****GO JAY JAY is yo BIRFDAY even doe you fucked up and got caught by da beast!!!!! DAMN JAY !!!! I wanted to chill at Grandma's Birfday witchu cause you know OG Bobby Johnson is comin'.... damn....hey ask fo parole nigga!!!!

Ayo whas good, today as you can see is my cousin Jay birfday.  Holla at chyo he's 16 but he aint nothin sweet !!!

Ayo whas good wit yall...guess where Im doin this entry from? ........ IM IN MY ROOM!!!!!! CHYEA i got the internet in my room at my crib right now....and it's tight!!! I've Never really had internet at home b4...only the stuff i stole from AOL but i couldn't go on any websites lol.  Well today was koo cause the fam got together and helped out for my GRANDMAS 79TH BIRTHDAY!!!!  CHYEA  boi dats tight she wants to party WE GOTTA CRUNK DJ AND ERRETHING...ok im jus playin...but we have alot goin on for this party.....even though IDK WHAT WERE DOING!! I hope everything turns out ok cause we have a program goin' on and they want me to do something in it....IDK WHAT TO DO...and I have to get a present!!!! Well...it's late and I still have to go help out at the church so....~Duece~

Hey boys and girls!!!! LMAO jk whuddup widdit xanga what it do today? Today was typical from the other days this week U kno what I've just noticed is that October has alot in store this month.  Such things as MY GRANMA'S BIRTHDAY PARTY!!! JAY'S BIRTHDAY!!! WOMEN'S DAY AT MY CHURCH!!!  PRESIDENT BUSH AND SENATOR KERRY COMIN' TO ARIZONA,... DEY FINNA FIGHT AT... ***BUT U KNO WHAT, I REALLY HATE THIS YEARS PRESIDENTIAL ELECTION CAUSE THE MATTER OF THE FACT IS NO ONE KNOWS WHAT'S REALLY GOIN ON !!!  THERE ARE SOO MANY SECRETS IN THIS COUNTRY RIGHT NOW ITS UNBELIEVABLE.  Now that I'm really thinking about this...this age ....the start of this century in the political genre is sorta scary at the moment.   I mean...also to be president of the USA shouldn't you have reasons for wanting that position so badly?  I wish I could go to the Debate this Wednesday at ASU and ask, "Why do you wanna be President of this country?" "What are your intentions?".  Do they wanna just make the text books...or do they wanna actually run a country.  Someone who's not all about the War and tax cuts.  Someone who wants to make a difference in the ghetto's , in da cities, someone that wants to make everything right for everyone and not jus those who qualify.  Someone who makes good decisions.   Iono maybe a campaign this year is not necessary right now.  Maybe BUSH should just stay and finish what he was doin'.  But then again ...i really don't want the draft.   So right now at this moment IDK if anyone feels the way I feel, But I'm worried about our generations future (*next 4 years).  If the draft comes will I be shipped of to Iraq, fighting for no reason cause I KNOW NO REAL REASON, other than they have a weapon archive like no otha.  I mean damn most of AL QAEDA walks da streets strapped, and not wit no meassley heat like a  "9", dey be strapped wit BAZOOKAZ and shit nigga!!!  Man I really hope that we have a miraculous break through to where we pull through this situation as one.....(*Sarcastic) "HAHAHA" but then again what kinda utopia am I livin' in ?  IDK what does everyone else think....GET @ ME AND BE SAFE !!!!!

***RIP to Christopher Reeves ...... I grew up watchin' the Superman Movies every Saturday and Sunday night when I was little....SUPERMAN WAS SOOO TIGHT ....But really no one could really play that "Super" role like Mr. Reeves who passed away last night in NY due to heart failure...he was 52 yrs. old.   ***RIP 9/25/1952 - 10/10/2004***

