hello world.  I haven't updated because my world has been going so fast paced. I actually am only on here because I wanted to stop the xanga subscriptions.  They were filling up my box and usually had nothing in them.  Poor xanga, your appeal is dying compared myspace and facebook.  It's ok though, you were one of the founding fathers- and thats something to be proud about.

My life is nothing but work...work work....it sucks...

Currently Listening Celebrity see related

Something Like You- N'Sync

So many times I thought I had it in my hands
but just like grains of sand
love slipped through my fingers
so many nights I asked the Lord above
Please make me lucky enough to find a love that lingers
Something keeps telling me that you could be my answered prayer
you must be heaven sent, I swear
cuz...

Something happens when you look at me I forget to speak
something happens when you kiss my mouth my knees get so weak
could it be true is this what God meant for me?
cuz baby I can't believe...that something like you could happen to me

yeah yeah...something like you

Girl in your eyes I feel your fire burn
oh your secrets I will learn
even if it takes forever
with you by my side i can do anything
I don't care what tomorrow brings as long as we're together
my heart is telling me that you could be my meant to be
I know it more each time we touch
cuz...

Something happens when you look at me I forget to speak
something happens when you kiss my mouth my knees get so weak
could it be true is this what God meant for me?
cuz baby I can't believe...that something like you could happen to me

Something magical (something magical)
something spiritual (something spiritual)
something stronger than the two of us alone
something physical
something undeniable (undeniable)
nothing like anything (anything) that i've ever known
cuz...

Something happens when you look at me I forget to speak
something happens when you kiss my mouth my knees get so weak
could it be true is this what God meant for me?
cuz baby I can't believe...that something like you could happen to me

Something happened...ohhhh, can't believe that you happened to me
hey yeah...

I wish all the boy bands came back! That would be my dream come true.  Oh my gosh! I just thought of a great idea! What if I got BSB or NSync to sing at my wedding?! *Drools*  I'm such a little girl still sometimes =)

Strangers in the Night, by Frank Sinatra

Strangers in the night exchanging glances
Wondring in the night
What were the chances wed be sharing love
Before the night was through.

Something in your eyes was so inviting,
Something in you smile was so exciting,
Something in my heart,
Told me I must have you.

Strangers in the night, two lonely people
We were strangers in the night
Up to the moment
When we said our first hello.
Little did we know
Love was just a glance away,
A warm embracing dance away and -

Ever since that night weve been together.
Lovers at first sight, in love forever.
It turned out so right,
For strangers in the night.

What a romantic setting that song makes.  Good old love songs- gotta love 'em.

I was reading old emails that David sent me.  They were from last summer when we were apart from each other.  Wow we have come a long way.  It is interesante how relationships evolve-  How the individuals, their interactions, their feelings evolve. 

So the tv thing is a complicated story, but I am getting a tv from MicroCenter instead of OfficeDepot.  BTW OfficeDepot sucks, and I want to yell at them for being so stupid. 

Does anyone else feel like the news is depressing?  All there is is bad stories.  Someone got robbed, someone was murdered, someone molested someone, a country bombed another country, oil prices are soaring, terrorists killed more innocent people...when does it end? 

That's why my favorite channels are Food Network and Disney.

Believe it or not, I haven't ripped any of my pop cd's onto my mp3 player yet (and I have had this thing forever!)  I am going to do so pronto, and once I do, you may see me dancing around. I LOVE BSB NSYNC HILLARY DUFF BRITNEY CHRISTINA JESSICA SIMPSON!!  haha....i am the ultimate old school teeny bopper. RAWR!

Its nice to know that after so much inactivity, some people still care to read my entries.  After all, isn't that what this is for?  It is my stage or canvas, and it is my  pleasure to entertain my audience.  People are silly when they think no one will see or take their personal info from this or any other website.  You know it's more like a standard now for companies to google your name or try to find your myspace/xanga/facebook?  It's not just a few companies doing it.  So if you can't seem to get that interview, maybe you should google your own name or see if you can find some incriminating photos of yourself.  As my boss put it about my coworker's tattoo- childhood indiscretion.  Haha.  Sure, we all use blogs to self reflect and record things for ourselves, but if you really ask yourself the real reason why you do this- it will be because u wanna share it with others.  Or else, why wouldn't you just write in an old fashioned journal/diary?  Or save your thoughts in a word document on your own computer?  You're performing!!

"A man who's interested in a woman will move heaven and earth to be with her."

This is the sorta surprise gift that David gave me just because he loves me.  The picture doesnt do it justice.  In life, the garnet and silver sparkles and shines and serves as a centerpiece for my fingers.