|
NullDarknessX
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Name: Duke
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Dallas
Birthday: 1/3/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: Anime, Music (no pop or rap for the most part), Video Games, Reading, Writing, Poetry, Psychology, Philosophy, Hangin' out with my Friends
Expertise: Playing French Horn, RPGs, Being Myself, DDR, School (I guess...)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/20/2005
|
|
|
Indroducing...
Current mood:  excited
Hope! She's my girlfriend now! YaY!
Anyway,
I asked her out awhile ago, though I was really lame about it. I talked
to one of my friends afterwards and she said I was cute, but I doubt
it. Oh well! All I really care about is that I'm going out with hope
now! ^_^ *cough*
So, I know some of you don't know Hope, so I
though I'd tell some people since my blogs are much more convenient
than telling everone. Hope's a freshman from Midland who hasn't lived
in Flower Mound very long. She's a balet dancer...
...who
likes rock music, and she's really smart. Oh yeah, she's also in
orchestra. Okay, that's all ya'll need to know for now. Stop being so
nosy, gosh!
Oh, yeah, they movie was cool. Didn't really stick
to the book the whole was through. As Hope said (see, I gave you credit
that time!), it was the "SparkNotes version." YaY! Okay, later people. | | |
| Okay, so today I wasn't at school, but it wasn't because I was skipping
or playing sick. I actually had a bad day at work last night. It wasn't
really because I was working too hard or that I hadn't had enough
sleep; something just happened and I couldn't handle it today. So
anyway, onto the story.
So it was near closing time and a
work friend of mine from TCBY comes by to visit on her break. She's
drinking a smoothie, and it looks pretty good, especially since I like
fruit and she had used every fruit at TCBY. Well, when she offered me a
drink, I was excited, so I grabbed a straw and took a taste without
really thinking about it. I really liked it and after I told her, my
coworker and her both told me it had alcohol in it. Now, just to
relieve ya'll, it didn't actually have alcohol in it--they were just
joking. Neither of them knew about my strict "I will never drink
alcohol" vow, especially since I don't try to force it on other people.
They also didn't know my situation with my dad.
Anyway, I got
really angry for a second (mostly at myself for being stupid enough to
take a drink of something that might have had something in it I hadn't
known about), and grabbed some scissors. Originally, my instinct was to
use them to hurt something, but my hand was already around the sharp
end and I decided hurting someone wasn't a good idea. So I chunked them
in the sink and ran off, and by this point I had pulled out Hope's
tissues and grabbed some extra napkins from the food court. Eventually,
I made it to the bathroom, where I cried against the wall with the door
open in the last stall, until some Starbucks people came and got me and
took me outside.
Later on, my manager came by and talked to me a
bit since he knew about my situation with my dad, and he told me to go
ahead and take a break for a half our (at least). I stopped paying
attention after that and just kind of thought about stuff on the
loading dock for awhile. My friend, Erica, from TCBY came by and
apologized, and later on my coworker, Josh, apologized, too. It's not
really thier fault. They didn't know. Eventually, some Starbucks people
brought me some food, but after they left my body went into shock and I
had yet another 15 minute crying fit. Luckily, I finished eating and
crying before Mikey showed up and took me home. On the way to the car,
I called my manager to tell him I was clocking out. Unfortunately, it
took me awhile to get to the car because my entire body was weak and
shaky from shock and adrenaline rush.
On the drive back home,
I realized that if anything moved to fast, I almost started crying, and
if anything was too loud or gave me a feeling of slight anxiety, I also
felt like I was going to cry. Mikey and I went and visited Allison, and
I put on my face so that she wouldn't be worried. After I got home, I
talked to my dad for a little bit about it, but he didn't really
understand why I was upset, so I cut him off in mid-sentence and went
upstairs. He also had alcohol on his breath, which wasn't really
helping me. I called up my Granny, who was much more helpful, and we
agreed that she would come pick me up the next morning.
