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Thundergoose84
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Name: Andy
Birthday: 11/6/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: Magic the gathering, video games, football, weight training, talking to my friends, and go Big Blue, Swim Team huh? YEAH, YOUR DAMN RIGHT, YEAH!!
Expertise: well I'm told I'm a miracle worker when it comes to back rubs as well as an amazing lover
Occupation: Student
Industry: Legal
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Thundergoose84
Member Since:
2/4/2004
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| So I'm back on xanga because of all the sites that I'm on, I'm fairly sure no one remembers this one. I have alot to say and I know how if the wrong person reads this it can be disastorous so this is perfect. The only problem is that there is so much I need to get down that I don't know where to start. I guess the biggest thing to start off with is that I am so nervous about starting school because while I have been working on stuff, it still feels like nothing is done. But I think after the first month or so I'll feel better about that. What I'm having the most difficulty with is this situation with Lindsay because it's been over a year and yet I still don't feel like I'm totally over her, like at all. Sure I've tried removing her from my life as far as no talking, erasing pictures, and so on but that didn't work. Then I tried dating other people, but nothing lasted for longer than three months, is it because I had no interest in making it work? Is it because I have no real desire to be with anyone else? I'm not sure at all what I should do but hopefully some kind of epiphony will hit me soon, because I'm more and more convinced that I don't know what I'm doing. I want it to be next year, so I can move out of the house, get my own apartment and maybe then I'll have a better idea of what I'm doing. | | |
| Wow, hey there xanga, long time no see.
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| hahaha i know i said goodbye to this stuff but i'm posting cause i'm bored and ridiculously happy. The weird part is that when you read old posts, then go and look at the posts that made you post that post, and they aren't there, you feel like those events never happened. The best part, the reason I'm so happy, is because after all the shit that has happened to me this year, I'm finally convinced that I'm worth being cared for and that red heads have more fun. hooray, and here are some quotes to use while drinking:
"Thats three years of pissed off"
"That's a bold faced lie"
"I don't care what the cop said, I'm pissing on the sidewalk"
....sigh, i'd be surprised if anyone reads this anymore, if you do holler back cause i miss my xanga runnin crew, lol.
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| i've decided i'm moving on from xanga, i'll be on myspace, no offense guys but this just isn't my scene anymore, if you all wanna see how i'm doing check out my other site through my facebook profile, hope you're all safe and happy
bye
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| And here we are, on the edge of conference and more importantly, freedom. Pledgeship is going along nicely, at least I think so. Mel and I are getting to that place where I'm not gonna be so worried anymore, actually after this saturday she'll have been the longest relationship I've had in over a year. She's worth it though, and I'm starting to be sure I mean that. I say this because she's so different from some of the other girls I've been with, she makes time for me, she has friends other than mine. But the most important thing is that she was certain she wanted to be with me, it's crazy how much that really means when you stop and think about it. After tonight I won't really see her till saturday, so she made me dinner and we watched a movie together. Right now I'm just sitting here updating while she finishes up homework so we can go to bed, I like this feeling. Any suggestions on a Valentines gift? I got nothing at the moment, regardless I'll think of something good I hope. Anyway, I guess that's all I really got for right now guys, classes are good and I'm content. Hooray | | |
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