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sumhow or other i can start to feel the strain btwn me and my family members while plannign dis camp....

went to had dinner with dad today......

left club early... pple must be thinking u actually went to had dinenr with ur dad while we are doing camp? i also felt rather bad bout it.. but its juz dat my dad badly wanted to have dinenr with me and call me every nite to ask me to go with him.. and today is teh last day he is the member at the hotel.. so he wants me to go eat with him there la....

but basically it was a very quiet dinner... *shivers*

i never knew that being so dedicated in club will cause my bond with my family to becum thinner... kinda upset abt it.....

my dad woke up early in the morning to buy me my breakfast cos he noe that i wun go sch so early today... so i did nto wan to disappoint him and force everything down.. resulting in me wanting to vomit.. wth... my sister was eatign breakfast too and she said that its been a long time she see me and she kinda miss me.. wth again... make me double guilty... quickyl finished my meal and made my way to sch aft dat....

den at sch those F***ing CSCC pple were testing their audio thingy.. thet blast the music so loud it hurts my ears alot.... then i shouted for them to lower the volume... dey ignored me... FINE..... robin and heyi approach them then dey dunno say wat thingy.. but they continued for half an hr or so... den suddenyl no music.. den suddenly blast music so loud... den i had a headache den mood super bad.... den went to take a rest... den aft dat played abit games with juan von px sy and des den left to meet daddy...

its only awhile more b4 camp officially arrives... prays i wun make any mistake as a Qm.... i am trying hard to keep up with my duty le... Yiwen u can do it de..... Must thank yue zhen again for being so patient towads me... goodness... getting more and more naggy sia me.. kkz.. bbye!!!

*chants* tired tired tired tired

Yesterday and today had our freshman orientation briefing lo... den yest was so shock to see 80 plus pple went instead of juz 40 plus which we expected.... den played games with the frshies and stuff.. and a couple were quite enthu pple... one thing abt them is that they look rather interested in our club... and its interesting to see them spur their imaginations on all these small games that we held.. yest played vball for the first time for many many months... at first played with juan zhen and juan's friends...den they leave le den also never play much le.. but aft lunch continue play with juan.. wanted to play longer but cos got no clothes to change and dun wan stink during song session so i stopped..yest song session was horrible..we all were so tired and lost our voice already la... den had to sing for the seniors... basically the comments wun too gd la... but still i tink we did great... hope the freshies will appreciate our effort in juz making a small campfire a success...

today wasn't too gd.. nv eat much.. den ultimately when i ate my dinner cum lunch... aft eating i keep feeling my puking.. yucks...

10 more days to camp!!!!!!!!!!!

lets get over it soon.. c'mon wen.. u can do it......

-silly cow shuffles off-

-_-

I juz wanna say.....

i'm sorry i have given up....

i will still help but not like b4

since he like to do it....

i grant his wish...

i let him do anything....and everything..

i wun meddle in it anymore...

may god bless him

bye