When
my dad came in and woke me up for school at 7:30, he was pretty mad,
but I was still weak, and I knew I wouldn't make it at school. So I
stalled a little bit a breakfast until Granny (my rockin' grandmother)
came and then she took me to the park to get me some fresh air and calm
me down. She also took me on a drive around town and to Panda Express,
and by the time school let out, I was walking fine and feeling alot
better.
Well, that was the LONG ASS explanation for why I wasn't
school today, but it sets everyone straight and keeps people from
messing with details. I'm doing fine now, and I'm not jumpy or anything
anymore. In fact, by the time I get to school tomorrow, I should be
perfectly fine (aside from my massive amount of homework). I'm just
going to say it now, don't leave me too many "I'm sorry" comments.
Those get old. I really am doing fine, so don't worry too much. Ducky's
wall of happy is back in buisness! Later. | | |
| Yeah, so I`m on a computer in Japan right now!!!  The key board is a little different, but that`s okay. I`m having the coolest time ever! I have so much stuff to say, and even more pictures to show you all (I`m at 50 already), but I`ll obviously cover some major stuff here. So, yeah, the toilets here are funny. They spurt up water when you use them! Cogell and I put the water pressure as low as possible to keep it from bugging us. Yeah, and apparantly I`m a fairly good looking American. Just today (first day out and about) I`ve had high school boys check me out, and some older Japanese ladies say kawaii when I passed by by myself. Tis fairly cool. The other group that`s with us is pretty cool. The other group that`s with us is pretty cool. They`re from Austin, and they`re just like us for the most part. Okay, well that`s going to be all for now, but I will say I`ve already started gathering souveniers (sp?), so if you want to leave a request for something you want, let me leave a request for something you want, let me know here. for something you want, let me know here. LATER! | | |
| I'm going to sing the Japan song now.
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII'm going to Japan, I'm going to Japan. I'm going going going going, going to Japan. I'm gooooooiiiiing t' JAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!
Yeah, I'm excited. Now to finish packing.
| | |
| Ugh. Today was my frist day of work at Starbucks in the mall. It's cool, but today was computer training. AH! It was so boring! Prais Allah it's over! (hehe...religious reference). But this is complaining, which I try not do to too much of even though I do anyway. On to bigger and better things!
Well, Sunday I had my 2nd session of Reiki class and it was pretty cool. We meditated and were given some help with the process. We also got a good amount of practice in. I really want to get to master, but first I have to get to 2nd degree, which takes about a year...yeah. I probably won't make master 'til college. I also learned that Reiki isn't lost in superstition! The government actually had a thing (not alot of coverage) a while back to try and force Reiki masters to become certified massage therapists, which is interesting since they wouldn't have done anything about it if it didn't actually work. At least that's how I see is. I'm sure there is still some scepticism.
And now, for Duke's Happy Fun-Time Possibly Valentine's Day Halmark Presentation. So today during Truax's class I fell asleep and dreamed/daydreamed that I lost my little heart thing that they gave us at the beinning of the day and that it found its way to someone who I would love and who would love me in return. Don't know who it was since I woke up and didn't really think anything of it afterward. Then, in 4th period today, while I was playing in band, I looked down at the heart and put it in my pocket and thought about the dream thing again. When we stopped playing, I reached into my pocket and it was gone. Where did it go you might ask? No earthly idea. I asked all my horn members around me, and they said they'd saw me put it in my pocket and all of them were playing. Everyone was playing and no one walked by. So, where the heck is it? Maybe somewhere out there my true love has found a heart with my name on it. Or maybe it's just an odd coincidense. Whatever. It's still nice to believe in the spirit of Valentine's Day, even if it is a Halmark holiday. That's probably why I kept it in the first place. You have to believe! It makes everything fun. I wanted whoever got my heart to be creative about it instead of just asking for it. Put some meaning into it! YaY! for idealism! Okay, well that's my update for now. Later all!
| | |
|
