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Name: Megan State: North Carolina Birthday: 1/3/1986 Gender: Female
Interests: love, shopping,John, chocolate chips, John Mayor, Rainy days, kisses, Dave matthews, JESUS!, beach trips, pearls, my little sis', Meredith college angels, jelly beans, ribbons, laughing til my stomach hurts, crying til I feel better, painting, fancy dresses, hola hops, bon fires, slippers, strawberries and sugar, hoodies, thunderstorms, carmel, dreams, NickelCreek, tutus, the smell of grass, haircuts, beach blonde, jump rope, cheerleading, kittens, photography, starting over, warm weather, back scraches, white tees, fur coats, heart shaped cookies, handbags, shiny jewelry, friendly faces, worship songs, glass beads, boas, lake tanning, boat rides into the sunset, cruises, christmas trees, hot cocoa, BUSH!, tailgating, cornhuskin', movies, Audrey Hupburn, planning my wedding, sales, green and pink, jessica Simpson, mascara, cheesecake, John's hat, tweed shoes, Dancing, frogs, romance, loud music, long days, cooking, cupcakes, polo horse, boy meets world, OPRAH!, Quotes, Coffee shops, Expertise: Changing my mind! Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
11/11/2004
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| My last entry..I am now known as PEARLSNPINK yay! maybe it will let me have pictures this time..how do you folks do that and the music?? are you paying for that stuff?? Let me knwo so I can be as fun as you! See ya soon!
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| So I am at App.!!! Having the best time of my life! I don't know how someone could not like it up here! God has been so faithful in blessing me in the past week. Firt of all he gave me, by total suprise, one of my very best friends, Carolyn to experience this with. He also has given me a group of awsome girls who have already been so encouraging to me and I have just met them, a roomie who is such an awsome girl. I can tell this semester is going to be filled with laughs and fun! I feel so blessed because I was so scared about how I was going to deal with transfering, but it has been so easy! Classes start tomorrow so that will be interesting to get back into the swing of things again, but it shouldn't be too bad. Well sorry it was a short update, but it's better than nothing! I am also confused as to why my pictures aren't showing up anymore, please let me know if you read this and you know what is going on! ok love you all!! Have a great day!!
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| So I thought leaving Meredith was gonna be so easy, since I am going to
App and I get to go home for like a month first! But I am really gonna
miss it. I am sitting here in my empty room looking around and all i
can think is how sad this is. I am not ready to leave all my angels, my
thrid string girls, some of my best friends! This is so weird that
today is one of the hardest days I have ever had, when I thought it
would be the easiest. I had to give back my key and move everything out
and cancel my camcard and sell my books back. I am just not ready. I
guess I am never ready for anything. i have finally gotten comfortable
and leaving just isnt going to be how i thoguht it would. I want to be
able to pick up and leave and not have to look back, but there are
emotions and relationships here. Best friends, inside jokes, feelings,
and togetherness. I have to make myself move on and grow even more. I
have to trust God and look back only for a minute. I have to remeber
the good things and be open to more. It is raining today, this is
definatley my day, every imortant day in my life the weather decides to
show off. Rain or snow or huricanes. I look out the window and
all I can see is fog, I feel like a real angel living in the clouds and
now it is time to go back down to reality and life. I will miss you
angels so much, but I will always remeber you and be back to visit!!!
Love you all! -M-
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| So it is 1:00 in the morning and I have my algebra final exam at 9:00,
which is ruffly 8 hours from now. I really dont think that is a good
thing! But oh well the exams are not what I wil remeber, I will
remember my friends and then fun times, so I am trying to have as many
good times as I can before I leave. I am getting really sad, I am gonna
miss my 2 M's so much!! I am glad Mary Beth is coming to be my roomie
next year but Meredith, it wont be the same with out ya! I have had
such an awsome week hangin out with these girls and it makes me so sad
that I am leaving them. I have found my first two brides maids haha!! I
cant believe my first college semester is over in a week! It has been
very interesting, nothing like I thought, Ithought it would be so
different from the life I had, but it is acually a lot the same. It is
becoming normal which is weird. I guess everything becomes normal after
a while, I have found it very helpful that I first came to MC then onto
App., I now know that it is going to take time, maybe even a really
long time for abnormal to change to normal. I hope I get a roomie that
takes care of me like Court ( she just told me too go to bed because I
have my exam) haha I love my momma Courtney.
I know it is random, like most of my pictures but it is just so cute.
Ok another random thought, have you ever not liked someone because you
thought they just had something weird or like scary about them but you
couldnt figure out what? and then you find ourself trying to figure it
out and then just despising them more? well I feel that way and it is
so weird I feel mean but I can't help it, I am trying to understand but
I mean this person is like a split personality and like wants to be to
many different ways. i think people think they have to make up who they
are to be themselves, but i dont like that, I think you should be
yourself who you are right now. Yep that is right, dont change for
other people or what they think. I like that. Also, I had a really
weird dream the other night and I woke up like angry enough to really
do some damage, so I told MB and we came up with a happy ending to the
dream, but I still feel mad at the person the in the dream that hurt
me, so what can I do, I mean it was only my dream?? I am doing sorta
well with my healthy eating, I feel better once I got rid of my
headache from sweets and caffine withdrawal, ok we splurged at
starbucks, but what was I to do the chi latte was calling my name! Oh I
am selling my wine glasses, which I hope you have all looked at on web
shots and I got my very first customer today! isnt that exciting! You
could be my second haha! No I wont pull you in just because you are an
inocent reader of my never ending xanga. I didn't like this thing
before but now I just can't stop typing. I will be making my appearance
at the westover basketball game tomorrow! that is so exciting, I can't
believe it is already basketball again! And BJ if you are reading this
you are the grinch! I can't believe you hateChristmas, I will bring you
some Christmas cheer soon! You better stop being so grinchy though, or
I will be a very sad mountainer! Well thats all for now, momma court
really wants me to get some rest for my exam tomorrow! Night night!!!
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It's the three M's!!! Love you 2!
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| YAY for thanksgiving, I know those pilgrims had college kids in mind
when they thought of it! I am so glad we got a little break
before Christmas!!! It was so good to see all my Westover babies!!! I
miss you guys, it is so weird how everyone is apart and we are all
changing, but when we come back together it is like we never left.
Thanksgiving has made me thing of all the things I am thankful for...
My Meredith Angels that always bring a smile to my face
Going to the movies with my family, sharing popcorn and a drink and refilling like 10 times!
Decorating the Christmas tree at John's with bows and all those matching ornaments!
Making cooies with Carolyn
Taking pictures when no one is looking
Getting letters, I love snail mail!!!
Wearing a sweater and uggs with my bathing suit on the beach in October, Sarah you know you loved it!
Sharing memories with my best friend in CA!!! Kelly!
Going to Starbucks like everyday, Amanda and Claire
MB thanks for letting me livein your room when mine just wont do!
This weird girl teaching psychology about how to stay unstressed haha which is what I am hearing while I type this entry
have a great day, the fashion tip today is never wear gray and gray, oh wait I am! well don't follow my lead haha Bye kids!!!
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