Him the steering wheel, because my license has truly been revoked.

"Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, and whose hope is the Lord. For he shall be like a tree planted by the waters...and will not be anxious in the year of drought, nor will cease from yielding fruit" - Jeremiah 17:7-8


Wednesday, May 17, 2006

...so torn


Sunday, May 14, 2006

Currently Listening
The Love Experience
By Raheem DeVaughn
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- You

 

You, with a kind heart pursued me
let words of sincerity flow gently
and so effortlessly had me
liking, feeling, dreaming of...
 
You, gave me a gift that
I never received before
experiencing a new territory
that I had never explored
Had me constantly
craving, desiring, wanting more of...
 
You, touch me with a passion
that causes me to melt
erasing bitterness & hurt
from a love I never felt
And reluctantly, I found myself
clinging, believing, trusting in...
 
You, fervently & earnestly drew me in
I tried to fight it
But with the passing of each day
I could no longer deny it
Love, it had so easily captured me
 
And you...
quickly becoming the purpose of all that I do
the sole motive of all that I pursue
And now, I find myself
addicted to, inspired by, adoring only...in...love...with...
YOU



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