| yay! today was great... so happy...la la la...haha...sorry...today was just great....went to in and out...yummy...then bowling...my highest score was 101..yes...haha..that's low...but still good for me...after that i just sucked...but that's okay! because it was fun...mm-hmm...and then we went to the art store.......::sigh:: i was "like a kid in a candy store" as casey would say it....there was so many cool stuff...i wanted to get so much.......mmm-hmm...it was so fun...that cheer me up a lot...today was great...i had a lot of fun...even though the stupid arcade ate some of my coins...but yeah!..the shooting game was fun...bang bang!  ..haha...hope we can do this again sometime soon |
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| ::sigh.....:: i did it again....why are you still standing next to me?
i can't seem to make anyone happy.....what's wrong with me? |
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| i don't know what to do...i don't know what i want...i don't know what you want...everything i do seems to make you mad....annoyed?....bothered?...even when you say it's fine...your tone sounds different....it's like when you hear people say they're okay...when you know they're sad.....i'll try to do anything you ask...i just want you to be happy....but i'm not keeping you happy....and i'm sorry....i'm sorry for everything.....i'm sorry i faild in keeping what you wanted a secrete....i hate myself...i can't do anything right....anything at all...i'll just go to sleep....and i'll just push my failers to the back of my mind for a week or so...and i'll just keep on doing that with my dreams...and the next day i'll smile again....and maybe...i'll know what i want...and be able to actually tell you them...instead of keeping them to myself like i usually do so i can do what you want |
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| damn it....this was the worst spring break ever.............. |
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| happy fifth to you all and to you alll a good night |
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