Ayo whuddup widditt xanga community how is everyone? WEll if you good that's good, if you bad what's wrong?  Imma start things off with this weekend...Which was sorta boring again lol...i didnt' do anything at all;  Only church and play videogames lol.  That's sad huh... And well today is Monday!!!  Today was pretty funny lol....it all started off when EARLY this morning I woke up and my ARM FELT LIKE RUBBER MAINE!!! .  I was like WTF!!! I guess I slept on my arm that night and my shit jus had no feeling into it lol....it was crazy!!!! I WANNA DO IT AGAIN cause I was playin' wit my arm LMAO.  I was throwing it around and slappin' my face wid it ROTFL .... MAN IT FELT WEIRD !!!!  LOL ... My Lil nieces came over again this morning !! I was like CHYEA lil negroids lol ....but DANG those lil gurls are BAD AS HELL LOL!!! FIGHTIN' AND KICKIN AND RUNNING AND EATIN' OTHER PEOPLE FOOD AND DIALIN' NUMBERS ON DA PHONE AND SCREAMIN'!!!  LOL ... I was sorta glad to go to school !  Eventually I got to school and classes were boring.  When I got outta classes I kicked it wit Mike today alot.  He has that new T-MOBILE "SIDEKICK II"® phone that looks somewhat like this .....DIS PHONE IS HELLA HELLA PIMP!!!!!!!!  IT HAS A CAMERA THAT TAKES HELLA CLEAR PICTURES ON THERE....HAS FLASH AND ALL DAT GOOD STUFF....I TOOK SOME PICS WID HIS PHONE .  ***HERE CHECK OUT MY BUSTED UP ASS PICS OF ME LOL WIT HIS PHONE(*my name should be Lil Drowsy lol) ....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA DIZ SHIT IS FUNNY RIGHT CHYEA LOL !!! HERE'S ANOTHER PIC OF JOHN JOHN AND BRUCE BRUCE  BUT THIS PHONE IS A MUST GET (*WELL FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO BALLIN' LIKE DAT...DEFINITELY NOT ME LOL).  I WAS REALLY REALLY CONSIDERING SAVING UP SOME MONEY FROM PLAYIN' AND WORK TO BUY THIS PHONE AKA COMPUTER LOL ...it'll be tight.  I mean....Mike was clownin my phone and I wanna to clown back.....but DAMN his phone is hella tight lol BIG UP to Mike widd his new phone...Imma try to take a whole messa pics widd this phone sometime this week.  So basically today I kicked it wit Mike, Lewis , some otha dude on da basketball squad, Donnell, LeQuesha, Kenny, and Cookie for a bit.

                                        Thoughts for 10-11-04

 Today while I was hanging out wit Donnelll and Quessh, I had alotta fun.  But the only thing that messed it up was the fact that these gurls were talkin mess about Donnell and Quesha.    ONCE AGAIN, WHY TALK ABOUT SOMEONE YOU HARDLY KNOW ABOUT LIKE YOU'VE KNOWN THEM FOR LIKE 20 YEARS ??? Dat stuff doesn't add up to me....

*********First and foremost I would like to make a brief note about my baby Jhaveena.  Today would've been our 5th month of dating each other.  Jhaveena I really wish things can work out between us legally, I think about you ever second I live.  You and I really have something special goin on and i wanna keep goin with you cause i kno i'll be satisfied charishing every moment with you

Whaddup Widdit xanganz? How's everyone doin tonight? If you good that's good...if you bad what's wrong? Today was a koo day.  I went to class...GOT CAUGHT UP IN MY MAFF CLASS!!! lol , and then chilled at home... played  and   (*DIS GAME HAS ALWAYS BEEN TIGHT YO!!!!!) But anyway...that got me all up to go skate that new park again at HERMOSA. It was koo, I did alotta stuff I couldn't do last night cause it was dark.  Sean bit it but it was all good lol.....i will have to admit i laughed ..but iono it jus looked funny cause he rolled and tumbeld lmao.  If Jhaveena isn't doin anything tonight, then I wanna go back there.  But I can really do tooo much cause my heart murmur slows me down alot.... So again now I'm at work ...listening to the DEBATE between Bush and Kerry .......I think tonight I'm not gonna do anything..I'm jus gonna go home and play videogames, clean my room, watch some smut, TALK TO JHAVEENA, AND then go to sleep...

                                         10/8/2004 Thoughts:

AGAIN HAPPY 5TH JHAVEENA !!!!!!!!!!!   ... Also what's been on my mind was the presidential debate and who's gonna be our newest PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.. This people is a sorta hard decision.  We should really study, from what we know about each candidate, what they are saying.  IM SERIOUSLY GOING FOR BUSH EVERYBODY !!!!! From what I'm hearing, JOHN KERRY is a crock of shit liar from what I'm hearing ....he's promising bull!!! Such as not taxing the personales that make under $200,000 a year but taxing the people that make that much money.   1st of all the people that make over $200,000 chose you up for the election so why would you sit there and give the hand to the people that helped you get into the election?  He's basically telling everyone in America what they wanna hear right now.... and atleast Bush is keepin' it real widdit.  ***except for the oil thing...and he supports the rich...and he doesn't really care about poor***...awwwwww I DONT KNOW ....theyr'e both confusing me.... damn brb again

CHAAAAEEEYO!!!  Whaddup widditt to the xanga population??? Today was real kooooo.  At First at our school we had this "PIE EATING CONTEST..." But it wasn't the pie eating contest to where who ever eats the most pies wins...It was whoever ate that pie first wins .....I couldn't get any other pics of them eating the pie...maybe I'll get them from someone else lol but it was funny. Well all in all Josh right there in the front WON the race....he won $12 worth of food in the Cafeteria !!!! .   Later after that I kicked it wit my boyz TERRENCE & SEAN today b4 work. It was kinda funny how we was kickin' it cause we were all different people.  I mean TERRENCE is this Down South ATL Hustla/Playboy and SEAN is a California Punk Rock White Boy.  And me.... psshhhh lol I'm a whole different story...and that story is called "DORK !!!!" Also today was the first day TERRENCE and SEAN met each other so I thought they weren't finna get along all that well... But dey was kooo yo ....so you know I was koooo. 

Terrence paid for the Taco Bell, Sean got the gas, and I drove.  But then again Sean stayed at ARIZONA MILLS and Terrence wanted me to take him to the Barbershop... So basically that was the end of that cause I had to go to work...Some shit is poppin' off tonight like the  .  Tonight is "One Dollar Night". I guess you get in fo' a buck...idk doe I don't really go to the fair anyway.  But it would be nice to take Jhaveena there one of these days...and especially on "ONE BUCK NIGHT" !!! SHiiiiiiTTT u kno how much cheddah I could keep packed up??? LOL But naw I'm Lonely tonight, and I think we have choir practice tonight anyway....DAMN (*SOUND EFFECT) "SHIGGY SHIGGY" SEAN jus called and said that dey opened dis new ass skatepark on 20th and southern CHYEA CHYEA im finna be up there tonight at HERMOSA!!!

                                     Thoughts for 10-7:

I dont really have any thoughts for tonight other than..."WHY DO PEOPLE MAKE THE STUPIDEST ASSUMPTIONS AND SPREAD THE RUMOR AROUND???" and also "HATING SOMEONE WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING THEM PERSONALLY.....OR JUST MAKING FUN OF ANYONE"....Assuming is sooooo stupid!!! Never assume anything about a person especially a person that you don't know!!! HATAZ stop the world from turnin' ..... I think everyone should just mind their own business.  And if it so happens for you to dislike someone ....keep it to yourself....the world (*ARIZONA) would be a greater place to live at if it weren't fo da many hataz out here!!!  I mean people callin' people hoez and they've never seen them in action and shit.   People laughed at the disabled and the "ugly".  ...That shit is soo fuckin stupid why would you laugh at something that someone can't fix?   That's like laughing at someone cause they're a girl ....it's stupid....I JUST REALLY HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE THINK THEY'RE BETTER THAN OTHERS SO THEY DEGRADE, HUMILIATE, AND SPREAD RUMORS ABOUT THAT PERSON THAT CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT....Think about it if you've done it to someone....Cause I'm tired of backing up someone who's either ALTRUISTIC , HAVE DOWN SYNDROME, SUFFER THROUGH MENTAL RETARDATION, SOMEONES SKIN COLOR OR SOMEONE THAT'S TRYING TO IMPROVE THEIR LIVES NOT CHILLEN ON DA BLOQQ WIT DA NIGGAZ, SOME IF YOU LIKE SOMETHING THAT DIFFERS FROM THE OTHERS.......DAMN...WHY DO PEOPLE ACT LIKE THEY'RE JUST TOO RIGHT FOR EVERYONE?  I mean has anyone ever been to yo house....and ssaid something like..."OH WE DON'T DO DAT AT MY HOUSE "or ...."WE USE LOUSIANA HOT® SAUCE NOT RED HOT ®" ,  I mean damn...so who gives a fuck man !!!! Get outta my tilt den!!!! IDK IM JUST REALLY BUGGED OFF ABOUT THE PEOPLE THAT GOTTA SAY SOMETHIN' ABOUT EVERY LITTLE THING LIKE THEIR WAY IS THE BEST WAY..... As long as the main idea is there ....why should you give a fuck about how someone else  does it?  DAMN brb lol